woot. 4get to update at here again.. hmms.. LOL

thurs arh.. went to office as normal.. was bored ther.. afternoon whole factory de ppl went out to work.. i mus wait my dad to be back..

meet my frd at marina square at 8pm.. dad put me alight at the pan pacific hotel there.. den end up. for duno what reason.. i walked to suntec city and sit down there.. till my frd called me den i realise... IM AT SUNTEC AND NOT MARINA SQUARE.. my gosh.. im soooooooooo blurrrrrrrrrr...

lol.. after tht.. we walked ard marina square to buy his/her things.. and after tht we went to east coast to eat.. he/she asked me if im ok with tht restaurant or not.. cos is my turn to treat.. ii feel ok arh. so we went to there. lol and guess what.. is tht restaurant tht i wanted to go eat when tht time i saw it full house during the xmas celebration.. is tht japanese restaurant named as WARAKU JAPANESE CASUAL.. total 2 person eat dao lai $84.74 LOL.. but is cos we ordered alot alot.. overall the food is not bad.. except for the strange cold noodle tht i duno hw to handle it LOL.. woot.. goin to be broke again bt nvm cos is fun lol.. den after tht we chit chat till 11pm.. and after tht went home..

fri i was sick.. and frm ard 4am slp till 12pm.. den after tht i went to have my lunch which my mum made for me.. and after tht i played in msn awhile and went to see doc.. doc say my blood pressure got lower abit again.. guess i got to really look after it liaos.. b4 is getting worst.. and i went to ask frm the doc the ctrl diet de pills.. cos ii reli wanted to stop gettin fat.. regret liaos.. reli reli regret.. gona b very determine into diet now.. aiming to b back to 55kg at least.. hais..

den nite time i went to sch.. met andy and shernise they all in canteen to eat.. den after tht went to class and end up i wasnt listening at all again.. was tinking abt somethings.. and fan abt somethings and someone.. andy tried to make mii laugh in class LOL and ii did laugh when he tried.. bt when he stop.. i started tinking again lol.. so paiseh tht i tink till almost cried in class.. den after tht as usual.. andy sending me and shernise back.. at 1st i tot he will put me at nearest mrt station.. but during the ride.. i tink till cried in his car >.<>.< as for what happened to me.. i wun say in detail here ba.. ard 3am.. i was waiting for tht someone to come.. but yet due to the drowsiness frm the medicine.. i barely can open my eyes.. and so i smsed tht someone to come faster b4 i fall aslp.. i rem till ard 4plus den tht someone reached.. i was oredi half aslp.. and so.. i didnt reli went to get the things.. and i tink i tested tht he/she was watching at it all the while.. ii duno yy bt i hate tht feeling.. and so i said i wun go and get it then.. till 6plus.. my mum woke up.. den i went to open door and take.. and my mum tot i dreamwalking -.-

sat.. a busy day.. lol.. woke up at ard 2plus due to the torture of cant slp for the day b4.. and im still tired.. ii cooked a packet of korea instant noodle.. put some mushrooms inside,crabmeat and EGG!! eat till quite full.. and meet my sis at amk hub at ard 4pm.. we went to mondo there to change my shoe.. cos they gimme the shoe tht i bought wif 1 BIG and 1 SMALL.. is a mistake tht they make.. and they say at 1st tht i cant change it cos i wore b4.. but tink of it.. if i nv wear and went outside.. nv walk awhile.. hw to realise tht is so small till my legs will pain so much!!! and my sis and me there demand to change it and lastly they agreed.. LOL im a picky customer too.. and after tht we went to hab a drink at coffee bean.. and is mii who paid it again LOL.. cos is my addiction to it.. lol.. hmms.. after tht we went to bishan j8.. was meeting my parents at 6plus at there.. so b4 tht.. tinking of trimming my eyebrow.. and so i went to jean yip and do it.. $16.. lol.. not very cheap.. but ok ba.. cos was relaxing.. although the shape is quite strange LOL.. but ok ba.. doesnt affect too much.. and i doesnt reli care abt eyebrow ever since i was born i tink LOL.. after tht we went to food court to eat.. i ate the dao xiao mian wif my sis.. quite okok ba.. but is quite exp lol.. after tht mii n sis went to arcade.. LOL im gettin addicted wif tht mario racing game.. was sooooo cuteeeeeeeeeee.. kns when i 1st sat down.. duno y suddenly i tio versus match when i oredi cancelled it b4 i start.. so sians.. i versus 3 other player which their car wasnt the original default car norhs.. was so sad and bored as the steerling wheel is spoilt de.. abit pek chek lol.. bt i till the end part. i managed to get 1st.. although final part i tio spell and bcome last.. bt hey.. im wif default car and spoilt steering wheels.. can get to 1st at first.. so ii nv reli get depressed of it.. den after tht i played the story mode.. and cleared ard 5 or 6 matchs.. feel like playin still bt no more money lol..

