Sunday, August 31, 200828/08/2008 - 31/08/2008
recently not much to update cos not much things tht i tink sld write de.. so jus roughly write some ba.. lol
28/08/2008 - 29/08/2008
hmms.. tis 2 days i oso work liao den after tht go back home and play viwawa den 1am plus slp.. simple de life.. lol.. recently from 3am den slp de habit.. now slightly changed to 1am plus..cos there is always 1 person keep on naggin me to slp lol.. tht person is nt my family.. bt then is xiaowu lol.. everytime say for my own good.. den keep on say say say.. till i bth.. bt slp earlier recently makes me realise.. tis few yrs i reli too tired lidat liaos.. now the more i slp the more i feel tired.. now if u ask me to stay awake till 5am or 6am i oso cannt liaos.. lol..
30/08/2008
tis is 1 of the day tht i was quite hapi ever since 1st of june 2008.. since the start of my diet.. from at 1st june 2008 de 66kg.. now i managed to get to 54kg liaos.. ever since 2yrs ago did get to 54kg at 1st.. i nv get b4 liaos.. bt tht time i cant get to 53kg oso dunno why... so now wana try liaos.. hope can ba.. lol.. bt then why i say tis is 1 of the day tht i was quite happi.. is cos tis day de dinner.. i managed to psycho my family to go eat at pizza hut.. cos i saw the new pizza.. quite tempting.. although i on diet and seldom touch cheese de food liaos.. bt thn still my fav food ma.. we ordered the set meal which is suppose to be serve for 2-3person.. den ordered another 6 piece drumlets,1baked rice,1 mango and potato salad and 1 warm chocolate cake.. i ate 1 piece pizza,1 drumlet,1 spoon of baked rice, few scoops of salad, 1/3 of the warm chocolate cake.. although it might b okok serving size for ppl.. bt thn for me is super full again.. now de me not like last time can stuff alot food and cheese le.. now de me.. cheese oso cannt eat alot liaos.. bt still im happi enuff le ba.. at least is a treat for the effort to get 12kg off in tis 2mth plus ba..
den after tht we went to NTUC to buy ingredients.. mostly is for the dinner for tml as we goin to have a steamoat+grill de dinner~ cos they helpin me celebrate my 21st bdae tml.. den we bought until 100plus dollar sia.. lol.. den after tht we went to see cake.. den chose the pandan cake in the end.. although is quite cheap de cake bt then is my fav cake lai de.. lol.. tht cake is nice.. simple.. the taste and texture for it jus suits my taste.. lol..
den we went to sony ericsson shop.. den we walk ard to look at fone.. den i saw 1 phone tht interests me.. lol.. cos till nw i habent saw any sony ericsson phone tht makes me feel like buying de.. bt i saw tis new fone.. W980.. feel like buyin sia.. the design not bad.. the function not bad.. although 3.2megapixel camera.. bt then 8GB internal memory, a music fone lai de oso.. cos it is stated as the Best Audio Experience.. somemore tht fone got a function is if u dunno whats the song u listenin to at somewhere.. jus record it for few sec.. den after tht got a thing to let u use den they will return with the info of the song name,artist and album sia.. kns.. now got tis kind of things liaos sia.. power lo.. so tempted to buy.. ard 700 for the fone wifout contract.. since my W850i got abit siao siao liao now.. bt thn.. hais.. if oni i got the money i cfm buy now.. ned to tahan until i got the savings enuff for my advance diploma and oso nxt yr de trip.. they changed the plan tht nxt yr april lidat will go macau,hongkong and shenzhen.. most probably will go for ard 1wk.. ned a sum of money again.. sians 1/2.. lidat i machiam no ned to spend anything at spore till nxt yr liaos.. den i very sians de walk out of the shop den went back home.. den after awhile went to bathe and went to watch WALL-E at bishan.. b4 tht i went to arcade and play the Mario again.. so long nv play liaos.. lol.. the movie was quite ok ba.. bt i abit disappointed.. cos i was expecting more fun scenes and funny scenes.. bt like abit abit oni.. den after tht went home.. slp awhile.. and woke up suddenly and vomited.. tink eat too much suddenly for tis day le.. plus i drink alot coke light and pepsi max..
31/08/2008
went back to msia.. morning we went to a vegetarian restaurant to eat.. cos we ned to eat vegetarian food cos is chu 1.. den unexpectedly tht.. tis restaurant de food is alot alot lo.. and is quite healthy for some of them.. end up i ordered a bread.. wow the bread is super nice.. is crispy and not thin oso.. inside is very soft.. and somemore.. tis bread will be much more less fattening than other bread.. is self make de somemore.. end up after we finish eating.. we went to shop ard the shop.. cos they got a part sell some of the ingredients de.. den my family bought the bread.. 1 fruit vinegar.. 1 crystal salt..
den after tht we see the time is oredi 10am.. so we went to the shopping centre.. to go buy some of the things tht needed for dinner and oso some of the things tht we want to bring back to msia.. so we quickly find the things we want.. den after tht we went to choose some mooncakes.. den i saw tis shop which sells the mooncakes with a quite nice and unique design de box.. lol.. den i saw inside the pink color de.. is the chocolate mochi mooncake.. i nv taste it b4 sia.. so decided to buy 1 and try.. somemore tht pink box i oso can use it to put things.. lol.. den after tht gt some of the mooncake can try de.. den the ger let me try chocolate cream cheese de.. wah liew aie.. cheese sia.. now de mooncake reli super power.. den end up i want to buy the chocolate cream cheese de again lol..
den after tht we went back to grandma hse awhile.. we took the mooncakes tht my dad bought... den went to kulai to visit my another grandma.. den after sitting there awhile.. den we went off.. den on the way back tht time.. on car my mum asked dad he gave grandma hw much.. den my dad say SGD200 oni.. den end up my mum say why gib so much.. den i was thinking.. ok what.. we seldom go back there ma.. if is me.. tink i oso lidat liaos.. den my mum say like i will lidat.. bt i tink i will sia.. although i might be quite stingy in front of family.. bt then towards other ppl.. i seldom will le lo.. i often is the one who takes out money more than ppl.. i oso lidat liaos.. somemore is ownself de mum.. den i say in tis thing.. i support my dad lol.. cos i reli tink is quite ok for tht sum of money oni..
den we went back awhile start to mahjong again.. at 1st i lost again.. den feel sians again.. i oredi predicted to lose.. den end up dunno what happened.. after eating my bdae cake.. i start to win abit by abit.. end up in the end i win 12 dollar.. not bad sia.. lol.. heng arh.. oh ya.. lol at ard 4pm lidat we took out the bdae cake all tht.. den my grandma and my aunt gimme a hongbao for my bdae.. lol.. den my grandma tell me.. she not much money den if she tio 4d at nite she will gimme more.. bt then i tell her no ned la.. if reli tio.. keep to buy things for herself hao le.. i got enuff to use still so is ok.. den my aunt there.. i super buay paiseh de.. i tell her aie nxt yr den gimme.. investment lol.. nxt yr den i opening chalet tht time.. den gimme lol.. tis yr i still got enuff.. no ned gimme big big lol..
at ard 6.15pm we start to bring out table and chairs and ingredients for the steamboat and grill.. cos too much ppl.. dining area not big enuff.. den after tht me,my sis,my dad and my 2 cousin start to play at the grill de.. lol.. fun sia.. long time nv play tis kind of things.. den end up all the way.. my dad sitting there grill the meats and prawns.. den i keep on grill hotdog and crabmeat.. lol.. nice nice.. den steamboat is my grandma and my mum all tht.. den i halfway oso join them.. cos i dun wan eat too much grill.. wait i went back gain too much i jia lat.. end up whn i back home i went to see.. omg.. my weight still same as morning.. happi liaos LOL.. den played awhile mahjong.. den ard 2am plus slp le.. lidat my 21st bdae celebration is over liaos.. hmms.. quite okok ba.. although doesnt reli hab the mood of a bdae celebration lidat.. lol.. took some pics and jus put in frdster oni.. ugly bt who cares.. i wana start to take alot pics and dun care what pattern and hw ugly LOL
28/08/2008 - 29/08/2008
hmms.. tis 2 days i oso work liao den after tht go back home and play viwawa den 1am plus slp.. simple de life.. lol.. recently from 3am den slp de habit.. now slightly changed to 1am plus..cos there is always 1 person keep on naggin me to slp lol.. tht person is nt my family.. bt then is xiaowu lol.. everytime say for my own good.. den keep on say say say.. till i bth.. bt slp earlier recently makes me realise.. tis few yrs i reli too tired lidat liaos.. now the more i slp the more i feel tired.. now if u ask me to stay awake till 5am or 6am i oso cannt liaos.. lol..
30/08/2008
tis is 1 of the day tht i was quite hapi ever since 1st of june 2008.. since the start of my diet.. from at 1st june 2008 de 66kg.. now i managed to get to 54kg liaos.. ever since 2yrs ago did get to 54kg at 1st.. i nv get b4 liaos.. bt tht time i cant get to 53kg oso dunno why... so now wana try liaos.. hope can ba.. lol.. bt then why i say tis is 1 of the day tht i was quite happi.. is cos tis day de dinner.. i managed to psycho my family to go eat at pizza hut.. cos i saw the new pizza.. quite tempting.. although i on diet and seldom touch cheese de food liaos.. bt thn still my fav food ma.. we ordered the set meal which is suppose to be serve for 2-3person.. den ordered another 6 piece drumlets,1baked rice,1 mango and potato salad and 1 warm chocolate cake.. i ate 1 piece pizza,1 drumlet,1 spoon of baked rice, few scoops of salad, 1/3 of the warm chocolate cake.. although it might b okok serving size for ppl.. bt thn for me is super full again.. now de me not like last time can stuff alot food and cheese le.. now de me.. cheese oso cannt eat alot liaos.. bt still im happi enuff le ba.. at least is a treat for the effort to get 12kg off in tis 2mth plus ba..
den after tht we went to NTUC to buy ingredients.. mostly is for the dinner for tml as we goin to have a steamoat+grill de dinner~ cos they helpin me celebrate my 21st bdae tml.. den we bought until 100plus dollar sia.. lol.. den after tht we went to see cake.. den chose the pandan cake in the end.. although is quite cheap de cake bt then is my fav cake lai de.. lol.. tht cake is nice.. simple.. the taste and texture for it jus suits my taste.. lol..
den we went to sony ericsson shop.. den we walk ard to look at fone.. den i saw 1 phone tht interests me.. lol.. cos till nw i habent saw any sony ericsson phone tht makes me feel like buying de.. bt i saw tis new fone.. W980.. feel like buyin sia.. the design not bad.. the function not bad.. although 3.2megapixel camera.. bt then 8GB internal memory, a music fone lai de oso.. cos it is stated as the Best Audio Experience.. somemore tht fone got a function is if u dunno whats the song u listenin to at somewhere.. jus record it for few sec.. den after tht got a thing to let u use den they will return with the info of the song name,artist and album sia.. kns.. now got tis kind of things liaos sia.. power lo.. so tempted to buy.. ard 700 for the fone wifout contract.. since my W850i got abit siao siao liao now.. bt thn.. hais.. if oni i got the money i cfm buy now.. ned to tahan until i got the savings enuff for my advance diploma and oso nxt yr de trip.. they changed the plan tht nxt yr april lidat will go macau,hongkong and shenzhen.. most probably will go for ard 1wk.. ned a sum of money again.. sians 1/2.. lidat i machiam no ned to spend anything at spore till nxt yr liaos.. den i very sians de walk out of the shop den went back home.. den after awhile went to bathe and went to watch WALL-E at bishan.. b4 tht i went to arcade and play the Mario again.. so long nv play liaos.. lol.. the movie was quite ok ba.. bt i abit disappointed.. cos i was expecting more fun scenes and funny scenes.. bt like abit abit oni.. den after tht went home.. slp awhile.. and woke up suddenly and vomited.. tink eat too much suddenly for tis day le.. plus i drink alot coke light and pepsi max..
31/08/2008
went back to msia.. morning we went to a vegetarian restaurant to eat.. cos we ned to eat vegetarian food cos is chu 1.. den unexpectedly tht.. tis restaurant de food is alot alot lo.. and is quite healthy for some of them.. end up i ordered a bread.. wow the bread is super nice.. is crispy and not thin oso.. inside is very soft.. and somemore.. tis bread will be much more less fattening than other bread.. is self make de somemore.. end up after we finish eating.. we went to shop ard the shop.. cos they got a part sell some of the ingredients de.. den my family bought the bread.. 1 fruit vinegar.. 1 crystal salt..
den after tht we see the time is oredi 10am.. so we went to the shopping centre.. to go buy some of the things tht needed for dinner and oso some of the things tht we want to bring back to msia.. so we quickly find the things we want.. den after tht we went to choose some mooncakes.. den i saw tis shop which sells the mooncakes with a quite nice and unique design de box.. lol.. den i saw inside the pink color de.. is the chocolate mochi mooncake.. i nv taste it b4 sia.. so decided to buy 1 and try.. somemore tht pink box i oso can use it to put things.. lol.. den after tht gt some of the mooncake can try de.. den the ger let me try chocolate cream cheese de.. wah liew aie.. cheese sia.. now de mooncake reli super power.. den end up i want to buy the chocolate cream cheese de again lol..
den after tht we went back to grandma hse awhile.. we took the mooncakes tht my dad bought... den went to kulai to visit my another grandma.. den after sitting there awhile.. den we went off.. den on the way back tht time.. on car my mum asked dad he gave grandma hw much.. den my dad say SGD200 oni.. den end up my mum say why gib so much.. den i was thinking.. ok what.. we seldom go back there ma.. if is me.. tink i oso lidat liaos.. den my mum say like i will lidat.. bt i tink i will sia.. although i might be quite stingy in front of family.. bt then towards other ppl.. i seldom will le lo.. i often is the one who takes out money more than ppl.. i oso lidat liaos.. somemore is ownself de mum.. den i say in tis thing.. i support my dad lol.. cos i reli tink is quite ok for tht sum of money oni..
den we went back awhile start to mahjong again.. at 1st i lost again.. den feel sians again.. i oredi predicted to lose.. den end up dunno what happened.. after eating my bdae cake.. i start to win abit by abit.. end up in the end i win 12 dollar.. not bad sia.. lol.. heng arh.. oh ya.. lol at ard 4pm lidat we took out the bdae cake all tht.. den my grandma and my aunt gimme a hongbao for my bdae.. lol.. den my grandma tell me.. she not much money den if she tio 4d at nite she will gimme more.. bt then i tell her no ned la.. if reli tio.. keep to buy things for herself hao le.. i got enuff to use still so is ok.. den my aunt there.. i super buay paiseh de.. i tell her aie nxt yr den gimme.. investment lol.. nxt yr den i opening chalet tht time.. den gimme lol.. tis yr i still got enuff.. no ned gimme big big lol..
at ard 6.15pm we start to bring out table and chairs and ingredients for the steamboat and grill.. cos too much ppl.. dining area not big enuff.. den after tht me,my sis,my dad and my 2 cousin start to play at the grill de.. lol.. fun sia.. long time nv play tis kind of things.. den end up all the way.. my dad sitting there grill the meats and prawns.. den i keep on grill hotdog and crabmeat.. lol.. nice nice.. den steamboat is my grandma and my mum all tht.. den i halfway oso join them.. cos i dun wan eat too much grill.. wait i went back gain too much i jia lat.. end up whn i back home i went to see.. omg.. my weight still same as morning.. happi liaos LOL.. den played awhile mahjong.. den ard 2am plus slp le.. lidat my 21st bdae celebration is over liaos.. hmms.. quite okok ba.. although doesnt reli hab the mood of a bdae celebration lidat.. lol.. took some pics and jus put in frdster oni.. ugly bt who cares.. i wana start to take alot pics and dun care what pattern and hw ugly LOL
written at 7:50 PM
Tuesday, August 26, 200827/08/2008
woot.. while all went to lunch.. i decided to do something suddenly.. lol.. i went to choose the songs to put on my blog background music.. what i did is actually went to imeem and cre8 a playlist of my own lol.. all is my fav songs.. in the songs.. got very noisy de.. got very musical de.. got dance songs.. got sad songs.. lol lots of different things.. mixture of english and chinese and abit korea and japan de songs.. recently addicted with english songs.. i oso dunno why lol.. so if go with me to the KTV.. dont be surprise if i sing more english songs than chinese songs now lol.. on last sunday whn i went to KTV with wendy.. i oredi took ard 3hrs de time to sing all english song lol.. anyways.. the purpose of putting the songs i like into a playlist and put on my blog oso bcos lidat whn i wana listen to song i jus open my blog will do liaos lol autoplay plus shuffle.. woot..
im enjoying the songs now ^^
im enjoying the songs now ^^
written at 9:35 PM
Sunday, August 24, 200818/08/08 - 24/08/08
woot again so many days nv update lols.. cos im busy with lots of things.. day time in office busy.. nite time playin viwawa mahjong busy lol.. cant reli remember alot.. jus write what i remember de.. in case i STM till dun remember at all =x
18/08/08
went to work as usual.. and watched the ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni while eating my breakfast.. omg sia.. the show gona end soon liaos.. 1 more episode.. sadded... kinda dun bear to stop watching sia.. so gan dong.. they finally back together liaos.. when the scene whn the female lead agreed to the marriage.. i nearly cried out sia.. so xin fu de feeling.. after so much she has gone thru.. she really deserve such a xin fu de life le..
den went back at ard 8plus.. den saw today why no superband de lidat.. den i jus eat my dinner den straight on my laptop start to play mahjong online.. den my sis saw me playing.. den i refer to her den she come play with me LOL.. our laptop was facing against each other cos or else lidat we can see each other de tiles.. den end up alot times we shout here n there den my mum tink we crazy lidat lol.. at living room playin mahjong online like we was playin real mahjong lidat.. play till 10plus den realise we both oso habent bathe yet.. den my sis heard the footsteps sound.. den got a feeling is my dad.. den she faster go take her clothes and run to go bathe.. LOl i was laughin all the way cos if she nv run faster.. if my dad back he will go in.. den both of us no ned bathe le.. den after tht after she come out den i went to bathe den after i came out i went into my room with my laptop den i cont my mahjong session bt nt with my sis liao..