after tht we went to 77th street.. i reli tink tht i ned to get myself to shopping!!! im so outdated.. zzz.. till the things there.. i look at it.. feel strongly tht i ned to get myself to bugis street and orchard!!! bt after i get slimmer down abit den i will buy clothes ba.. as for now.. accessories time!!! bought 3 earrings.. which is 1 1/2 pairs.. lol.. cos my 3 small little earholes was empty ther quite long le.. is time for me to b back to the fancy accessories time!! money is enuff for now!! shopping time boys and girls!! is sales time!! and im so happi tht ii managed to save abit money during the may month due to some reasons!!! and i paid for a braclet which is so nice.. is a heart wif crown.. decorated wif shiny stones.. wohoo im loving tht!! was tinkin of buyin quite alot things.. will go shopping again somedays wif sis.. and after tht we went to NTUC to find my parents.. bought quite a few items for me to eat for lunch and breakfast during nxt wk which is the starting of my DIET!! salad,apples,bread... hope can get slim down fast during the nxt 2 weeks.. no more fattening food and drinks.. for me.. zzzzzzz.. until i managed to get to 55kg at least.. abit hard though.. bt i will sucess!!! cos i believe the motivation in me now!!! aiming to get to my sis size soon!!! im not goin to be the fat fat ger!! ii wana b able to shine out myself not oni for face but whole me!! lol lidat say like im abit bhb huh.. but is reli tht motivation in mii telling me this.. lol.. no comments abt tis part hors!! not anyone LOL..

ok lastly.. now is 3am.. and im gettin to msia lata at morning.. sry baha and jayce.. esp baha la.. lol.. he jio me go KTV tml de.. but end up.. i cant push off the msia trip.. so so so so so so sryyyyyyyyy.. will get to ask u out for dinner during 1 of the day b4 ur army kks.. >.<

and for the someone who pass me something at my doorstep during fri midnite.. i dun wana mention ur name.. and i dun wish tht u will put any comment at here.. as is u the one who asked me to delete off all those things 1st.. i noe u will see tis.. jus to tell u tht.. ur thumbdrive i will mail to u during 1 of the day in nxt wk.. and oso.. the reason during sat whole day i nv reply ur so many sms.. is i got tht so called feeling and struggling in my heart tht i saw tis sms i will immediately feel like closing fone. u noe tht feeling? u sent same sms for 2 or 3 times to me.. like i nv replt 1st.. after 10min u sent again.. i can say here tht my fone has no more probs.. at least for my tis starhub number.. so u doesnt ned to send so many to me.. and worst.. sometimes u send to both number.. sry to say im getting abit tired of lookin at sms.. i didnt even reply any sms during sat.. whole day walk ard and didnt even wana look at fone.. guess u sld hab some thinkings in ur mind ba.. i dun mind hw bad am i in ur heart now.. i dun mind of how all those ppl ard u think of me.. i am still me.. no matter how bad am i.. i just wana be me now.. your things i received it liao.. no matter what letter or card u gave me.. i took a glance of it and jus put into tht cupboard of my memories.. i didnt reli read all.. cos i saw quite alot the same words tht u hab been sayin in msn.. i noe abt ur heart.. bt hais nvm. i dun wana explain much again.. if u dun get my real meaning den is ok.. anyways ur things i wun throw away any single things. bt neither do i will treat it like is the most precious thing..

and here i declare myself tht i wana a new life.. so im changing myself with the best effort as i can.. slim down.. change my outfits.. change my style.. change my living styles.. as for the time goes.. hope i get to see a good outcome.. will b quite tough for me bt i will do it with my determination!!! im very very excited to see the me in nxt half year!!!

my normal life de 1st post.. hmms..

ytd 28/5/2008.. basically jUs normal ba.. reach office at 9am.. eat breakfast.. start work..

was doing typing and file all those invoices like a mad person lol..

my lunch today ii dun like it at all.. nth to eat much.. only brought from home rice wif vegetables.. cold somemore.. >.>

after lunch.. was bored.. lol.. not much ppl online in msn to talk wif.. so watched abit music videos b4 start work again..

ard 3pm plus andy frm my sch de called mii.. ask me whether ii got video call or not de.. den ii remember ii got tis function.. so jus replied got straight.. didnt realise tht ii changed fone.. which tis fone dun habb camera in front de.. so blur de mii sia.. zzzzzz..

ard 6.30 leave my office and went to school.. was so bored.. tot of going to sch really makes mii bored.. reach sch abt 7.10pm.. den went to slack ard sch awhile and bought a teh ice b4 ii went up to class.. whn ii went in saw samantha is oredi bored there lol.. knew it is goin to be bored..

but the teacher ii keep on tell qiurong tht he was so cuteeeeeee.. a cuteeeeee old man.. ii cant stop myself from laughing sia.. but his teaching was like talking to himself lidat.. ii cant hear much from him de.. zzz.. end up ii started drawing on my textbook as usual LOL..

after school.. my classmate driving samantha go home.. as they live same area.. so samantha ask me to tag along as they will pass by amk.. so ii reach home ard 10.30.. den walked ard house and went to bathe all tht.. den open com..

went in cabal and brought my wiz to EOD b1f.. was bored inside.. so played once den nv play liaos.. cant imagine behind de life.. i got to do 20 more times b4 6th june.. tink gona b mad soon..

feeling sick and giddy.. so ii went to sleep earlier as ii got nth to do liaos..

n lastly thanks raymond for tht durian something de which u bought from malacca de.. ii 4get whats tht liao.. ps to let uu so late still bring to my hse here LOL..

All the old posts has been taken off due to someone's request.

will update on my own life soon~

anyways im still fine and ok. thanks for all the frds and my darlings who cares abt mii~

muackies ii lubb euu all lots lots ~

sry joanne darling and gers.. nv get to go to the outing last week >.< will meet up wif euu all soon kks~