19/08/08
early in the morning while walking my sis was sayin she played till 1am plus lol.. den she say super tired lol.. bt end up whn i went to office i went to the website den poke my sis's wawa profile there.. den end up she make me back sia LOL.. den i went home at ard 7plus tht day den i saw my sis playin mahjong there liaos.. den i say her no ned to work arh.. lol early morning can inside the website de sia.. den end up we played in different server cos i wana slack.. so jus went to the 1tai oso can win de.. den my sis go to the 5tai de.. den end up she keep on cannt win she pek chek like siao.. den saw me play until so relax lidat.. bt then i keep on making 5tai or above de tiles still.. always let ppl 1tai win lol.. end up my lose de times alot.. den my sis say my record very jia lak lol.. cos i win very little den keep on lose.. den i went to the 3tai place den i won back abit..
same we ard 10plus den take turn to bathe all tht.. den after tht i relax awhile den i play till no time to reply ppl in msn.. den end up i oso reply xiaowu in msn den whn i wana reply he's oredi offline and he wrote in msn say i nth to tok den lidat he offline liao.. den i smsed him say wah lidat de norhs.. i nv reply awhile nia so fast gone.. den after tht after awhile tok with him on fone for awhile den he went to slp and i cont my mahjong bt promised him tht i will slp b4 1.30am.. and i reli ard 1.30am went to slp.. not cos of xiaowu.. is cos i reli super tired..
20/08/08
went to work as usual.. den ard 9am plus xiaowu smsed me..saying tht he today wun work the OT.. cos he super tired.. den he oni working till 5pm lidat.. den after tht he ask me wana go dinner or not.. den after tht i say him he dun wana work OT bt still can go out 1 sia.. bt then i say i anything.. so he asked me to reach home call him to tell him.. den after tht whn i reach home ard 7plus i called him.. den he ask me where i wana go.. den i told him to decide.. cos 1st time i oredi decide le.. tis time he decide.. den end up.. i waited till ard 9pm den tinking got abit strange liaos.. sms nv reply yet.. den i sms again den no reply i call oso nv listen.. i agar agar noe what happened liaos.. lol.. 80% is cos he too tired den fell aslp.. den i at home ate alot of fruits.. till ard 10pm he smsed me to tell me sry tht he fell aslp den ask me if i still wana eat or not.. bt then i told him im full of all the fruit.. den after tht we tok on fone for awhile den i play mahjong till fell aslp...
21/08/08
nth much.. same thing again.. went office den evening time 6pm reach home lol.. cos dad ned to go attend dinner so i went back home earlier.. so long nv so early liaos.. den after tht nite time play mahjong online again lo.. till fell aslp lol..
22/08/08
hmms.. fri arh.. went office as usual.. at noon xiaowu smsed me again.. den say tml he off he super excited abt it.. den after he ask me nite time wana go out or not.. so i asked baha whether the planning for nite time is still on or not... den jayce is sick.. den baha dunno what time den can be released from camp.. so end up decided to meet nxt time.. den i told xiaowu lidat anything norhs..
den nite time i went home.. playin mahjong online while waiting.. cos he work till 10pm lidat.. den after tht i ard 10pm smsed him.. he say he still working.. will tell me whn he reach home.. bt then ard 11pm habent yet.. den my mum keep on naggin say so late i still dun wana go out.. den i smsed him again.. den end up he say his frd suddenly went over to his house.. den i was like sians 1/2 den say nvm then.. den i play my mahjong till fell aslp in room..
23/08/08
boring day.. sld say not a happi day oso.. woke up ard 4pm.. cos nth to do.. den went to look thru some discs den sing at home for awhile cos nth to do.. den after tht walk here n there oso dunno what to do.. den after tht at 9pm lidat my parents and my sis den come back.. i was damn bored for the whole day at home.. den after tht started to have some thoughts came into my mind.. till i feel so moody.. bt then lucky muaa ended up dunno wat happened will come find me and tell me to play with him the mahjong.. den end up at least he accompanied me till quite late in the nite.. i tink 3am plus.. at least im not alone lol... den after he went slp xiaowu oso smsed me.. askin me what im doin den why so late habent slp.. den i told him no mood to slp yet.. kinda moody for today.. tink too "men" inside the house for whole day liaos.. den he asked me wan him to accompany me go out walk walk awhile or not.. bt then i see the time is 4am plus liaos.. den say nvm narhs.. too late liaos.. somemore he outside for whole day liaos.. den after tht ard 5am he started to use his method and chase me go slp again zzz.. bt oso i feel like slping le narhs.. cos is almost 6am.. den i went to slp le norhs..
24/08/08
woke up by a nitemare.. hais.. is 1 of the fears tht i hab in my life.. i gana scared till woke up at ard 11am plus.. den dun dare to slp back again.. dunno why suddenly will dream of tis nitemare again.. hope it wun come true ba.. den after tht i cfm the timing with wendy again.. den i play mahjong till i see the time is late again.. den i faster went to prepare all tht.. den ard 5pm plus sis oso wana go out liao.. so jus ask them to gimme a ride since they driving my dad's car.. lol..
den i went to walk ard till ard 6plus wendy reached.. lol holding hands with ray lidat walk towards me.. den i see they like dun bear to leave each other lidat i oso bth.. den i say u 2 slowly say what u all wana say.. den i start to slowly walk away lol.. bth sia.. now i noe frd de lightbulb reli hard to be.. or mayb is jus i nt used to it ba lol.. cos usually i will hab my love beside me oso de.. bt nw im single so dun hab oso lol... bt nvm narhs.. at least live with the way i wan.. den tok with wendy some of the things den she oso tell me abt how's her love life..
den we went to eat kway chap and went to partyworld.. den took a few pics b4 we start our singing session.. lol i like crazy lidat.. recently crazy in listening to english songs.. i tink i chose ard 7pages is all english songs.. LOL.. den i still went to try japanese songs like Never End,Dearest and first love of cos.. never end wasnt tht familar with it still... first love i always sing so oso okok.. dearest is recently i always keep singing by lookin at youtube de lyrics.. agar agar sing de lol.. den whn i sing finish my english song i realise.. OMG.. left 45min -.-" lol.. i used too much of the time.. den i faster chose afew of the chinese song.. den again tell wendy abt some of the singin method tht she sld try.. den tell her to sing to her bf since his bdae is coming soon oso LOL... den after tht i behind like crazy de sing all those funny songs.. den last 1 cfm is the 12min song again.. standard lol.. den i sing with "male" voice.. den wendy sing with ger ger voice lol..
den after tht is ard 11.15pm liaos.. den i asked xiaowu is he still at his frd hse.. cos if nearby mayb he can send me and wendy back oso =x cos he lives near wendy lol.. den end up he was with his sis and frd so nvm norhs.. den i suddenly got a feeling of walking back.. den i asked wendy to walk back with me den while walking i told her abt the life i wana hab in future.. was kinda like my aunt and uncle lidat.. simple life.. den after tht i told her.. so many yrs we knew each other.. within tis 6yrs.. i oredi hab 15 times of relationships.. bt thn she oni got 1 time is last time tht guy who dumped her after awhile.. den till now.. she kinda met her 1st real love relationship.. i told her as long she xinfu im ok liaos.. she always been the lonely one whn tht period i keep on having bf.. bt now change to my turn to guard beside her liaos.. den tell her hope she hab her real xinfu tis time.. den she ask me den recently me how.. who will i choose within the grp of guys who is interested in me.. lol den i tell her say the truth i really dunno oso.. didnt think tht much oso dun dare to tink tht much oso.. is time for me to really rest awhile more liaos.. can oso stay as frd for longer time.. to noe better ma.. bt who noes lol.. scully i suddenly will hab a new bf.. nobody will noes oso.. cannt predict de ma.. den i told her jus dun worry abt me narhs.. is not like i 4ever no ppl want liao lidat lol.. slowly and see fate oso.. whn the feeling is really right.. den start ba.. lol..
reach home at ard 12am plus.. as usual wendy send me till my hse doorstep.. den i passed her 10dollar.. ask her to take cab home.. is late liaos.. i oso dun hab small change.. so nvm narhs lol.. den so now im here to write down all tis in case i 4get abt tis week de matter again lol..
18/08/08
went to work as usual.. and watched the ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni while eating my breakfast.. omg sia.. the show gona end soon liaos.. 1 more episode.. sadded... kinda dun bear to stop watching sia.. so gan dong.. they finally back together liaos.. when the scene whn the female lead agreed to the marriage.. i nearly cried out sia.. so xin fu de feeling.. after so much she has gone thru.. she really deserve such a xin fu de life le..
den went back at ard 8plus.. den saw today why no superband de lidat.. den i jus eat my dinner den straight on my laptop start to play mahjong online.. den my sis saw me playing.. den i refer to her den she come play with me LOL.. our laptop was facing against each other cos or else lidat we can see each other de tiles.. den end up alot times we shout here n there den my mum tink we crazy lidat lol.. at living room playin mahjong online like we was playin real mahjong lidat.. play till 10plus den realise we both oso habent bathe yet.. den my sis heard the footsteps sound.. den got a feeling is my dad.. den she faster go take her clothes and run to go bathe.. LOl i was laughin all the way cos if she nv run faster.. if my dad back he will go in.. den both of us no ned bathe le.. den after tht after she come out den i went to bathe den after i came out i went into my room with my laptop den i cont my mahjong session bt nt with my sis liao..
19/08/08
early in the morning while walking my sis was sayin she played till 1am plus lol.. den she say super tired lol.. bt end up whn i went to office i went to the website den poke my sis's wawa profile there.. den end up she make me back sia LOL.. den i went home at ard 7plus tht day den i saw my sis playin mahjong there liaos.. den i say her no ned to work arh.. lol early morning can inside the website de sia.. den end up we played in different server cos i wana slack.. so jus went to the 1tai oso can win de.. den my sis go to the 5tai de.. den end up she keep on cannt win she pek chek like siao.. den saw me play until so relax lidat.. bt then i keep on making 5tai or above de tiles still.. always let ppl 1tai win lol.. end up my lose de times alot.. den my sis say my record very jia lak lol.. cos i win very little den keep on lose.. den i went to the 3tai place den i won back abit..
same we ard 10plus den take turn to bathe all tht.. den after tht i relax awhile den i play till no time to reply ppl in msn.. den end up i oso reply xiaowu in msn den whn i wana reply he's oredi offline and he wrote in msn say i nth to tok den lidat he offline liao.. den i smsed him say wah lidat de norhs.. i nv reply awhile nia so fast gone.. den after tht after awhile tok with him on fone for awhile den he went to slp and i cont my mahjong bt promised him tht i will slp b4 1.30am.. and i reli ard 1.30am went to slp.. not cos of xiaowu.. is cos i reli super tired..
20/08/08
went to work as usual.. den ard 9am plus xiaowu smsed me..saying tht he today wun work the OT.. cos he super tired.. den he oni working till 5pm lidat.. den after tht he ask me wana go dinner or not.. den after tht i say him he dun wana work OT bt still can go out 1 sia.. bt then i say i anything.. so he asked me to reach home call him to tell him.. den after tht whn i reach home ard 7plus i called him.. den he ask me where i wana go.. den i told him to decide.. cos 1st time i oredi decide le.. tis time he decide.. den end up.. i waited till ard 9pm den tinking got abit strange liaos.. sms nv reply yet.. den i sms again den no reply i call oso nv listen.. i agar agar noe what happened liaos.. lol.. 80% is cos he too tired den fell aslp.. den i at home ate alot of fruits.. till ard 10pm he smsed me to tell me sry tht he fell aslp den ask me if i still wana eat or not.. bt then i told him im full of all the fruit.. den after tht we tok on fone for awhile den i play mahjong till fell aslp...
21/08/08
nth much.. same thing again.. went office den evening time 6pm reach home lol.. cos dad ned to go attend dinner so i went back home earlier.. so long nv so early liaos.. den after tht nite time play mahjong online again lo.. till fell aslp lol..
22/08/08
hmms.. fri arh.. went office as usual.. at noon xiaowu smsed me again.. den say tml he off he super excited abt it.. den after he ask me nite time wana go out or not.. so i asked baha whether the planning for nite time is still on or not... den jayce is sick.. den baha dunno what time den can be released from camp.. so end up decided to meet nxt time.. den i told xiaowu lidat anything norhs..
den nite time i went home.. playin mahjong online while waiting.. cos he work till 10pm lidat.. den after tht i ard 10pm smsed him.. he say he still working.. will tell me whn he reach home.. bt then ard 11pm habent yet.. den my mum keep on naggin say so late i still dun wana go out.. den i smsed him again.. den end up he say his frd suddenly went over to his house.. den i was like sians 1/2 den say nvm then.. den i play my mahjong till fell aslp in room..
23/08/08
boring day.. sld say not a happi day oso.. woke up ard 4pm.. cos nth to do.. den went to look thru some discs den sing at home for awhile cos nth to do.. den after tht walk here n there oso dunno what to do.. den after tht at 9pm lidat my parents and my sis den come back.. i was damn bored for the whole day at home.. den after tht started to have some thoughts came into my mind.. till i feel so moody.. bt then lucky muaa ended up dunno wat happened will come find me and tell me to play with him the mahjong.. den end up at least he accompanied me till quite late in the nite.. i tink 3am plus.. at least im not alone lol... den after he went slp xiaowu oso smsed me.. askin me what im doin den why so late habent slp.. den i told him no mood to slp yet.. kinda moody for today.. tink too "men" inside the house for whole day liaos.. den he asked me wan him to accompany me go out walk walk awhile or not.. bt then i see the time is 4am plus liaos.. den say nvm narhs.. too late liaos.. somemore he outside for whole day liaos.. den after tht ard 5am he started to use his method and chase me go slp again zzz.. bt oso i feel like slping le narhs.. cos is almost 6am.. den i went to slp le norhs..
24/08/08
woke up by a nitemare.. hais.. is 1 of the fears tht i hab in my life.. i gana scared till woke up at ard 11am plus.. den dun dare to slp back again.. dunno why suddenly will dream of tis nitemare again.. hope it wun come true ba.. den after tht i cfm the timing with wendy again.. den i play mahjong till i see the time is late again.. den i faster went to prepare all tht.. den ard 5pm plus sis oso wana go out liao.. so jus ask them to gimme a ride since they driving my dad's car.. lol..
den i went to walk ard till ard 6plus wendy reached.. lol holding hands with ray lidat walk towards me.. den i see they like dun bear to leave each other lidat i oso bth.. den i say u 2 slowly say what u all wana say.. den i start to slowly walk away lol.. bth sia.. now i noe frd de lightbulb reli hard to be.. or mayb is jus i nt used to it ba lol.. cos usually i will hab my love beside me oso de.. bt nw im single so dun hab oso lol... bt nvm narhs.. at least live with the way i wan.. den tok with wendy some of the things den she oso tell me abt how's her love life..
den we went to eat kway chap and went to partyworld.. den took a few pics b4 we start our singing session.. lol i like crazy lidat.. recently crazy in listening to english songs.. i tink i chose ard 7pages is all english songs.. LOL.. den i still went to try japanese songs like Never End,Dearest and first love of cos.. never end wasnt tht familar with it still... first love i always sing so oso okok.. dearest is recently i always keep singing by lookin at youtube de lyrics.. agar agar sing de lol.. den whn i sing finish my english song i realise.. OMG.. left 45min -.-" lol.. i used too much of the time.. den i faster chose afew of the chinese song.. den again tell wendy abt some of the singin method tht she sld try.. den tell her to sing to her bf since his bdae is coming soon oso LOL... den after tht i behind like crazy de sing all those funny songs.. den last 1 cfm is the 12min song again.. standard lol.. den i sing with "male" voice.. den wendy sing with ger ger voice lol..
den after tht is ard 11.15pm liaos.. den i asked xiaowu is he still at his frd hse.. cos if nearby mayb he can send me and wendy back oso =x cos he lives near wendy lol.. den end up he was with his sis and frd so nvm norhs.. den i suddenly got a feeling of walking back.. den i asked wendy to walk back with me den while walking i told her abt the life i wana hab in future.. was kinda like my aunt and uncle lidat.. simple life.. den after tht i told her.. so many yrs we knew each other.. within tis 6yrs.. i oredi hab 15 times of relationships.. bt thn she oni got 1 time is last time tht guy who dumped her after awhile.. den till now.. she kinda met her 1st real love relationship.. i told her as long she xinfu im ok liaos.. she always been the lonely one whn tht period i keep on having bf.. bt now change to my turn to guard beside her liaos.. den tell her hope she hab her real xinfu tis time.. den she ask me den recently me how.. who will i choose within the grp of guys who is interested in me.. lol den i tell her say the truth i really dunno oso.. didnt think tht much oso dun dare to tink tht much oso.. is time for me to really rest awhile more liaos.. can oso stay as frd for longer time.. to noe better ma.. bt who noes lol.. scully i suddenly will hab a new bf.. nobody will noes oso.. cannt predict de ma.. den i told her jus dun worry abt me narhs.. is not like i 4ever no ppl want liao lidat lol.. slowly and see fate oso.. whn the feeling is really right.. den start ba.. lol..
reach home at ard 12am plus.. as usual wendy send me till my hse doorstep.. den i passed her 10dollar.. ask her to take cab home.. is late liaos.. i oso dun hab small change.. so nvm narhs lol.. den so now im here to write down all tis in case i 4get abt tis week de matter again lol..
written at 10:16 AM
Sunday, August 17, 200815/08/08 - 17/08/08
15/08/08
lols my turn to wake up late today.. usually sld be my mum wake me up at 7.30am.. den end up dunno why oni whn my sis bang my door at 7.50am den i realise tht i left not much time liaos.. end up was kinda late for work.. lol.. reach my dad's car at carpark at oni ard 8.40.. lol gana scold by my dad.. cos very late liaos.. reach office at oni ard 9.20.. usually is ard 9.05 lidat de..
reach office still super tired.. and hungry.. oso dunno why sia.. thurs i okok de sia.. den suddenly fri lidat.. isit cos goin to weekend le? hais.. kinda fan abt some of the things bt then still okok overall liaos..
den after tht.. asked wendy and xiaowu to cfm the meeting for tonite.. den after tht at nite time wendy come to my hse downstairs at 9pm and xiaowu reach at 337 carpark there at 9.20pm.. den after tht i decided to go to the restaurant at east coast park.. cos suddenly feel like goin there to walk walk.. cos there can make me feel more relax.. den we went there and ordered abit of the things.. cos xiaowu eaten liaos.. den he jus order some snacks.. at 1st i tot he will eat de.. end up he eat alittle nia.. lol.. i ordered the hotate cheese sauce udon and shared with wendy.. lol.. thts my fav sia.. bt will die narhs.. cos i suppose to be on diet.. lol.. bt heng is share.. so still not tht bad.. den after tht xiaowu ordered total 3 snacks.. 1 is salmon with tartar sauce.. tis not bad sia.. kinda nice taste.. 2nd 1 is tofu lo.. tht 1 quite ok oso.. lol actually i oso dun reli noe.. cos i seldom eat this kind of tofu de.. lol.. den last 1 is suppose to be carbonara pizza.. bt then end up i saw tht pizza was like more to a big biscuit lol.. cos not big at all.. bt taste still okok ba.. bt i dun tink worth the price.. i rather eat the salmon with tartar sauce lol.. den i ordered 1 chawanmushi for me and 1 for wendy.. total is quite okok price.. at 1st i said tht i will treat wendy de.. cos is her bdae ma.. im not planning to buy anything for her as bdae present in spore.. so decided to treat tis meal plus the KTV last wk.. as her bdae present norhs.. den end up xiaowu say he treat.. lol.. no matter how i push the money to him oso no use.. so end up lol.. let him b the rich guy of the day.. den after tht we went to the beach there to walk awhile.. walk not very far i oredi feel like stayin at a spot and look at the sea.. is been quite a long time since i saw the nite sea.. den we found a bench and we sit down in a row of 3 with me in the middle.. wendy at my left side and xiaowu at my right side.. we tok alot of different topics.. hmms.. was kinda bad of me tht i keep on toking to wendy den nv let xiaowu join in lol.. cos i oso dunno what topic to link to 3 of us.. den end up we talk until ard 12am we went off liaos..
den after tht we go back to the car.. den we waited at the exit there for quite a long time.. cos dunno why got a car stuck at the exit there.. i tink cashcard no money or something de.. den while waiting xiaowu saw the car in front of us de 2 person was weird.. den whn i look at it.. lol is cos the car de 2 person is couple.. while waiting they both at there kissing and hugging -.- lol i was thinkin y now even waiting for the turn to use the exit oso mus lidat de sia.. lol.. den i jus nv care tht much den got another car Lexus250.. at 1st is at right side of xiaowu's car.. den after tht he wana drive to the other side to let his family to get on to the car.. den he jus keep horn and horn.. nv even tink all the cars are stuck.. den end up the car in front move abit more forward den we all move abit behind den let him go.. den after tht he still wana cut into the queue.. den xiaowu say cfm wun let him in de.. cos tis kind of person like he very big lidat.. ppl let him cross liaos he still wana cut until so in front.. while alot cars behind have been waiting for quite long oso...
den finally we can get out of the exit.. den after tht he send me till 337 carpark.. den he park his car there.. den wendy alone in the car.. den he walk me till my hse doorstep.. lol.. he say wait he turn ard i suddenly gana kidnapped or something den jia lak.. lol.. recently all likes to send me till doorstep.. lol.. while walking towards my hse.. he keep on repeating tht if nxt time i still wana go out all tht.. i mus slp early.. zzz.. he have been repeating tht for many days le sia.. almost everyday lol ever since i noe him.. den after tht i tell him see how narhs.. try norhs.. is been my habit ma.. bt is quite hard la.. bt then reli got tht feel of kinda tired recently.. and health is gettin abit bad liaos.. tink mayb will reli try to slp abit early.. might not be early for some ppl still narhs.. bt try ba.. lol.. den after tht i heard from wendy he send her till the lift there den she tell him no ned till doorstep liaos.. cos was kinda late.. den i called wendy to ask for the plan of tml.. cos im suppose to pei her on 16/08/08 till midnite very late.. cos wana be 1 of the 1st person to be with her on her bdae.. den after tht she say she dunno.. den awhile lata her bf called me liaos.. den tell me awhile.. den xiaowu reached home smsed me den say if he tml cannt wake up for work again den he will be in a deep shit lol.. den after tht i awhile lata oso went to slp.. cos feel quite tired lol..
16/08/08
was kinda tired sia.. whole day have been slping..till ard 3pm plus my hp keep ringin liaos.. lols.. is wendy's de bf.. until i 4pm plus bth den wake up liaos.. den after tht i sit on the massage chair to massage awhile.. while he keep on askin me things.. was kinda too anxious le ba him.. bt then at least he reli cares abt wendy lol.. thts good.. den after tht i suppose to go and meet them at wendy's workplace at 9pm.. end up i reach amk hub interchange oni at 10pm lol... den end up whn i 1st saw wendy's bf.. he was abit higher than wendy oni.. was kinda feel weird abt this.. bt then nv tink much oso liaos.. den after tht oso saw him taking a super big de present.. lol i noe what's inside.. was a very big dog soft toy.. heard was ard 80 plus dollars in minitoons de.. woot.. really is big sia.. at 1st wendy still dunno what isit... keep on asking me whats tht lol.. i act blur and say dunno lol.. den after tht we took mrt to dohby ghaut.. den after tht we went to eat at cafe cartel till finally wendy can open her present liaos.. saw the happi and surprised face.. i was kinda happi but oso kinda sad for myself oso.. lol.. cos my bdae is coming oso liaos.. 1mth more.. and yet i might be jus celebrating with frds.. wana go into a new love relationship i oso not much confidence and faith still.. hais.. bt nvm ba.. is been 6yrs and every yr wendy oni can see me celebrating my bdae with bfs happily.. bt she always oni get to celebrate with me or feli or annie.. i rem quite a few times i nv turn up oso.. was kinda guilty for it.. so i jus keep on telling wendy's bf.. no matter what i jus wan to see wendy xin fu.. thts all.. hope he will do it.. den we went to take ticket.. i booked the ticket at afternoon with capitalcard credit card.. is at 12.10am meet the dave at PS.. lol.. den end up still got 2 free mineral water.. jus nice.. lol.. i gave 1 bottle for they both to share.. another 1 i drink myself lo.. lol.. whn went in cinema.. they push up the handle or something de.. den i suddenly hope my left side oso got my bf there to let me lie on his shoulder sia.. was kinda long time ever since i hab tht feeling.. been living for tis few mths i suddenly oso dunno why.. den wendy told me tht i changed to another person.. i bcome like the last time de her.. really kinda sia..towards guys i no longer hab tht outgoin attitude.. even i noe tht guy quite long.. i no longer hab tht confidence for even i walking on the street like last time.. not tht lively like last time.. and not like last time always been surrounded with lots of love.. lol.. ya quite true.. tink of it really sia.. lol.. aiya zhang da liaos.. no choice.. hmms.. den overall the show quite funny.. bt cannt bring mind go there.. cos no ned to tink de..is jus a show for laughters.. lol.. and imagination? lol i oso dunno.. den after tht whn the show ends.. we went to take cab.. 1st time sia.. wendy jus straight ahead call me to sit in front.. lol.. although i dun kinda like the feeling and i hab nv ever sit infront de seats of taxi b4.. bt i dun wana spoilt their love moods so lidat norhs.. den awhile later i alight 1st liaos.. mus be cos they still wana tian mi mi norhs.. den reach home.. tok awhile in msn with some frds.. play awhile mahjong online.. den after tht tok awhile with xiaowu on fone.. den told him today de thing.. den after went to slp le..
17/08/08
sunday again lol.. woke up by mum at 7.30am again.. was kinda tired sia.. like working day lidat wake up so early.. den after tht i prepared quite fast.. den went to massage awhile on the massage chair.. den whn my sis rdy liaos den we went down.. den reach msia quite fast.. den we went to eat mac breakfast.. cos i alight 1st so i stepped into the mac 1st.. den i xia dao whn i step in all the crews looked at me say wah look like barbie doll.. den end up they tok to me in japanese good morning.. zzz.. den whatever things i went to take from them they dunno tokin in malay abt what.. oni got 1 i noe is what i went to ask him to help me take the butter but not ask the other person.. den he laughin at the other person.. den after tht i dun wana go take anything liaos.. feel so weird of it.. after eating finish went straight back to my grandma hse den awhile lata play mahjong liaos.. as usual my luck still down.. kinda strange.. ever since June my luck didnt get good much b4.. bt after eating lunch we played another round and i won back abit.. 1st round lost 15 dollar.. bt 2nd round won 13.20.. so total lost abit still.. nvm ba.. better than nth.. >.> den ard 3plus we took out the cake.. cos was my grandma's 74th chinese bdae.. she wanted to celebrate chinese de.. den she tell me i oso mus celebrate chinese de 21st bdae.. den i told her lidat arh.. 2 wks lata liao norhs..
den everning is the major event.. the steamboat dinner lol.. got lots of my fav food.. and end up i 4get tht i having diet again.. and i ate super lots.. die liao.. lol mus cut dw alot on nxt week liaos.. eat until ard 8plus den i super full liaos.. den awhile lata we went back to spore.. reach home at ard 11pm.. den after tht my whole family was snatching the toilet lol..
den after tht i played mahjong online awhile den tok to some frds.. den after tht slp liaos..
lols my turn to wake up late today.. usually sld be my mum wake me up at 7.30am.. den end up dunno why oni whn my sis bang my door at 7.50am den i realise tht i left not much time liaos.. end up was kinda late for work.. lol.. reach my dad's car at carpark at oni ard 8.40.. lol gana scold by my dad.. cos very late liaos.. reach office at oni ard 9.20.. usually is ard 9.05 lidat de..
reach office still super tired.. and hungry.. oso dunno why sia.. thurs i okok de sia.. den suddenly fri lidat.. isit cos goin to weekend le? hais.. kinda fan abt some of the things bt then still okok overall liaos..
den after tht.. asked wendy and xiaowu to cfm the meeting for tonite.. den after tht at nite time wendy come to my hse downstairs at 9pm and xiaowu reach at 337 carpark there at 9.20pm.. den after tht i decided to go to the restaurant at east coast park.. cos suddenly feel like goin there to walk walk.. cos there can make me feel more relax.. den we went there and ordered abit of the things.. cos xiaowu eaten liaos.. den he jus order some snacks.. at 1st i tot he will eat de.. end up he eat alittle nia.. lol.. i ordered the hotate cheese sauce udon and shared with wendy.. lol.. thts my fav sia.. bt will die narhs.. cos i suppose to be on diet.. lol.. bt heng is share.. so still not tht bad.. den after tht xiaowu ordered total 3 snacks.. 1 is salmon with tartar sauce.. tis not bad sia.. kinda nice taste.. 2nd 1 is tofu lo.. tht 1 quite ok oso.. lol actually i oso dun reli noe.. cos i seldom eat this kind of tofu de.. lol.. den last 1 is suppose to be carbonara pizza.. bt then end up i saw tht pizza was like more to a big biscuit lol.. cos not big at all.. bt taste still okok ba.. bt i dun tink worth the price.. i rather eat the salmon with tartar sauce lol.. den i ordered 1 chawanmushi for me and 1 for wendy.. total is quite okok price.. at 1st i said tht i will treat wendy de.. cos is her bdae ma.. im not planning to buy anything for her as bdae present in spore.. so decided to treat tis meal plus the KTV last wk.. as her bdae present norhs.. den end up xiaowu say he treat.. lol.. no matter how i push the money to him oso no use.. so end up lol.. let him b the rich guy of the day.. den after tht we went to the beach there to walk awhile.. walk not very far i oredi feel like stayin at a spot and look at the sea.. is been quite a long time since i saw the nite sea.. den we found a bench and we sit down in a row of 3 with me in the middle.. wendy at my left side and xiaowu at my right side.. we tok alot of different topics.. hmms.. was kinda bad of me tht i keep on toking to wendy den nv let xiaowu join in lol.. cos i oso dunno what topic to link to 3 of us.. den end up we talk until ard 12am we went off liaos..
den after tht we go back to the car.. den we waited at the exit there for quite a long time.. cos dunno why got a car stuck at the exit there.. i tink cashcard no money or something de.. den while waiting xiaowu saw the car in front of us de 2 person was weird.. den whn i look at it.. lol is cos the car de 2 person is couple.. while waiting they both at there kissing and hugging -.- lol i was thinkin y now even waiting for the turn to use the exit oso mus lidat de sia.. lol.. den i jus nv care tht much den got another car Lexus250.. at 1st is at right side of xiaowu's car.. den after tht he wana drive to the other side to let his family to get on to the car.. den he jus keep horn and horn.. nv even tink all the cars are stuck.. den end up the car in front move abit more forward den we all move abit behind den let him go.. den after tht he still wana cut into the queue.. den xiaowu say cfm wun let him in de.. cos tis kind of person like he very big lidat.. ppl let him cross liaos he still wana cut until so in front.. while alot cars behind have been waiting for quite long oso...
den finally we can get out of the exit.. den after tht he send me till 337 carpark.. den he park his car there.. den wendy alone in the car.. den he walk me till my hse doorstep.. lol.. he say wait he turn ard i suddenly gana kidnapped or something den jia lak.. lol.. recently all likes to send me till doorstep.. lol.. while walking towards my hse.. he keep on repeating tht if nxt time i still wana go out all tht.. i mus slp early.. zzz.. he have been repeating tht for many days le sia.. almost everyday lol ever since i noe him.. den after tht i tell him see how narhs.. try norhs.. is been my habit ma.. bt is quite hard la.. bt then reli got tht feel of kinda tired recently.. and health is gettin abit bad liaos.. tink mayb will reli try to slp abit early.. might not be early for some ppl still narhs.. bt try ba.. lol.. den after tht i heard from wendy he send her till the lift there den she tell him no ned till doorstep liaos.. cos was kinda late.. den i called wendy to ask for the plan of tml.. cos im suppose to pei her on 16/08/08 till midnite very late.. cos wana be 1 of the 1st person to be with her on her bdae.. den after tht she say she dunno.. den awhile lata her bf called me liaos.. den tell me awhile.. den xiaowu reached home smsed me den say if he tml cannt wake up for work again den he will be in a deep shit lol.. den after tht i awhile lata oso went to slp.. cos feel quite tired lol..
16/08/08
was kinda tired sia.. whole day have been slping..till ard 3pm plus my hp keep ringin liaos.. lols.. is wendy's de bf.. until i 4pm plus bth den wake up liaos.. den after tht i sit on the massage chair to massage awhile.. while he keep on askin me things.. was kinda too anxious le ba him.. bt then at least he reli cares abt wendy lol.. thts good.. den after tht i suppose to go and meet them at wendy's workplace at 9pm.. end up i reach amk hub interchange oni at 10pm lol... den end up whn i 1st saw wendy's bf.. he was abit higher than wendy oni.. was kinda feel weird abt this.. bt then nv tink much oso liaos.. den after tht oso saw him taking a super big de present.. lol i noe what's inside.. was a very big dog soft toy.. heard was ard 80 plus dollars in minitoons de.. woot.. really is big sia.. at 1st wendy still dunno what isit... keep on asking me whats tht lol.. i act blur and say dunno lol.. den after tht we took mrt to dohby ghaut.. den after tht we went to eat at cafe cartel till finally wendy can open her present liaos.. saw the happi and surprised face.. i was kinda happi but oso kinda sad for myself oso.. lol.. cos my bdae is coming oso liaos.. 1mth more.. and yet i might be jus celebrating with frds.. wana go into a new love relationship i oso not much confidence and faith still.. hais.. bt nvm ba.. is been 6yrs and every yr wendy oni can see me celebrating my bdae with bfs happily.. bt she always oni get to celebrate with me or feli or annie.. i rem quite a few times i nv turn up oso.. was kinda guilty for it.. so i jus keep on telling wendy's bf.. no matter what i jus wan to see wendy xin fu.. thts all.. hope he will do it.. den we went to take ticket.. i booked the ticket at afternoon with capitalcard credit card.. is at 12.10am meet the dave at PS.. lol.. den end up still got 2 free mineral water.. jus nice.. lol.. i gave 1 bottle for they both to share.. another 1 i drink myself lo.. lol.. whn went in cinema.. they push up the handle or something de.. den i suddenly hope my left side oso got my bf there to let me lie on his shoulder sia.. was kinda long time ever since i hab tht feeling.. been living for tis few mths i suddenly oso dunno why.. den wendy told me tht i changed to another person.. i bcome like the last time de her.. really kinda sia..towards guys i no longer hab tht outgoin attitude.. even i noe tht guy quite long.. i no longer hab tht confidence for even i walking on the street like last time.. not tht lively like last time.. and not like last time always been surrounded with lots of love.. lol.. ya quite true.. tink of it really sia.. lol.. aiya zhang da liaos.. no choice.. hmms.. den overall the show quite funny.. bt cannt bring mind go there.. cos no ned to tink de..is jus a show for laughters.. lol.. and imagination? lol i oso dunno.. den after tht whn the show ends.. we went to take cab.. 1st time sia.. wendy jus straight ahead call me to sit in front.. lol.. although i dun kinda like the feeling and i hab nv ever sit infront de seats of taxi b4.. bt i dun wana spoilt their love moods so lidat norhs.. den awhile later i alight 1st liaos.. mus be cos they still wana tian mi mi norhs.. den reach home.. tok awhile in msn with some frds.. play awhile mahjong online.. den after tht tok awhile with xiaowu on fone.. den told him today de thing.. den after went to slp le..
17/08/08
sunday again lol.. woke up by mum at 7.30am again.. was kinda tired sia.. like working day lidat wake up so early.. den after tht i prepared quite fast.. den went to massage awhile on the massage chair.. den whn my sis rdy liaos den we went down.. den reach msia quite fast.. den we went to eat mac breakfast.. cos i alight 1st so i stepped into the mac 1st.. den i xia dao whn i step in all the crews looked at me say wah look like barbie doll.. den end up they tok to me in japanese good morning.. zzz.. den whatever things i went to take from them they dunno tokin in malay abt what.. oni got 1 i noe is what i went to ask him to help me take the butter but not ask the other person.. den he laughin at the other person.. den after tht i dun wana go take anything liaos.. feel so weird of it.. after eating finish went straight back to my grandma hse den awhile lata play mahjong liaos.. as usual my luck still down.. kinda strange.. ever since June my luck didnt get good much b4.. bt after eating lunch we played another round and i won back abit.. 1st round lost 15 dollar.. bt 2nd round won 13.20.. so total lost abit still.. nvm ba.. better than nth.. >.> den ard 3plus we took out the cake.. cos was my grandma's 74th chinese bdae.. she wanted to celebrate chinese de.. den she tell me i oso mus celebrate chinese de 21st bdae.. den i told her lidat arh.. 2 wks lata liao norhs..
den everning is the major event.. the steamboat dinner lol.. got lots of my fav food.. and end up i 4get tht i having diet again.. and i ate super lots.. die liao.. lol mus cut dw alot on nxt week liaos.. eat until ard 8plus den i super full liaos.. den awhile lata we went back to spore.. reach home at ard 11pm.. den after tht my whole family was snatching the toilet lol..
den after tht i played mahjong online awhile den tok to some frds.. den after tht slp liaos..
written at 9:26 AM
Thursday, August 14, 200813/08/08 - 14/08/08
hmms.. i dun tink got much to write abt for tis 2 days.. so jus roughly write out ba lols..
13/08/08
as usual norhs.. woke up at 7.30am.. went to measure my weight again.. woot guess what... i reach my 1st target liaos!!! 55kg!! woot.. im so so so so happy sia.. and lots of ppl tell me i look very obvious tht i got slim down liaos.. hehes.. frm May 2008 de 66kg.. till now Aug 2008 de 55kg.. happi liaos sia.. bt habent reach my main goal.. so i will jus continue on tis spd.. and i will be able to do it de.. jia you jia you lol.. hmms.. den prepare till 8.20 den go to work.. while on the way to work my hp sms ringtone rings.. i was thinking who will sms me in such a early morning sia.. den i was guessing tht senior from my sch de.. cos he recently keep on tok to me.. den end up wasnt sia.. is the "xiao wu" ( he ask me call tht de recently -.- he say cos his name is really call xiao wu -.-" ) bt he jus sms to say morning nia.. so i jus reply morning den i fell aslp as usual on my dad's car..
reach office at ard 9.20am.. den do awhile work the korea guy come to the office.. he recently keep on coming to the office.. cos he was the bigger boss de frd.. so i oso cannt say what.. he ask me do what i jiu do what norhs.. since i got nth much to do sometimes.. den end up he keep sitting at the table beside me.. den keep on smoke and smoke.. i got asthma cannt take it lo.. until my breathing really feel more n more bad.. den i go out to take abit of fresh air.. den i afternoon was whole day playin with the virtual piano online.. lols.. was tryin to compose tune for a song.. if really i can make it out.. will be quite happi for it ba.. lol.. hmms.. den while on the way home.. i told my dad abt the korea guy keep on smoking in office until i cannt breath properly.. den i went home i oso tell my mum.. den my mum oso funny de sia.. everytime ask me go put a notice there say no smoking in office... my bigger boss oso got smoke de.. lidat im asking my own boss to dun smoke mehs.. wait ppl say i mei da mei xiao.. cos almost whole factory and office de worker is smoker.. oni me the oni ger there.. plus my dad who nv smoke de..
den rest awhile den play ahwile psp and went to bathe.. den i called wendy to talk with her for awhile to get to noe how loving is she and her new bf who called me as amk ah lian -.- cos i told him the story of last time i gana called amk ahlian by wendy's mum.. after tht awhile i tink wendy wana tian mi mi with her new bf liaos.. den i jus tok awhile nia den i put down the fone liaos.. hor wendy.. romantic hor~~ lol.. den after tht awhile lata "xiao wu" called me lol.. den we was tokin abt cars on the fone.. cos i told him tht i used to like his car model.. which is Honda Civic VTech tht 1.. den after tht we jus normal chit chattin den i ask for his real full name.. bt he still say is really call xiao wu -.- sua.. lol.. nxt time better show me ur ic to prove it =x cos ur eng name and the xiao wu is too much difference LOL.. den ard 2am lidat we put down fone and slp liaos..
14/08/08
as usual again.. woke up and prepare to go work.. while on the way to work i receive sms again.. den i see is xiao wu.. bt then.. he tell me he today overslept nv go work.. OPPS.. cos ytd i keep on draggin the time until he nv slp much.. den end up he overslept nv go to work.. wah seh my fault sia.. zzz.. tis causes tht mayb his apply of leave on sat might not be able to get it.. jialat..
den after tht i reach office.. his sms bcome slower and slower until nv reply.. den till 2pm plus den he reply.. say tht he fell aslp again lol.. he was actually still slpin while he sms me in the morning.. lol.. ard noon time my boss called me to go to the main office to eat the buffet.. cos they was "baibai" the 7th mth de.. den at 1st was abit lazy.. bt then end up still gtg.. hais.. den whn i was goin there.. as usual those workers was jus playin with me lidat.. cos everytime i walk by them.. they will always either whistle or what de.. used to it liaos.. after 1yrs plus of working.. den whn i reaach there.. i saw oni left abit beehoon and rice.. den no more chicken and meats.. oni left vegetables and tofu.. den my boss come to me and ask me to go to the air con room at a side there to find the accountant and eat together.. bt i tell him i feel like goin back office to eat.. so end up i put another plate on top of the plate tht i put the food on.. den i went back to office to slowly eat.. or else at there eat i will feel weird and bored.. den i was finding new songs to listen and learn tis afternoon.. cos i was thinking everytime sing the same songs like nothin much lidat.. so i went to find quite alot of different types of songs to try.. can practice all tis songs tis few days le.. den after tht continue to use the virtual piano online to compose out the tune of the song.. in front of the part the sound oredi quite ok liaos.. bt then i nv learn tis kind of things b4.. lol.. i oso dun hab tht talent.. so was quite nan ting still.. bt i will continue to work hard liaos.. lols was quite interested in all tis recently.. cos if i reli noe how to compose all tis.. i can jus express my feelings or life thru songs.. den i can always remember every single feelings or part of life tht i hab b4.. all tis songs is jus for me.. so i wun mind is nan ting or what.. it will oni be listened by me.. lol..
den went back home at nite ard 8pm.. den at 1st was meeting xiaowu de.. bt then end up cos too late liaos.. den i tot nv meet liaos.. den end up whn i was at home after my dinner ard 10pm.. he ask me got anywhere i wana go now ma.. zzz.. 10pm still go where sia.. den end up i tell him nxt time ba.. no ned go anywhere narhs.. lol.. den after tht i went online bt awhile lata he called me and chat on fone until 12am lidat.. lol.. we talk alot abt cars.. i told him my fav car used to be honda civic vtech oso.. bt then the most fav car i loved is Nissan Fairlady 350Z which i call it as Devil Z due to some game or show lol.. and if not belongs to sports car section.. will be the Mazda6 which i loved liaos.. lol.. bt my dad's car i like it quite alot oso.. cos quite fast.. reli can compare the spd with some of the sports car sia.. den ard 1am plus lidat i fell aslp liaos lol.. feeling so tired and keep on thinkin abt the tunes for the song..
13/08/08
as usual norhs.. woke up at 7.30am.. went to measure my weight again.. woot guess what... i reach my 1st target liaos!!! 55kg!! woot.. im so so so so happy sia.. and lots of ppl tell me i look very obvious tht i got slim down liaos.. hehes.. frm May 2008 de 66kg.. till now Aug 2008 de 55kg.. happi liaos sia.. bt habent reach my main goal.. so i will jus continue on tis spd.. and i will be able to do it de.. jia you jia you lol.. hmms.. den prepare till 8.20 den go to work.. while on the way to work my hp sms ringtone rings.. i was thinking who will sms me in such a early morning sia.. den i was guessing tht senior from my sch de.. cos he recently keep on tok to me.. den end up wasnt sia.. is the "xiao wu" ( he ask me call tht de recently -.- he say cos his name is really call xiao wu -.-" ) bt he jus sms to say morning nia.. so i jus reply morning den i fell aslp as usual on my dad's car..
reach office at ard 9.20am.. den do awhile work the korea guy come to the office.. he recently keep on coming to the office.. cos he was the bigger boss de frd.. so i oso cannt say what.. he ask me do what i jiu do what norhs.. since i got nth much to do sometimes.. den end up he keep sitting at the table beside me.. den keep on smoke and smoke.. i got asthma cannt take it lo.. until my breathing really feel more n more bad.. den i go out to take abit of fresh air.. den i afternoon was whole day playin with the virtual piano online.. lols.. was tryin to compose tune for a song.. if really i can make it out.. will be quite happi for it ba.. lol.. hmms.. den while on the way home.. i told my dad abt the korea guy keep on smoking in office until i cannt breath properly.. den i went home i oso tell my mum.. den my mum oso funny de sia.. everytime ask me go put a notice there say no smoking in office... my bigger boss oso got smoke de.. lidat im asking my own boss to dun smoke mehs.. wait ppl say i mei da mei xiao.. cos almost whole factory and office de worker is smoker.. oni me the oni ger there.. plus my dad who nv smoke de..
den rest awhile den play ahwile psp and went to bathe.. den i called wendy to talk with her for awhile to get to noe how loving is she and her new bf who called me as amk ah lian -.- cos i told him the story of last time i gana called amk ahlian by wendy's mum.. after tht awhile i tink wendy wana tian mi mi with her new bf liaos.. den i jus tok awhile nia den i put down the fone liaos.. hor wendy.. romantic hor~~ lol.. den after tht awhile lata "xiao wu" called me lol.. den we was tokin abt cars on the fone.. cos i told him tht i used to like his car model.. which is Honda Civic VTech tht 1.. den after tht we jus normal chit chattin den i ask for his real full name.. bt he still say is really call xiao wu -.- sua.. lol.. nxt time better show me ur ic to prove it =x cos ur eng name and the xiao wu is too much difference LOL.. den ard 2am lidat we put down fone and slp liaos..
14/08/08
as usual again.. woke up and prepare to go work.. while on the way to work i receive sms again.. den i see is xiao wu.. bt then.. he tell me he today overslept nv go work.. OPPS.. cos ytd i keep on draggin the time until he nv slp much.. den end up he overslept nv go to work.. wah seh my fault sia.. zzz.. tis causes tht mayb his apply of leave on sat might not be able to get it.. jialat..
den after tht i reach office.. his sms bcome slower and slower until nv reply.. den till 2pm plus den he reply.. say tht he fell aslp again lol.. he was actually still slpin while he sms me in the morning.. lol.. ard noon time my boss called me to go to the main office to eat the buffet.. cos they was "baibai" the 7th mth de.. den at 1st was abit lazy.. bt then end up still gtg.. hais.. den whn i was goin there.. as usual those workers was jus playin with me lidat.. cos everytime i walk by them.. they will always either whistle or what de.. used to it liaos.. after 1yrs plus of working.. den whn i reaach there.. i saw oni left abit beehoon and rice.. den no more chicken and meats.. oni left vegetables and tofu.. den my boss come to me and ask me to go to the air con room at a side there to find the accountant and eat together.. bt i tell him i feel like goin back office to eat.. so end up i put another plate on top of the plate tht i put the food on.. den i went back to office to slowly eat.. or else at there eat i will feel weird and bored.. den i was finding new songs to listen and learn tis afternoon.. cos i was thinking everytime sing the same songs like nothin much lidat.. so i went to find quite alot of different types of songs to try.. can practice all tis songs tis few days le.. den after tht continue to use the virtual piano online to compose out the tune of the song.. in front of the part the sound oredi quite ok liaos.. bt then i nv learn tis kind of things b4.. lol.. i oso dun hab tht talent.. so was quite nan ting still.. bt i will continue to work hard liaos.. lols was quite interested in all tis recently.. cos if i reli noe how to compose all tis.. i can jus express my feelings or life thru songs.. den i can always remember every single feelings or part of life tht i hab b4.. all tis songs is jus for me.. so i wun mind is nan ting or what.. it will oni be listened by me.. lol..
den went back home at nite ard 8pm.. den at 1st was meeting xiaowu de.. bt then end up cos too late liaos.. den i tot nv meet liaos.. den end up whn i was at home after my dinner ard 10pm.. he ask me got anywhere i wana go now ma.. zzz.. 10pm still go where sia.. den end up i tell him nxt time ba.. no ned go anywhere narhs.. lol.. den after tht i went online bt awhile lata he called me and chat on fone until 12am lidat.. lol.. we talk alot abt cars.. i told him my fav car used to be honda civic vtech oso.. bt then the most fav car i loved is Nissan Fairlady 350Z which i call it as Devil Z due to some game or show lol.. and if not belongs to sports car section.. will be the Mazda6 which i loved liaos.. lol.. bt my dad's car i like it quite alot oso.. cos quite fast.. reli can compare the spd with some of the sports car sia.. den ard 1am plus lidat i fell aslp liaos lol.. feeling so tired and keep on thinkin abt the tunes for the song..
written at 9:56 AM
Tuesday, August 12, 200812/08/2008
lols.. at 1st wana add with the 11/08/08 de.. bt suddenly ned to go off from office.. so end up now den write for today..
lols.. was wanting to say today starts with a weird morning.. i woke up as usual.. make up all tht.. whn i rdy.. i see the clock.. wah seh.. i normally 8.15am prepare finish.. today i 7.50am oredi prepare finish.. i tot is my clock slow.. end up really is 7.50am.. den i nth to do.. took my psp and sit on massage chair and massage while playin psp.. end up i massage till slp lol.. den after my dad prepare hao.. he came out and say wah today so early 1.. den my sis oso.. lol all xia dao why i so early prepare hao today.. den after reach office.. was so dizzy and tired still.. den feel body got abit heaty again.. mus be cos nv slp much.. den i faster do my things.. den ard 11am eat the bread.. end up after 4pm i hungry liaos.. so long nv feel hunger in office liaos.. lol.. den tahan and keep on drinking water.. den do work and write blog and play Richman online oso.. richman online is a new playpark game.. is a online monopoly game.. quite cute lols.. bt i was still quite laoya at it lol.. keep on losing de..
reach home at ard 8pm.. discuss with sis abt the taipei trip again lol.. den while i eating dinner.. my sis called aunt to discuss the trip.. den after i ate finish.. i start to use my laptop oso.. den my mum say me and my sis... still got 1mth.. u all everyday lookin at taiwan things.. wun bored mehs.. lol.. den i was lookin at taiwan clothes on taiwan yahoo auction.. wana noe what kind of clothes they selling online now.. den whats the price range.. den at least go there buy tht time wun let ppl chop until super jia lat ba.. lol..
den after tht ard 9plus i went to play Richman online again.. den end up i met a guy inside who jus break with his gf 1mth ago.. den he very sad den i was playin den while playin we add each other in msn.. den after tht 10plus i went to bathe.. b4 went to bathe.. i took quite a few pics of me.. lols.. seldom do tht.. cos was very pale looking.. den oso very ugly.. lol bt nvm lol.. take liao den bathe liao den come back to my room and use com..
lols.. lalalalala.. after awhile i called wendy and talk.. lols.. was happi to see tht she found her xin fu liaos.. from what i see.. tis guy quite nice ba.. lols.. hope tis time round what i help them de wun be wasted lols.. i wish my best jie mei forever xin fu =D
lols.. was wanting to say today starts with a weird morning.. i woke up as usual.. make up all tht.. whn i rdy.. i see the clock.. wah seh.. i normally 8.15am prepare finish.. today i 7.50am oredi prepare finish.. i tot is my clock slow.. end up really is 7.50am.. den i nth to do.. took my psp and sit on massage chair and massage while playin psp.. end up i massage till slp lol.. den after my dad prepare hao.. he came out and say wah today so early 1.. den my sis oso.. lol all xia dao why i so early prepare hao today.. den after reach office.. was so dizzy and tired still.. den feel body got abit heaty again.. mus be cos nv slp much.. den i faster do my things.. den ard 11am eat the bread.. end up after 4pm i hungry liaos.. so long nv feel hunger in office liaos.. lol.. den tahan and keep on drinking water.. den do work and write blog and play Richman online oso.. richman online is a new playpark game.. is a online monopoly game.. quite cute lols.. bt i was still quite laoya at it lol.. keep on losing de..
reach home at ard 8pm.. discuss with sis abt the taipei trip again lol.. den while i eating dinner.. my sis called aunt to discuss the trip.. den after i ate finish.. i start to use my laptop oso.. den my mum say me and my sis... still got 1mth.. u all everyday lookin at taiwan things.. wun bored mehs.. lol.. den i was lookin at taiwan clothes on taiwan yahoo auction.. wana noe what kind of clothes they selling online now.. den whats the price range.. den at least go there buy tht time wun let ppl chop until super jia lat ba.. lol..
den after tht ard 9plus i went to play Richman online again.. den end up i met a guy inside who jus break with his gf 1mth ago.. den he very sad den i was playin den while playin we add each other in msn.. den after tht 10plus i went to bathe.. b4 went to bathe.. i took quite a few pics of me.. lols.. seldom do tht.. cos was very pale looking.. den oso very ugly.. lol bt nvm lol.. take liao den bathe liao den come back to my room and use com..
lols.. lalalalala.. after awhile i called wendy and talk.. lols.. was happi to see tht she found her xin fu liaos.. from what i see.. tis guy quite nice ba.. lols.. hope tis time round what i help them de wun be wasted lols.. i wish my best jie mei forever xin fu =D
written at 8:25 AM
11/08/2008
11/08/08
MONDAY~ is another week again lol.. countdown ard 1 more month~ woot excited for my taipei trip sia... nv tot tht i will go taipei b4 21yrs old sia.. happi happi lol.. not happi is i will be very very poor and ned save alot money during tis few mths liaos.. bt then nvm narhs.. go finish taipei.. can stop shoppin all tht in spore for few mths le.. lol.. mus go there shop all i can and play all i can till 4get everything at there~ hab lots of fun there den come back hehes.. hopefully will be a happi trip =D
keep on finding things abt taipei lols.. tink arhs.. my laptop recently full of taipei de info nia.. lol.. me and my sis keep findin info abt places and prices of things.. nv stop thinking of taipei.. too excited liaos hehes.. woots.. i love i love taiwan~ taiwan here i come soon~
in office doin my work awhile den during noon time.. talked with my game mummy in msn.. lol cos tht time last wed saw her at mrt station there ma.. bt then i alight the mrt she went up.. she say i gettin prettier le.. bt then i tink i nv change lo.. except tht i went back to the size i used to be liaos.. at least not tht fat liaos.. bt den i feel tht mummy bcome alot prettier liaos.. mayb cos she's in a very xin fu de situation ba.. lol.. although daddy didnt really propose to her.. bt then they so called think out of a future proposal.. quite sweet oso narhs.. and daddy bought her a diamond necklance.. so sweet of them sia.. hehes.. 2 play games together everyday now.. den go out all tht all together de.. simple and nice.. den i tell mummy tht im goin to taiwan at 14sept.. abit pity tht i cannt celebrate with them their bdae narhs.. cos 1 of the reason we being calling each other daddy mummy and nuer is cos my bdae 13sep.. daddy 14sep.. and both my mummy.. game or real mummy.. both same is 15sept.. so qiao sia.. and we 3 link to 1 row.. den daddy say see b4 i go or after i come back.. celebrate together.. long time nv go out together liaos.. i told mummy oso i go taiwan will see got what to buy for her and daddy.. as bdae present.. last time they buy things for me treat me all tht.. i always no money to really repay they all.. now since go taiwan.. can oso buy some things for them as bdae present hehes.. bt mummy keep sayin i go ther play and hab fun they happi liaos.. no ned buy anything for them.. so sweet sia.. they always jus wan me to be happi sia..
after tht i went back home and straight away lie on the massage chair.. cos was so tired sia.. den my sis back home.. den she pass me a shirt she bought from online shipped from taiwan de.. she say she buy M size den abit big.. i sld be able to wear.. den i went to try it and it really can sia.. heng arh.. if is still the fat fat me.. tink cannt wear.. jia you jia you.. 50kg isnt far now~ den after tht i watch the superband.. really very jia lat sia.. so far still none got my attention on them.. den i was discussing with my mum sld i go learn keyboard instead of guitar.. den ate my dinner and see my sis look for taiwan things for awhile den i went to bathe den online liaos..
talk online in msn with the recently found super senior of mine.. lol.. he was quite a cheerful guy.. and i got some images from wendy.. wendy told me she remember him very clearly.. he was quite famous in sch for lower sec gers tht time.. den she got go out with him b4 for lunch with 2 other frds.. he was kinda active and cheerful guy.. so wun get bored at all de lo.. bt then i still dunno whn i tok to him b4.. lol mayb is thru my class de classmates who noe him de ba.. not clear image still.. lol.. still tryin to think.. den after tht.. he suddenly went disappear den sms me say he go walk walk.. siao sia.. he wana walk from punggol till hougang.. den for no reason U-turn back to punggol.. nth to do sia..den while he walking he tell me very bored ask me to cal him.. den we talk alot abt last time sec sch matters all tht.. den till he back home.. den awhile lata i went to slp liaos.. bth.. cos whn he reach home.. is oredi 5am zzzzzzzzzzzz..
MONDAY~ is another week again lol.. countdown ard 1 more month~ woot excited for my taipei trip sia... nv tot tht i will go taipei b4 21yrs old sia.. happi happi lol.. not happi is i will be very very poor and ned save alot money during tis few mths liaos.. bt then nvm narhs.. go finish taipei.. can stop shoppin all tht in spore for few mths le.. lol.. mus go there shop all i can and play all i can till 4get everything at there~ hab lots of fun there den come back hehes.. hopefully will be a happi trip =D
keep on finding things abt taipei lols.. tink arhs.. my laptop recently full of taipei de info nia.. lol.. me and my sis keep findin info abt places and prices of things.. nv stop thinking of taipei.. too excited liaos hehes.. woots.. i love i love taiwan~ taiwan here i come soon~
in office doin my work awhile den during noon time.. talked with my game mummy in msn.. lol cos tht time last wed saw her at mrt station there ma.. bt then i alight the mrt she went up.. she say i gettin prettier le.. bt then i tink i nv change lo.. except tht i went back to the size i used to be liaos.. at least not tht fat liaos.. bt den i feel tht mummy bcome alot prettier liaos.. mayb cos she's in a very xin fu de situation ba.. lol.. although daddy didnt really propose to her.. bt then they so called think out of a future proposal.. quite sweet oso narhs.. and daddy bought her a diamond necklance.. so sweet of them sia.. hehes.. 2 play games together everyday now.. den go out all tht all together de.. simple and nice.. den i tell mummy tht im goin to taiwan at 14sept.. abit pity tht i cannt celebrate with them their bdae narhs.. cos 1 of the reason we being calling each other daddy mummy and nuer is cos my bdae 13sep.. daddy 14sep.. and both my mummy.. game or real mummy.. both same is 15sept.. so qiao sia.. and we 3 link to 1 row.. den daddy say see b4 i go or after i come back.. celebrate together.. long time nv go out together liaos.. i told mummy oso i go taiwan will see got what to buy for her and daddy.. as bdae present.. last time they buy things for me treat me all tht.. i always no money to really repay they all.. now since go taiwan.. can oso buy some things for them as bdae present hehes.. bt mummy keep sayin i go ther play and hab fun they happi liaos.. no ned buy anything for them.. so sweet sia.. they always jus wan me to be happi sia..
after tht i went back home and straight away lie on the massage chair.. cos was so tired sia.. den my sis back home.. den she pass me a shirt she bought from online shipped from taiwan de.. she say she buy M size den abit big.. i sld be able to wear.. den i went to try it and it really can sia.. heng arh.. if is still the fat fat me.. tink cannt wear.. jia you jia you.. 50kg isnt far now~ den after tht i watch the superband.. really very jia lat sia.. so far still none got my attention on them.. den i was discussing with my mum sld i go learn keyboard instead of guitar.. den ate my dinner and see my sis look for taiwan things for awhile den i went to bathe den online liaos..
talk online in msn with the recently found super senior of mine.. lol.. he was quite a cheerful guy.. and i got some images from wendy.. wendy told me she remember him very clearly.. he was quite famous in sch for lower sec gers tht time.. den she got go out with him b4 for lunch with 2 other frds.. he was kinda active and cheerful guy.. so wun get bored at all de lo.. bt then i still dunno whn i tok to him b4.. lol mayb is thru my class de classmates who noe him de ba.. not clear image still.. lol.. still tryin to think.. den after tht.. he suddenly went disappear den sms me say he go walk walk.. siao sia.. he wana walk from punggol till hougang.. den for no reason U-turn back to punggol.. nth to do sia..den while he walking he tell me very bored ask me to cal him.. den we talk alot abt last time sec sch matters all tht.. den till he back home.. den awhile lata i went to slp liaos.. bth.. cos whn he reach home.. is oredi 5am zzzzzzzzzzzz..
written at 12:59 AM
Sunday, August 10, 200808/08/2008 - 10/8/2008
08/08/2008
woot is fri again~~ lol kinda hapi tht is fri again cos i can rest well~ whn at afternoon.. heard kenny (my 3yrs game daddy/real life god bro) tell me he's goin to propose to his gf which is my (mummy) today.. den 09/09/09 ROM.. 10/10/10 married.. i was so happi and excited to hear tht sia.. finally all the efforts tht they both took wasnt wasted.. i keep on wishing daddy all the best bt i noe for sure if he asked.. mummy sure will agree de.. they both so loving.. woot tis afternoon i bcome so happi cos of tis..
den whn i reach home at nite.. i watched the olyumpics opening ceremony i tink.. while i eating my dinner.. we keep on sayin out the chinese names of the different countries.. cos my mum dunno english de.. den i was so blur whn so many of those countries tht i nv see b4 de appeared.. their opening ceremony reli cannt compare.. their firework is nice.. their performance all tht.. can see they reli spent alot on it.. i heard was alot alot.. one of the most exp olyumpics open ceremony..
den we was discussing what to do for tml.. den was planned to go watch "money not enough 2" cos long time nv whole family go watch movie liaos.. den i at 1st gona meet baha at amk.. bt then end up last min he say he tired.. heng he say earlier.. 5 more min i will be out of hse lol.. den i end up at home lookin at websites.. finding info abt Taipei ximending.. cos i heard alot diff shops.. lol.. end up really alot lo.. i keep see and see.. keep still got.. alamak.. dunno 1 day enuff or not sia.. keep on thinking tht the trip will not be enuff time to go all the places.. jia lat.. how how how.. lols.. can i extend.. lol.. my sis say no choice nxt time den go again lo.. bt then i scared the nxt time i go will be many yrs lata liaos zz.. mayb i oredi married and go with my new family liaos.. bt nvm narhs.. better than nth lol.. my mum keep on sayin me and my sis is kiasu.. cos we being lookin at taiwan things since the day we ordered the ticket.. still got 1 mth sia.. lol..
den lata on.. my sis went out for movie with her bf i tink.. den after tht i went into my room and hab a sudden feeling of a tune.. den i note down the tune and slowly wrote out abit of the lyrics.. lols.. i oso dunno why recently keep on wana compose song for myself to listen.. feel like enjoying my own song can liaos..
09/08/2008
woot whn i woke up is oredi 5pm.. and my sis told me they booked the ticket.. is at Vivo city at 9.40pm.. cos my mum wana go vivo to see got shoe to buy to taiwan or not.. den i quickly prepare all tht.. den sit on the massage chair awhile cos i slp until my back abit pain.. cos i fell aslp in front of my com ytd.. tink the slping position is bad.. thts y back pain.. den we eat dinner at home den went out and arrive at vivo ard 8pm.. the car park is full sia.. bt the cars goin out oso fast.. so still okok ba..
we go walk ard at ard 8.20pm.. den went to charles & keith to look ard.. den end up after so many designs i helped my mum to choose.. she still like the kind which is like slipper lidat.. bt then she neds a formal shoe to go to 101.. zzz.. den end up nv buy any shoes and we went to take ticket.. while on the way we pass by the sumsung shop.. den my sis saw the hp she wana buy.. den i went to see what is the hp.. den end up is reli quite nice sia.. bt then too bad i dun like sumsung de.. or else i might consider to take.. 1098 without contract.. with contract sld be 600plus? i oso dunno lol.. see how ba lols.. slowly.. cos now is totally impossible lol.. got too many things ned money now.. i dun hab enuff for all.. lol.. taiwan trip is enuff to make me suffer lol.. den we take the ticket.. is at the GV max.. quite behind seats and is corner de.. bt still ok la.. i used for corner seats.. lol.. went downstairs and my mum smell tio coffee smell.. she and her coffee lol.. den i was quite hungry oso lol.. cos i didnt eat much whole day ma.. oni wake up den drink soup as dinner.. lidat nia.. den i ordered a cocoa loco ice blended and share with sis and oso a chicken vegetable pie.. woot.. i very very long nv eat a pie liaos lol.. and i eat until like very nice lidat.. den all look at me laugh at me..
den my sis bf arrive at vivo city oso.. and the time is 9.30pm liao.. so we went to toilet and after tht we went to buy a big cup of diet coke den my sis bf buy 2 cheesy hotdog and went in the cinema le..
the show is quite nice sia.. at 1st very funny.. whn the starting they sing the we are singapore in another language i oredi laugh like pengs.. den keep on laughin and laughin until whn they started to hab difficulties on money matters.. and they oso treat their mum lidat.. without thinkin of her feelings.. was kinda sad whn their mum keep droppin tears behind their back.. hais.. so kelian sia.. sick liaos end up let them throw here n there.. still got the face to ask her to slp beside toilet in the kitchen.. hais.. den end up last min whn she needs the blood to live.. jus cos of the accident.. she willing to die for her own grand daughter.. so sad.. lucky i nv cry out.. bt then reli sad norhs.. den behind whn they get back to business and bcome very famous.. is like their hard work nv wasted.. glad tht they get back so easily and nice.. overall tis show is nice lol.. i love it.. esp for their comedy.. tink sporeans will like ba.. bt if to taiwan all tht.. mayb will mayb will not i oso wun noe liaos lols..
den after tht my sis ask go where eat.. cos my dad keep on sayin at home earlier on tht after watch movie can go eat supper.. cos my mum likes to slp early at home.. thts y they seldom eat supper.. so today nan de.. so go eat.. end up they decide to go geylang to eat soya beancurd and you tiao.. while at geylang there.. my mum keep on saying the gers standin on the street.. den keep on repeating to me and my sis.. cannt take bus all tht to geylang esp alone.. lol.. i not tht stupid narhs of cos lol.. den we arrive at the place.. my sis bf oredi reach cos his motor easier to pass thru traffic ma.. den after tht we ordered a few things.. and i ordered a soya bean drink with egg.. lol i nv drink b4.. so order to try.. end up is warm de den quite ok la.. with the egg.. den i ate 1 you tiao and xiao long bao.. den eat abit here n there. woot was super full.. long long time nv eat till lidat liao.. lol.. gona gain weight for sure again lol..
den after tht within 15min we ate finish and went off liaos.. alot ppl lookin at us.. lol.. tink is cos we eat very fast.. lol.. den after tht we went back home and i played computer till ard 5am plus.. cos was chattin with GSR all the while lol... he was fishing prawn at dunno where and ask me to go join him fish prawn.. den i told him i dunno how to do tht and wait is bcome i use my head to fish ( fell aslp ) lol! and i found out tht his car is honda civic tht new de sia.. lols.. i was telling him tht car quite nice.. lol den he say see whn he take me out for a spin.. den i tell him i not easy to handle 1 hor.. i wan go round whole spore 1.. lol waste his petrol like siao.. den end up tok awhile until i fell aslp lol..
10/08/2008
woke up at 5pm cos jayce called me.. she ask me if wana go KTV or not.. cos sylvia they all goin.. den i rem sylvia did asked me b4 last wk.. bt i told her i gib her ans at thurs bt end up i 4get lol.. den i ask for timing den heard they start at 6.30pm den okok lo.. i tell her i reach ard 7pm ba.. den end up i walk here n there.. until i 6.45pm den go out from hse.. den reach there ard 7.20plus.. den i walk very fast from somerset mrt station to the partyworld at beside heeren.. den i saw sylvia whn i was calling jayce to cfm abt the room number.. den we went in together.. and i xia dao i tot oni 4 gers.. bt end up till goin to end is total 7 ppl.. 2 guys 5 gers.. woot.. i finally hear 1 new guy de voice and is quite good oso.. sounds kinda like lin yu zhong or tao zhe tht type de voice.. den end up we like crazy lidat find alot duet to sing with him lol.. cos he keep sayin small case nia those songs.. den end up last part there we put qian nian zhi lian and xu yao ni de ai together.. let him sing in 1 go LOL.. he dun reli noe hw to sing qian nian zhi lian so i beside him help abit.. den he sing with another ger.. den end up he still dunno the tune den i keep telling him aiya shout la.. lol.. den behind got abit of tht feel liaos.. den after tht i sing the xu yao ni de ai with him.. he sing until abit bth liaos lol..! bt quite ok la.. den oso sing san ge xin yuan and bu de bu ai with him.. he sing bu de bu ai macham almost same as pan wei bo sia.. no wonder he asked who noes how to sing at 1st lol..
den ended the KTV session at ard 12plus.. woot long time nv sing so much and with so many ppl liaos.. lol.. den after tht we went to cine there and go to the toilet and then went to the hongkong cafe to take a drink and chit chat.. me and jayce shared a mushroom soup rice or something de.. den i ordered ice glass jelly oso.. den we tok abit alot is abt maple.. den after tht i was thinking there.. sld i go back and chit chat inside with jayce they all in maple.. or sld i go back cabal to find my frds inside.. aiyos.. kinda confusing.. heard maple alot new bosses.. tempt to play back.. heard cabal opened nation war.. tempt to go play.. aiyoyo.. lol.. end up i cant make up my mind.. we went down at ard 1am plus.. den awhile lata we went off.. and i share cab with jayce and the guy who sing alot de.. cos he oso live in hougang.. den whn reach my hse area jayce and the guy say ask the taxi driver to go into the carpark there.. cos they bu fang xin.. den turn liao den jayce ask me to sms her whn im home.. den whn i home i smsed jayce den went to change all tht.. was kinda fun sia.. hope can join them again soon.. too bad in maple their guild ned 21yrs old and above.. abo i sure go back maple and use 1 of my char go in tok with them de.. lol.. bt i go back oso alot trouble lol.. dunno narhs.. see how norhs.. now oso still no mood to go play any game lol.. kinda enjoy the life of no games and crappin ard with frds and family lidat..
lols.. den whn i home i saw a super familiar face appeared and send a msg in a online network place to me.. den i see.. keep on thinking who is him sia.. so familiar.. end up i remember kinda related to my sec sch.. end up he is my senior lol.. whn i sec 1 he was sec 5.. i tink is either he take b4 my class or something de.. cos other than same sch.. no other links liaos lol.. den tok to him alot alot until 5am sia.. lol i didnt realise time is 5am liaos.. cos i 4get i reach home at 2am plus lidat lol.. den end up i went to slp.. bt wake up still super tired lol.. bt nvm lol! brand new day~ MONDAY BLUE =X
<3333 my family lots lots~ excited abt my taipei trip~~ <33 my frds alot alot.. esp jayce aiai and those close frds who being with me for so many years~ <333 those frds who always entertain me when im bored and always craps alot to make me feel cold lol~~
woot is fri again~~ lol kinda hapi tht is fri again cos i can rest well~ whn at afternoon.. heard kenny (my 3yrs game daddy/real life god bro) tell me he's goin to propose to his gf which is my (mummy) today.. den 09/09/09 ROM.. 10/10/10 married.. i was so happi and excited to hear tht sia.. finally all the efforts tht they both took wasnt wasted.. i keep on wishing daddy all the best bt i noe for sure if he asked.. mummy sure will agree de.. they both so loving.. woot tis afternoon i bcome so happi cos of tis..
den whn i reach home at nite.. i watched the olyumpics opening ceremony i tink.. while i eating my dinner.. we keep on sayin out the chinese names of the different countries.. cos my mum dunno english de.. den i was so blur whn so many of those countries tht i nv see b4 de appeared.. their opening ceremony reli cannt compare.. their firework is nice.. their performance all tht.. can see they reli spent alot on it.. i heard was alot alot.. one of the most exp olyumpics open ceremony..
den we was discussing what to do for tml.. den was planned to go watch "money not enough 2" cos long time nv whole family go watch movie liaos.. den i at 1st gona meet baha at amk.. bt then end up last min he say he tired.. heng he say earlier.. 5 more min i will be out of hse lol.. den i end up at home lookin at websites.. finding info abt Taipei ximending.. cos i heard alot diff shops.. lol.. end up really alot lo.. i keep see and see.. keep still got.. alamak.. dunno 1 day enuff or not sia.. keep on thinking tht the trip will not be enuff time to go all the places.. jia lat.. how how how.. lols.. can i extend.. lol.. my sis say no choice nxt time den go again lo.. bt then i scared the nxt time i go will be many yrs lata liaos zz.. mayb i oredi married and go with my new family liaos.. bt nvm narhs.. better than nth lol.. my mum keep on sayin me and my sis is kiasu.. cos we being lookin at taiwan things since the day we ordered the ticket.. still got 1 mth sia.. lol..
den lata on.. my sis went out for movie with her bf i tink.. den after tht i went into my room and hab a sudden feeling of a tune.. den i note down the tune and slowly wrote out abit of the lyrics.. lols.. i oso dunno why recently keep on wana compose song for myself to listen.. feel like enjoying my own song can liaos..
09/08/2008
woot whn i woke up is oredi 5pm.. and my sis told me they booked the ticket.. is at Vivo city at 9.40pm.. cos my mum wana go vivo to see got shoe to buy to taiwan or not.. den i quickly prepare all tht.. den sit on the massage chair awhile cos i slp until my back abit pain.. cos i fell aslp in front of my com ytd.. tink the slping position is bad.. thts y back pain.. den we eat dinner at home den went out and arrive at vivo ard 8pm.. the car park is full sia.. bt the cars goin out oso fast.. so still okok ba..
we go walk ard at ard 8.20pm.. den went to charles & keith to look ard.. den end up after so many designs i helped my mum to choose.. she still like the kind which is like slipper lidat.. bt then she neds a formal shoe to go to 101.. zzz.. den end up nv buy any shoes and we went to take ticket.. while on the way we pass by the sumsung shop.. den my sis saw the hp she wana buy.. den i went to see what is the hp.. den end up is reli quite nice sia.. bt then too bad i dun like sumsung de.. or else i might consider to take.. 1098 without contract.. with contract sld be 600plus? i oso dunno lol.. see how ba lols.. slowly.. cos now is totally impossible lol.. got too many things ned money now.. i dun hab enuff for all.. lol.. taiwan trip is enuff to make me suffer lol.. den we take the ticket.. is at the GV max.. quite behind seats and is corner de.. bt still ok la.. i used for corner seats.. lol.. went downstairs and my mum smell tio coffee smell.. she and her coffee lol.. den i was quite hungry oso lol.. cos i didnt eat much whole day ma.. oni wake up den drink soup as dinner.. lidat nia.. den i ordered a cocoa loco ice blended and share with sis and oso a chicken vegetable pie.. woot.. i very very long nv eat a pie liaos lol.. and i eat until like very nice lidat.. den all look at me laugh at me..
den my sis bf arrive at vivo city oso.. and the time is 9.30pm liao.. so we went to toilet and after tht we went to buy a big cup of diet coke den my sis bf buy 2 cheesy hotdog and went in the cinema le..
the show is quite nice sia.. at 1st very funny.. whn the starting they sing the we are singapore in another language i oredi laugh like pengs.. den keep on laughin and laughin until whn they started to hab difficulties on money matters.. and they oso treat their mum lidat.. without thinkin of her feelings.. was kinda sad whn their mum keep droppin tears behind their back.. hais.. so kelian sia.. sick liaos end up let them throw here n there.. still got the face to ask her to slp beside toilet in the kitchen.. hais.. den end up last min whn she needs the blood to live.. jus cos of the accident.. she willing to die for her own grand daughter.. so sad.. lucky i nv cry out.. bt then reli sad norhs.. den behind whn they get back to business and bcome very famous.. is like their hard work nv wasted.. glad tht they get back so easily and nice.. overall tis show is nice lol.. i love it.. esp for their comedy.. tink sporeans will like ba.. bt if to taiwan all tht.. mayb will mayb will not i oso wun noe liaos lols..
den after tht my sis ask go where eat.. cos my dad keep on sayin at home earlier on tht after watch movie can go eat supper.. cos my mum likes to slp early at home.. thts y they seldom eat supper.. so today nan de.. so go eat.. end up they decide to go geylang to eat soya beancurd and you tiao.. while at geylang there.. my mum keep on saying the gers standin on the street.. den keep on repeating to me and my sis.. cannt take bus all tht to geylang esp alone.. lol.. i not tht stupid narhs of cos lol.. den we arrive at the place.. my sis bf oredi reach cos his motor easier to pass thru traffic ma.. den after tht we ordered a few things.. and i ordered a soya bean drink with egg.. lol i nv drink b4.. so order to try.. end up is warm de den quite ok la.. with the egg.. den i ate 1 you tiao and xiao long bao.. den eat abit here n there. woot was super full.. long long time nv eat till lidat liao.. lol.. gona gain weight for sure again lol..
den after tht within 15min we ate finish and went off liaos.. alot ppl lookin at us.. lol.. tink is cos we eat very fast.. lol.. den after tht we went back home and i played computer till ard 5am plus.. cos was chattin with GSR all the while lol... he was fishing prawn at dunno where and ask me to go join him fish prawn.. den i told him i dunno how to do tht and wait is bcome i use my head to fish ( fell aslp ) lol! and i found out tht his car is honda civic tht new de sia.. lols.. i was telling him tht car quite nice.. lol den he say see whn he take me out for a spin.. den i tell him i not easy to handle 1 hor.. i wan go round whole spore 1.. lol waste his petrol like siao.. den end up tok awhile until i fell aslp lol..
10/08/2008
woke up at 5pm cos jayce called me.. she ask me if wana go KTV or not.. cos sylvia they all goin.. den i rem sylvia did asked me b4 last wk.. bt i told her i gib her ans at thurs bt end up i 4get lol.. den i ask for timing den heard they start at 6.30pm den okok lo.. i tell her i reach ard 7pm ba.. den end up i walk here n there.. until i 6.45pm den go out from hse.. den reach there ard 7.20plus.. den i walk very fast from somerset mrt station to the partyworld at beside heeren.. den i saw sylvia whn i was calling jayce to cfm abt the room number.. den we went in together.. and i xia dao i tot oni 4 gers.. bt end up till goin to end is total 7 ppl.. 2 guys 5 gers.. woot.. i finally hear 1 new guy de voice and is quite good oso.. sounds kinda like lin yu zhong or tao zhe tht type de voice.. den end up we like crazy lidat find alot duet to sing with him lol.. cos he keep sayin small case nia those songs.. den end up last part there we put qian nian zhi lian and xu yao ni de ai together.. let him sing in 1 go LOL.. he dun reli noe hw to sing qian nian zhi lian so i beside him help abit.. den he sing with another ger.. den end up he still dunno the tune den i keep telling him aiya shout la.. lol.. den behind got abit of tht feel liaos.. den after tht i sing the xu yao ni de ai with him.. he sing until abit bth liaos lol..! bt quite ok la.. den oso sing san ge xin yuan and bu de bu ai with him.. he sing bu de bu ai macham almost same as pan wei bo sia.. no wonder he asked who noes how to sing at 1st lol..
den ended the KTV session at ard 12plus.. woot long time nv sing so much and with so many ppl liaos.. lol.. den after tht we went to cine there and go to the toilet and then went to the hongkong cafe to take a drink and chit chat.. me and jayce shared a mushroom soup rice or something de.. den i ordered ice glass jelly oso.. den we tok abit alot is abt maple.. den after tht i was thinking there.. sld i go back and chit chat inside with jayce they all in maple.. or sld i go back cabal to find my frds inside.. aiyos.. kinda confusing.. heard maple alot new bosses.. tempt to play back.. heard cabal opened nation war.. tempt to go play.. aiyoyo.. lol.. end up i cant make up my mind.. we went down at ard 1am plus.. den awhile lata we went off.. and i share cab with jayce and the guy who sing alot de.. cos he oso live in hougang.. den whn reach my hse area jayce and the guy say ask the taxi driver to go into the carpark there.. cos they bu fang xin.. den turn liao den jayce ask me to sms her whn im home.. den whn i home i smsed jayce den went to change all tht.. was kinda fun sia.. hope can join them again soon.. too bad in maple their guild ned 21yrs old and above.. abo i sure go back maple and use 1 of my char go in tok with them de.. lol.. bt i go back oso alot trouble lol.. dunno narhs.. see how norhs.. now oso still no mood to go play any game lol.. kinda enjoy the life of no games and crappin ard with frds and family lidat..
lols.. den whn i home i saw a super familiar face appeared and send a msg in a online network place to me.. den i see.. keep on thinking who is him sia.. so familiar.. end up i remember kinda related to my sec sch.. end up he is my senior lol.. whn i sec 1 he was sec 5.. i tink is either he take b4 my class or something de.. cos other than same sch.. no other links liaos lol.. den tok to him alot alot until 5am sia.. lol i didnt realise time is 5am liaos.. cos i 4get i reach home at 2am plus lidat lol.. den end up i went to slp.. bt wake up still super tired lol.. bt nvm lol! brand new day~ MONDAY BLUE =X
<3333 my family lots lots~ excited abt my taipei trip~~ <33 my frds alot alot.. esp jayce aiai and those close frds who being with me for so many years~ <333 those frds who always entertain me when im bored and always craps alot to make me feel cold lol~~
written at 9:34 PM
Thursday, August 7, 200807/08/2008
07/08/2008
chose another new blog skin.. this 1 although looks quite over "cute" and oso very laggy.. bt then dunno why i see liaos then straight away feel like putting it lol..
then i chose the songs and oso all the things.. took me whole afternoon to make it.. headache now lols..
chose another new blog skin.. this 1 although looks quite over "cute" and oso very laggy.. bt then dunno why i see liaos then straight away feel like putting it lol..
then i chose the songs and oso all the things.. took me whole afternoon to make it.. headache now lols..
written at 2:19 AM
Wednesday, August 6, 200805/08/2008 - 06/08/2008
05/08/2008
hmms.. kinda tired due to late slp.. was bored cos i ned to do alot things in the morning.. at noon time andy huang msn me ask me if i am slacking or not.. cos he nth to do very sians.. so we chit chat awhile in msn den he went to do things liaos.. was tokin abt at 1st wana go for dinner either tonite or tml nite de.. bt then end up he has something to do suddenly so was cancelled.. den heard him say tht recently he jus got into an accident.. a taxi bumped into his car.. now his car in hospital lol.. not abit bt still ok.. can move still.. and driver both no injuries.. lol..
den after tht whole afternoon i hab been searching for info abt taiwan again.. lol gettin more n more excited for it sia.. almost 10yrs nv take plane b4.. lol.. hopefully will be a successful trip plus a happi trip.. search until i super headache sia.. den typed a invoice for dad.. den went home ard 9plus.. while on the way out.. i saw 1 big fire engine.. 1 small de.. i tot wher got fire again.. bt didnt see where isit.. strange sia..den was tokin abt taiwan things with dad on the car and whn we reach home bcome whole family tokin abt it.. lol.. even my aunt oso... she even called alot of the taiwan hotels to ask for price.. the phone bill sld be wohoo 1 LOL.. she more power.. not like me.. oni keep on finding like siao on internet.. she found quite alot nice de which internet nv even hab any intro abt the hotel de.. whole family is so excited for taiwan trip except my mum LOL.. she keep on sayin she save until very hard den now ned to spend on taiwan trip.. lol.. i oso save until very hard.. if reli go i ned ard $2000.. den Nov i ned to hand the advance diploma money $2500 for the 1st installment payment.. lol.. means tis few mths is a big NO NO for me to spend alot money in spore liaos -,-
after tht i went to bathe all tht.. den play awhile psp in my room and oso chat online.. den after awhile i slp liaos..
06/08/2008
woot i nv went to work.. woke up at ard 8plus.. den tok in msn all tht awhile den play psp awhile.. den i went to the psp website and i found the PSPRevolution game.. is actually the DDR ( Dance Dance Revolution ) they took frm the arcade games all tht den make into bcome psp game.. they are pro sia.. so good.. den i dwload it and put into my psp to play.. long time dun hab tis kind of feeling sia.. lol.. last time ps1 i used to play tis game super lots de.. lol.. i still remember i still bring to chalet during my sec 1 chalet.. den all my classmates was playin it with controller and oso with the dance mat.. lol.. i still remember some of them dance till very funny.. they got alot alot version now le sia... last time i oni play the 2nd version and 3rd version nia..
at ard 10plus i called my family doctor clinic.. den at 1st they say fully book le.. den end up they let me go at 12pm.. cos the last customer for morning will be there oso at 12.. den after the person come out den i go in awhile nvm.. bt then i was late.. reach there ard 12.10.. bt heng the doc still there.. asked her some question.. den after tht she say my improvement really quite fast still.. although i tink is quite slow liaos.. den after i left the clinic.. i took bus and went to amk hub de NTUC there queue up to buy 4D and TOTO.. alot ppl look at me.. not cos of me.. is cos of my hand.. i took alot of TOTO de paper to queue up.. ppl sure tot i kiasu.. cos ard 12 of it sia.. bt then some if my sis and mum de.. >.> den i jus buy 1 more ibet lidat nia =/ lols.. bt myself i tink i bought alot TOTO.. dunno why keep wana buy.. ytd jus say cannt spend money.. den still keep buyin -,- ownself pick de me,my sis and my mum oredi draw the number ytd at home liaos.. so i no ned to do it again.. den i ownself bought 12 dollar of the ownself pick de TOTO.. den bought another $4 of quickpick.. means 8 lines of 50 cents de.. cos there dun hab ppl tio b4.. heard from sis there quite suay de.. so i nv buy much.. den sis goin to buy TOTO at 338 there.. there got ppl tio b4.. so i ask her to help me to buy 13 dollar all 50 cents de.. lol.. total i add up become buy 29 dollars of TOTO.. at 1st wana buy 6 dollars more de.. bt then end up tink better not LOL! too kua zhang liaos.. oredi 58 lines liaos sia.. if reli no luck.. buy alot oso no use de..
den wendy came and meet me finally at the queue TOTO there.. den i was tokin wif her den she tell me tht she ned to buy present for her godbro lata.. cos tis sun his bdae.. den she ask me what sld she buy for him.. den i say her.. how i noe sia.. i oso dunno who is ur godbro.. den she say cos i buy presents to guys b4 ma.. den understand oso.. den she dunno mus ask me.. zz.. den i ask her to describe him abit to me.. den after tht i helped her chose the minitoons a thing which can put at desktop there de.. den she bought it and i chose 3 ezlink stickers lol.. 3 for 2dollar.. den after tht we went to ichiban sushi to eat.. at 1st wendy still tinkin eat what.. end up she saw me order so fast till she dunno sld eat what lol.. cos i order is all my standard de sushis.. salmon den 1 mini chasoba.. cheese delight.. lidat nia.. lol.. i ordered 5 plates of sushi in total.. end up i realise.. my god.. i still ned to jian fei hor.. den end up all eat half the other half gib wendy to eat LOL.. end up she oni ordered 2 plates cos she is full due to the sushi i left for her.. den we went off and i used dinersclub de card to pay.. treat as her bdae present lo.. cos i oso dunno what to buy for her since her bdae i unable to attend.. bt will celebrate for her again bt nt her actual day bdae.. den i suggested to go to partyworld.. lol.. cos i feel like singing.. bt i noe wendy seldom go de.. so i say go lo.. learn how to sing.. den we went there and she sing the SHE songs.. den i remember last time i oso always pull her to KTV de lol.. is still the same.. wifout me sing she wun sing loudly or what de.. den end up almost whole session i got no time to rest.. tis few mths i seldom sing alot SHE songs liaos.. today like sing back those few yrs de sia.. what SHE songs i noe de almost all sing finished liaos.. den we sang some of the english songs too.. den i oso ki siao went to sing some of the japanese songs.. like ayumi de.. den oso first love of cos.. recently love to sing first love sia.. oso dunno why.. last few sessions of KTV all i got sing.. from the fri tht i went with baha they all.. den oso last few wks went with darry and andy lee tht time oso.. alot alot times arhs.. dunno why lol..
after KTV session i was almost half dead.. cos keep on singing for the 4hrs lol.. den we slowly walk to bishan there and wendy went to pass things to the shop she working part time at.. den after tht we went to the arcade awhile.. i was telling her abt some of the things.. den end up dunno why i took out 1 dollar and my mario card.. i even played it while telling her lol.. was payin attention at the game at all.. somemore is the master lvl de.. super fast sia.. den i keep bang wall lol.. bt then still got 1st.. heng arh.. den after tht i dun wana play liaos.. cos if cont play i sure i play more than 10 dollar again lol.. den we slowly walk ard to comics collection all tht.. den we went to amk and i go look at the sony ericsson phone.. still dun hab any phone which makes me feel nice de.. i wan 5megapixel camera de.. bt then all the designs i dun like.. den design i like de bt with the things tht almost same as the current fone i hab.. den no use ma.. sians.. nvm.. tink wait till end of yr den see ba.. den we went to the arcade which we always used to go.. den we played with the wishing bottle tht wendy got for free gift at mini toons earlier on.. lol was funny lo.. 2 gers sitting down there playin with the bottle..
den at ard 9.45 lidat.. not much ppl ard.. den i went to top up 2 dollar inside the card and we went to play para para lol.. few yrs nv really go and play it liaos.. old liao lo me.. lol.. not like last time always jump ard the machine 1.. den as usual.. wendy always take 1st and 3rd song and me take 2nd and 4th.. last song she take 1st half of the song den i take behind de.. den end up i ask her to take 1st and 2nd.. cos i wana tink of something 1st.. den after tht 3rd song.. i straight take easy busy lol.. cos tht 1 is 1 of the hardest in the normal mode.. with 2x spd will be quite smooth.. bt then i was still thinkin of things den i keep on sayin to wendy i no mood to dance lol.. bt then whn reach middle i saw i miss.. den i start to concentrate.. cos dun wana bcome fail.. although is hard to fail for it.. how to say tht song oso i played alot few yrs ago.. last time can still jus make it invisible and jus listen to music to pass it de.. bt now of cos cannt.. bt then pass liaos.. den 4th song i dunno what to dance.. den end up choose night of fire lol.. tht 1 i remember i always make a stupid move for it lol.. den i look ard no ppl is watching den i make it again lol.. kinda miss last time de life sia.. lol.. den play and play.. we played total 2 times.. means 10songs.. den after the 3rd time.. wendy at 1st is jus jkin and say play hard mode lo.. den i really went to play it lol.. i told her hard mode i not dunno.. is jus not power with it nia.. lol.. den i played 1st song eurobeat.. cos how to say i oso stopped for few yrs.. started with easy de.. den lucky still noe abit.. although will miss liaos.. den 2nd song wendy chose 1 of the easiest de.. cos i noe she really dunno how to play hard mode de.. cos too many she dunno how to react.. den whn till middle i took over the song cos abit wana fail liaos.. managed to get to jus pass at last.. den 3rd song i saw arcade aunt close some of the machines behind liao.. den i noe they closin le.. den i chose a song tht i tot i will fail.. cos i used to play until very jia lak for tht.. bt end up i passed.. bt oni tht i become very thristy after tht lol.. den 4th song at 1st i let wendy take over the another song tht i tink she sld be ok with it de.. den she played till half oso abit bth.. den i took over again.. den 5th song i chose the 1 which i always fail de.. den end up i like mad woman lidat.. lol.. bt end up pass sia.. bt heng no ppl see la.. cos like mad lidat.. den i was like gona asthma attack lidat sia.. long time nv lidat play.. now like no more energy for it sia.. den i remember last time i used tht to jian fei b4 -,- everyday go ther find arcade aunt.. den play tht and inital D.. can stay at arcade for more than 10hrs de sia for everyday..
after tht we went to S11 to take a drink.. den wendy suddenly say she feel like eating fresh cockles.. my god.. she say until my fav again.. den i say order lo.. bt the most i wana eat 1/3 nia.. cos i scared eat too much bcome gain weight.. den end up she ordered $4 den i keep eat and eat till cannt stop -,- end up i told her tis "aie.. i tink hor.. the more i eat.. the more i cannt stop.. so can help me order 1 more $4 de?" lol.. jia lak sia.. addicted again.. den eat and eat till very full.. bt very SONG.. long time nv eat liaos.. bt tht oso cause my fingernail gana.. den i pull the part which drop out abit de nail out.. bt end up start bleeding.. zzz.. den after tht at 1st wendy wana take bus.. bt then i keep on insist i wana walk lol.. cos walk can tok more with her lol.. den while we walk back we say alot of things.. den whn reach my hse downstairs den she went off den i went home..
reach home den got changed.. den look at internet awhile den oso played awhile psp all tht.. den dunno why suddenly fell aslp.. midnite ard 5am plus suddenly woke up.. oso dunno what happened lidat.. den i went to close the lights and went back to slp.. lol..
hmms.. kinda tired due to late slp.. was bored cos i ned to do alot things in the morning.. at noon time andy huang msn me ask me if i am slacking or not.. cos he nth to do very sians.. so we chit chat awhile in msn den he went to do things liaos.. was tokin abt at 1st wana go for dinner either tonite or tml nite de.. bt then end up he has something to do suddenly so was cancelled.. den heard him say tht recently he jus got into an accident.. a taxi bumped into his car.. now his car in hospital lol.. not abit bt still ok.. can move still.. and driver both no injuries.. lol..
den after tht whole afternoon i hab been searching for info abt taiwan again.. lol gettin more n more excited for it sia.. almost 10yrs nv take plane b4.. lol.. hopefully will be a successful trip plus a happi trip.. search until i super headache sia.. den typed a invoice for dad.. den went home ard 9plus.. while on the way out.. i saw 1 big fire engine.. 1 small de.. i tot wher got fire again.. bt didnt see where isit.. strange sia..den was tokin abt taiwan things with dad on the car and whn we reach home bcome whole family tokin abt it.. lol.. even my aunt oso... she even called alot of the taiwan hotels to ask for price.. the phone bill sld be wohoo 1 LOL.. she more power.. not like me.. oni keep on finding like siao on internet.. she found quite alot nice de which internet nv even hab any intro abt the hotel de.. whole family is so excited for taiwan trip except my mum LOL.. she keep on sayin she save until very hard den now ned to spend on taiwan trip.. lol.. i oso save until very hard.. if reli go i ned ard $2000.. den Nov i ned to hand the advance diploma money $2500 for the 1st installment payment.. lol.. means tis few mths is a big NO NO for me to spend alot money in spore liaos -,-
after tht i went to bathe all tht.. den play awhile psp in my room and oso chat online.. den after awhile i slp liaos..
06/08/2008
woot i nv went to work.. woke up at ard 8plus.. den tok in msn all tht awhile den play psp awhile.. den i went to the psp website and i found the PSPRevolution game.. is actually the DDR ( Dance Dance Revolution ) they took frm the arcade games all tht den make into bcome psp game.. they are pro sia.. so good.. den i dwload it and put into my psp to play.. long time dun hab tis kind of feeling sia.. lol.. last time ps1 i used to play tis game super lots de.. lol.. i still remember i still bring to chalet during my sec 1 chalet.. den all my classmates was playin it with controller and oso with the dance mat.. lol.. i still remember some of them dance till very funny.. they got alot alot version now le sia... last time i oni play the 2nd version and 3rd version nia..
at ard 10plus i called my family doctor clinic.. den at 1st they say fully book le.. den end up they let me go at 12pm.. cos the last customer for morning will be there oso at 12.. den after the person come out den i go in awhile nvm.. bt then i was late.. reach there ard 12.10.. bt heng the doc still there.. asked her some question.. den after tht she say my improvement really quite fast still.. although i tink is quite slow liaos.. den after i left the clinic.. i took bus and went to amk hub de NTUC there queue up to buy 4D and TOTO.. alot ppl look at me.. not cos of me.. is cos of my hand.. i took alot of TOTO de paper to queue up.. ppl sure tot i kiasu.. cos ard 12 of it sia.. bt then some if my sis and mum de.. >.> den i jus buy 1 more ibet lidat nia =/ lols.. bt myself i tink i bought alot TOTO.. dunno why keep wana buy.. ytd jus say cannt spend money.. den still keep buyin -,- ownself pick de me,my sis and my mum oredi draw the number ytd at home liaos.. so i no ned to do it again.. den i ownself bought 12 dollar of the ownself pick de TOTO.. den bought another $4 of quickpick.. means 8 lines of 50 cents de.. cos there dun hab ppl tio b4.. heard from sis there quite suay de.. so i nv buy much.. den sis goin to buy TOTO at 338 there.. there got ppl tio b4.. so i ask her to help me to buy 13 dollar all 50 cents de.. lol.. total i add up become buy 29 dollars of TOTO.. at 1st wana buy 6 dollars more de.. bt then end up tink better not LOL! too kua zhang liaos.. oredi 58 lines liaos sia.. if reli no luck.. buy alot oso no use de..
den wendy came and meet me finally at the queue TOTO there.. den i was tokin wif her den she tell me tht she ned to buy present for her godbro lata.. cos tis sun his bdae.. den she ask me what sld she buy for him.. den i say her.. how i noe sia.. i oso dunno who is ur godbro.. den she say cos i buy presents to guys b4 ma.. den understand oso.. den she dunno mus ask me.. zz.. den i ask her to describe him abit to me.. den after tht i helped her chose the minitoons a thing which can put at desktop there de.. den she bought it and i chose 3 ezlink stickers lol.. 3 for 2dollar.. den after tht we went to ichiban sushi to eat.. at 1st wendy still tinkin eat what.. end up she saw me order so fast till she dunno sld eat what lol.. cos i order is all my standard de sushis.. salmon den 1 mini chasoba.. cheese delight.. lidat nia.. lol.. i ordered 5 plates of sushi in total.. end up i realise.. my god.. i still ned to jian fei hor.. den end up all eat half the other half gib wendy to eat LOL.. end up she oni ordered 2 plates cos she is full due to the sushi i left for her.. den we went off and i used dinersclub de card to pay.. treat as her bdae present lo.. cos i oso dunno what to buy for her since her bdae i unable to attend.. bt will celebrate for her again bt nt her actual day bdae.. den i suggested to go to partyworld.. lol.. cos i feel like singing.. bt i noe wendy seldom go de.. so i say go lo.. learn how to sing.. den we went there and she sing the SHE songs.. den i remember last time i oso always pull her to KTV de lol.. is still the same.. wifout me sing she wun sing loudly or what de.. den end up almost whole session i got no time to rest.. tis few mths i seldom sing alot SHE songs liaos.. today like sing back those few yrs de sia.. what SHE songs i noe de almost all sing finished liaos.. den we sang some of the english songs too.. den i oso ki siao went to sing some of the japanese songs.. like ayumi de.. den oso first love of cos.. recently love to sing first love sia.. oso dunno why.. last few sessions of KTV all i got sing.. from the fri tht i went with baha they all.. den oso last few wks went with darry and andy lee tht time oso.. alot alot times arhs.. dunno why lol..
after KTV session i was almost half dead.. cos keep on singing for the 4hrs lol.. den we slowly walk to bishan there and wendy went to pass things to the shop she working part time at.. den after tht we went to the arcade awhile.. i was telling her abt some of the things.. den end up dunno why i took out 1 dollar and my mario card.. i even played it while telling her lol.. was payin attention at the game at all.. somemore is the master lvl de.. super fast sia.. den i keep bang wall lol.. bt then still got 1st.. heng arh.. den after tht i dun wana play liaos.. cos if cont play i sure i play more than 10 dollar again lol.. den we slowly walk ard to comics collection all tht.. den we went to amk and i go look at the sony ericsson phone.. still dun hab any phone which makes me feel nice de.. i wan 5megapixel camera de.. bt then all the designs i dun like.. den design i like de bt with the things tht almost same as the current fone i hab.. den no use ma.. sians.. nvm.. tink wait till end of yr den see ba.. den we went to the arcade which we always used to go.. den we played with the wishing bottle tht wendy got for free gift at mini toons earlier on.. lol was funny lo.. 2 gers sitting down there playin with the bottle..
den at ard 9.45 lidat.. not much ppl ard.. den i went to top up 2 dollar inside the card and we went to play para para lol.. few yrs nv really go and play it liaos.. old liao lo me.. lol.. not like last time always jump ard the machine 1.. den as usual.. wendy always take 1st and 3rd song and me take 2nd and 4th.. last song she take 1st half of the song den i take behind de.. den end up i ask her to take 1st and 2nd.. cos i wana tink of something 1st.. den after tht 3rd song.. i straight take easy busy lol.. cos tht 1 is 1 of the hardest in the normal mode.. with 2x spd will be quite smooth.. bt then i was still thinkin of things den i keep on sayin to wendy i no mood to dance lol.. bt then whn reach middle i saw i miss.. den i start to concentrate.. cos dun wana bcome fail.. although is hard to fail for it.. how to say tht song oso i played alot few yrs ago.. last time can still jus make it invisible and jus listen to music to pass it de.. bt now of cos cannt.. bt then pass liaos.. den 4th song i dunno what to dance.. den end up choose night of fire lol.. tht 1 i remember i always make a stupid move for it lol.. den i look ard no ppl is watching den i make it again lol.. kinda miss last time de life sia.. lol.. den play and play.. we played total 2 times.. means 10songs.. den after the 3rd time.. wendy at 1st is jus jkin and say play hard mode lo.. den i really went to play it lol.. i told her hard mode i not dunno.. is jus not power with it nia.. lol.. den i played 1st song eurobeat.. cos how to say i oso stopped for few yrs.. started with easy de.. den lucky still noe abit.. although will miss liaos.. den 2nd song wendy chose 1 of the easiest de.. cos i noe she really dunno how to play hard mode de.. cos too many she dunno how to react.. den whn till middle i took over the song cos abit wana fail liaos.. managed to get to jus pass at last.. den 3rd song i saw arcade aunt close some of the machines behind liao.. den i noe they closin le.. den i chose a song tht i tot i will fail.. cos i used to play until very jia lak for tht.. bt end up i passed.. bt oni tht i become very thristy after tht lol.. den 4th song at 1st i let wendy take over the another song tht i tink she sld be ok with it de.. den she played till half oso abit bth.. den i took over again.. den 5th song i chose the 1 which i always fail de.. den end up i like mad woman lidat.. lol.. bt end up pass sia.. bt heng no ppl see la.. cos like mad lidat.. den i was like gona asthma attack lidat sia.. long time nv lidat play.. now like no more energy for it sia.. den i remember last time i used tht to jian fei b4 -,- everyday go ther find arcade aunt.. den play tht and inital D.. can stay at arcade for more than 10hrs de sia for everyday..
after tht we went to S11 to take a drink.. den wendy suddenly say she feel like eating fresh cockles.. my god.. she say until my fav again.. den i say order lo.. bt the most i wana eat 1/3 nia.. cos i scared eat too much bcome gain weight.. den end up she ordered $4 den i keep eat and eat till cannt stop -,- end up i told her tis "aie.. i tink hor.. the more i eat.. the more i cannt stop.. so can help me order 1 more $4 de?" lol.. jia lak sia.. addicted again.. den eat and eat till very full.. bt very SONG.. long time nv eat liaos.. bt tht oso cause my fingernail gana.. den i pull the part which drop out abit de nail out.. bt end up start bleeding.. zzz.. den after tht at 1st wendy wana take bus.. bt then i keep on insist i wana walk lol.. cos walk can tok more with her lol.. den while we walk back we say alot of things.. den whn reach my hse downstairs den she went off den i went home..
reach home den got changed.. den look at internet awhile den oso played awhile psp all tht.. den dunno why suddenly fell aslp.. midnite ard 5am plus suddenly woke up.. oso dunno what happened lidat.. den i went to close the lights and went back to slp.. lol..
written at 6:22 PM
Monday, August 4, 200804/08/2008
woot another fire broke out at near my company's factory.. 2yrs ago is the place beside my company's factory.. now is the factory at the main road there de..
whn i reach sungei kadut at 9am lidat.. the road was blocked due to the factory being burnt at midnite.. 3 or 4 fire engine car, 5 or 6 of police car.. st 4 main road was being blocked for a part of it.. so my dad got to turn 1 big round in order to reach my company.. saw the bad shape of the factory.. almost half is black totally liaos.. mostly inside is tyres and woods i tink whn is burning.. heard frm my dad tht the fire broke out at midnite 3am plus lidat.. cos the workers "baibai" 7th mth.. den dunno is the "paper" fly inside no ppl noe.. den all burn finish go slp liaos.. nv check the surrounding oso.. den end up whn they found out fire broke out in the factory is oredi too late.. whn the fire engine car reached is oredi almost half of it gone liaos.. bt i tink no ppl injured ba.. lucky lol..
whn reach office im like a dead fish.. so tired.. do abit of office de things.. den start to research things of Taiwan with my sis in msn.. i found quite alot of places and start to look for hotel and compare air ticket price all tht.. i look at the map of taipei for the whole afternoon.. their road so messy sia.. until i see until very blur lo.. den some of the map provided in the website is not really accurate cos i compare with the other maps.. has been figuring whole day for it sia.. bt hopefully tis time really goin taiwan.. lol.. i tink is ard 70% chance tht i will be goin taiwan during mid sept for 5 or 6 days.. woot.. excited for it.. taiwan is 1 of the place tht i really wish to go de.. go there i sure spend super lots.. and prepare to get fat back again lol.. went to see the pics of the food in shilin market in taiwan.. my god lo.. so much of it.. all looks so delicious.. if i go there i tink i go there eat will eat like siao.. 1 hand eat 1 hand shopping lol..
reach home at ard 7pm.. cos my dad nv slp at all.. he wana go home slp.. he ytd midnite leg pain.. so wasnt able to slp.. he tot is his sickness.. bt end up the doc say is cos he hurt his legs.. tink is cos sat he do work till injured it de ba.. reach home i continue search abt Taiwan again.. den 8pm watch superband while eating dinner while searching for info abt hotel in taipei.. my mum watch the superband got super lots to say de sia.. keep sayin which clothes de style they wore b4.. den say what the tune they sing which part feng feifei or liu wen zheng sing is what type de.. zzz.. i told my mum go taiwan mus wear nice nice.. cos hor.. taiwan ppl all wear very nice de sia.. tink i go xi men ding i will "zhi bei" liao lo.. cos sure alot chio and pretty de gers there walking ard.. cfm i go there sure see and see.. keep thinking how i wish i was them lol.. bt nvm.. i go there go buy clothes oso.. den can wear nice nice oso.. bt dunno got my size or not sia.. lol.. tink sld be got ba.. unless for those oni for S/M den might not be able.. still got 1mth.. lol.. can slim till how much jiu how much ba.. lol.. cannt help oso.. now 55kg.. aiming 53kg.. hope can reach.. lol.. i planned my money.. tink i will ned ard SGD $2000 for tis taiwan trip lol.. SGD $1000 for air ticket and hotel.. the $1000 is for my shopping and eating.. i go there wana "mai dong xi chi dong xi" LOL..
den at ard 11pm lidat.. was tokin to wendy.. den wendy tell me abt tis guy tht seems to be like her.. bt then he kinda control her life even they not together yet.. and wendy although got abit feeling.. bt then she dun like to be control.. so she dunno what to do.. den come tell me and ask me how.. den i ask her to add him in.. let me see what type person is he.. hmms.. tok to him abit in msn.. while wendy went bathe.. overall quite ok ba.. he tell me he dunno how to hong her whn she's sad or what.. he dunno how to say sweet wrds all tht de.. den i tell him.. not every relationship needs sweet wrds... not every relationship requires alot romantic.. is depend on communication and understanding the most.. long term relationship isnt easy.. so if he really wants.. he sld slowly understand wendy 1st.. dun be too rush.. i learnt alot lessons liaos.. den tell him whn he tinks wendy is really the one.. and he knows alot abt her.. den slowly let her noe abt the feeling he hab to her.. if she show interest oso.. and both of u all know each other's character.. at least wun quarrel tht much.. romantic.. mayb long long time awhile ba.. sometimes jus by eating maggi mee at a normal place.. as long with the loved one.. also can be quite sweet de.. so ask him dun tink too much for now.. let it develop naturally.. i noe her for 6yrs liaos.. i noe her pattern quite well lol.. she's my favourite jie mei lehs...
cos i oso noe wendy de pattern lol.. her character is harder than me to handle.. and thts why she doesnt being in love tht much b4.. did try once helpin her to find a quite gd de guy.. end up she awhile rejected tht person liaos.. last time de her used to be so fragile... alot of things she will easily get sad and depressed for it.. bt now de her.. look so strong liaos.. tink mayb she work alot different jobs.. plus her family environment and her frds ard her.. she got stronger liaos.. now de her no ned depend on me like last time liaos.. end up i somemore tio say by her in msn today.. she say i too xin ruan sometimes liaos.. end up always wana help or save ppl.. bt then end up will bcome a cruel matter happened to me.. thts y always let ppl bully all tht.. and she say they all always worried abt me when they heard something happened to me... i tell her ppl sayin me too cruel den u say me too xin ruan.. lol.. she noes my pattern the most cos she was always being wif me no matter what happened to me since sec 2.. all my relationships and problems she all noes.. bt she still the same now.. whn i feel like cryin and i ned a shoulder for me.. she will be there.. whn i ned some corner to hide to bcome the weak me.. she oso will be there.. whn i ned a shelter to stay at.. she oso will be there.. 6years liaos sia.. happi to noe her and happi to hab her as my jie mei.. will nv ever wana 4get her.. although she always beat me or tickle me or torture me.. bt then is all for fun.. we 4 jie mei together for 6yrs liaos.. happi to drop to Sec 2 NA and hab u all as frds.. if i nv drop to NA.. and stay at Express.. i dunno will i be able to noe u all or not liaos.. so although drop to NA my parents wasnt happi of it.. and i oso not really happi at 1st.. bt now i tink is good de..
wendy nxt wk bdae liaos.. dunno whn goin to help her celebrate.. wun be able to make it for her actual day.. and need to see annie and feli de schedule oso.. we 4 hab been so busy till we nv meet up as 4ppl outing for very long liaos... now de me is free from relationships and studies.. so i told wendy except for her actual day.. and the weekdays morning till evening whn im working.. the rest of the time she choose hao le.. no matter what date i will make sure im there.. lol.. she's the biggest during tht day.. so i wun reject lol..
awhile later tht guy asked me.. what sld he do now.. den i say of cos is slowly go understand and find out what type of girls is wendy.. her character all tht u mus be able to handle.. if not how u maintain the relationship nxt time.. i oredi learnt my lesson.. so now i will nv ever easily take someone as my bf whn i doesnt really noe the 80% of him.. cos i noe there will nv be a fully 100% real person shown b4 together de.. now de me is jus like walking ard normally nv stop at any place to look or go into any of the place.. concentrate on my taiwan trip and my advance diploma all tht 1st.. if the fated one really appear.. i oso cannt easily jus gib in.. tis time i mus really understand well b4 start any relationship.. the lessons i get is more than enuff liaos.. in a relationship if cannt communicate well at all.. there will be no happiness within the relationship..
at ard 1am lidat.. andy huang tell me in msn tht he went to play maple all tht lol.. maple sia.. cos they opened the new E server world.. he asked me if i wana join him play inside or not cos not much ppl in tht world still.. bt i got sick of maple liaos.. somemore all my characters in aqulia.. if i go E world.. means i got to train again.. last time chiong those characters till i nv slp all tht.. now if chiong again.. i tink i will faint lo.. and start from 0 mesos oso.. lol.. my aqulia account still got abit mesos inside.. last time earn de.. bt then tink jus put there lo.. oso wun disappear unless tio hack.. bt tink nv tio hack ba.. i oso dunno lol.. dunno why if i sell the maple acc tht time i can earn few hundreds dollar de bt i dun wana sell.. almost every game.. or sld say really is every game de character i played b4.. i nv sell it away no matter how much money they can sell at.. lol cos i wana put as a memories for me tht i played tis b4 and hab what kinds of memories inside.. den tok awhile abt maple things.. den andy went slp.. den i search finish the things i oso went to slp liaos..
lalalala~ <3 wendy,annie,feli,jayce aiai,baha,dennis,both andy,darry,shernise,samantha,catherine,qiuyong and lots lots more.. i miss you guys!! meet up soon again kks!!
whn i reach sungei kadut at 9am lidat.. the road was blocked due to the factory being burnt at midnite.. 3 or 4 fire engine car, 5 or 6 of police car.. st 4 main road was being blocked for a part of it.. so my dad got to turn 1 big round in order to reach my company.. saw the bad shape of the factory.. almost half is black totally liaos.. mostly inside is tyres and woods i tink whn is burning.. heard frm my dad tht the fire broke out at midnite 3am plus lidat.. cos the workers "baibai" 7th mth.. den dunno is the "paper" fly inside no ppl noe.. den all burn finish go slp liaos.. nv check the surrounding oso.. den end up whn they found out fire broke out in the factory is oredi too late.. whn the fire engine car reached is oredi almost half of it gone liaos.. bt i tink no ppl injured ba.. lucky lol..
whn reach office im like a dead fish.. so tired.. do abit of office de things.. den start to research things of Taiwan with my sis in msn.. i found quite alot of places and start to look for hotel and compare air ticket price all tht.. i look at the map of taipei for the whole afternoon.. their road so messy sia.. until i see until very blur lo.. den some of the map provided in the website is not really accurate cos i compare with the other maps.. has been figuring whole day for it sia.. bt hopefully tis time really goin taiwan.. lol.. i tink is ard 70% chance tht i will be goin taiwan during mid sept for 5 or 6 days.. woot.. excited for it.. taiwan is 1 of the place tht i really wish to go de.. go there i sure spend super lots.. and prepare to get fat back again lol.. went to see the pics of the food in shilin market in taiwan.. my god lo.. so much of it.. all looks so delicious.. if i go there i tink i go there eat will eat like siao.. 1 hand eat 1 hand shopping lol..
reach home at ard 7pm.. cos my dad nv slp at all.. he wana go home slp.. he ytd midnite leg pain.. so wasnt able to slp.. he tot is his sickness.. bt end up the doc say is cos he hurt his legs.. tink is cos sat he do work till injured it de ba.. reach home i continue search abt Taiwan again.. den 8pm watch superband while eating dinner while searching for info abt hotel in taipei.. my mum watch the superband got super lots to say de sia.. keep sayin which clothes de style they wore b4.. den say what the tune they sing which part feng feifei or liu wen zheng sing is what type de.. zzz.. i told my mum go taiwan mus wear nice nice.. cos hor.. taiwan ppl all wear very nice de sia.. tink i go xi men ding i will "zhi bei" liao lo.. cos sure alot chio and pretty de gers there walking ard.. cfm i go there sure see and see.. keep thinking how i wish i was them lol.. bt nvm.. i go there go buy clothes oso.. den can wear nice nice oso.. bt dunno got my size or not sia.. lol.. tink sld be got ba.. unless for those oni for S/M den might not be able.. still got 1mth.. lol.. can slim till how much jiu how much ba.. lol.. cannt help oso.. now 55kg.. aiming 53kg.. hope can reach.. lol.. i planned my money.. tink i will ned ard SGD $2000 for tis taiwan trip lol.. SGD $1000 for air ticket and hotel.. the $1000 is for my shopping and eating.. i go there wana "mai dong xi chi dong xi" LOL..
den at ard 11pm lidat.. was tokin to wendy.. den wendy tell me abt tis guy tht seems to be like her.. bt then he kinda control her life even they not together yet.. and wendy although got abit feeling.. bt then she dun like to be control.. so she dunno what to do.. den come tell me and ask me how.. den i ask her to add him in.. let me see what type person is he.. hmms.. tok to him abit in msn.. while wendy went bathe.. overall quite ok ba.. he tell me he dunno how to hong her whn she's sad or what.. he dunno how to say sweet wrds all tht de.. den i tell him.. not every relationship needs sweet wrds... not every relationship requires alot romantic.. is depend on communication and understanding the most.. long term relationship isnt easy.. so if he really wants.. he sld slowly understand wendy 1st.. dun be too rush.. i learnt alot lessons liaos.. den tell him whn he tinks wendy is really the one.. and he knows alot abt her.. den slowly let her noe abt the feeling he hab to her.. if she show interest oso.. and both of u all know each other's character.. at least wun quarrel tht much.. romantic.. mayb long long time awhile ba.. sometimes jus by eating maggi mee at a normal place.. as long with the loved one.. also can be quite sweet de.. so ask him dun tink too much for now.. let it develop naturally.. i noe her for 6yrs liaos.. i noe her pattern quite well lol.. she's my favourite jie mei lehs...
cos i oso noe wendy de pattern lol.. her character is harder than me to handle.. and thts why she doesnt being in love tht much b4.. did try once helpin her to find a quite gd de guy.. end up she awhile rejected tht person liaos.. last time de her used to be so fragile... alot of things she will easily get sad and depressed for it.. bt now de her.. look so strong liaos.. tink mayb she work alot different jobs.. plus her family environment and her frds ard her.. she got stronger liaos.. now de her no ned depend on me like last time liaos.. end up i somemore tio say by her in msn today.. she say i too xin ruan sometimes liaos.. end up always wana help or save ppl.. bt then end up will bcome a cruel matter happened to me.. thts y always let ppl bully all tht.. and she say they all always worried abt me when they heard something happened to me... i tell her ppl sayin me too cruel den u say me too xin ruan.. lol.. she noes my pattern the most cos she was always being wif me no matter what happened to me since sec 2.. all my relationships and problems she all noes.. bt she still the same now.. whn i feel like cryin and i ned a shoulder for me.. she will be there.. whn i ned some corner to hide to bcome the weak me.. she oso will be there.. whn i ned a shelter to stay at.. she oso will be there.. 6years liaos sia.. happi to noe her and happi to hab her as my jie mei.. will nv ever wana 4get her.. although she always beat me or tickle me or torture me.. bt then is all for fun.. we 4 jie mei together for 6yrs liaos.. happi to drop to Sec 2 NA and hab u all as frds.. if i nv drop to NA.. and stay at Express.. i dunno will i be able to noe u all or not liaos.. so although drop to NA my parents wasnt happi of it.. and i oso not really happi at 1st.. bt now i tink is good de..
wendy nxt wk bdae liaos.. dunno whn goin to help her celebrate.. wun be able to make it for her actual day.. and need to see annie and feli de schedule oso.. we 4 hab been so busy till we nv meet up as 4ppl outing for very long liaos... now de me is free from relationships and studies.. so i told wendy except for her actual day.. and the weekdays morning till evening whn im working.. the rest of the time she choose hao le.. no matter what date i will make sure im there.. lol.. she's the biggest during tht day.. so i wun reject lol..
awhile later tht guy asked me.. what sld he do now.. den i say of cos is slowly go understand and find out what type of girls is wendy.. her character all tht u mus be able to handle.. if not how u maintain the relationship nxt time.. i oredi learnt my lesson.. so now i will nv ever easily take someone as my bf whn i doesnt really noe the 80% of him.. cos i noe there will nv be a fully 100% real person shown b4 together de.. now de me is jus like walking ard normally nv stop at any place to look or go into any of the place.. concentrate on my taiwan trip and my advance diploma all tht 1st.. if the fated one really appear.. i oso cannt easily jus gib in.. tis time i mus really understand well b4 start any relationship.. the lessons i get is more than enuff liaos.. in a relationship if cannt communicate well at all.. there will be no happiness within the relationship..
at ard 1am lidat.. andy huang tell me in msn tht he went to play maple all tht lol.. maple sia.. cos they opened the new E server world.. he asked me if i wana join him play inside or not cos not much ppl in tht world still.. bt i got sick of maple liaos.. somemore all my characters in aqulia.. if i go E world.. means i got to train again.. last time chiong those characters till i nv slp all tht.. now if chiong again.. i tink i will faint lo.. and start from 0 mesos oso.. lol.. my aqulia account still got abit mesos inside.. last time earn de.. bt then tink jus put there lo.. oso wun disappear unless tio hack.. bt tink nv tio hack ba.. i oso dunno lol.. dunno why if i sell the maple acc tht time i can earn few hundreds dollar de bt i dun wana sell.. almost every game.. or sld say really is every game de character i played b4.. i nv sell it away no matter how much money they can sell at.. lol cos i wana put as a memories for me tht i played tis b4 and hab what kinds of memories inside.. den tok awhile abt maple things.. den andy went slp.. den i search finish the things i oso went to slp liaos..
lalalala~ <3 wendy,annie,feli,jayce aiai,baha,dennis,both andy,darry,shernise,samantha,catherine,qiuyong and lots lots more.. i miss you guys!! meet up soon again kks!!
written at 7:23 PM
Sunday, August 3, 200831/07/2008 - 03/08/2008
31/07/2008 - 01/08/2008
didnt hab much things to say abt thurs.. is a normal working day and at nite stay at home.. keep on choingin my psp Audition game and managed to unlock all the items at 3am lol... den end up my hand pain till very jia lak..
01/08/2008
fri as usual work and work.. at 1st meeting baha and dennis at 8.30pm.. bt cos baha in camp till late.. den end up he ned to be late abit.. i reach there ard 8.30pm.. den smsed they both to ask where are they all.. den baha was on train still.. and dennis at arcade waiting.. i went up to arcade there.. den i sit at the entrance there.. abit strange feeling cos is like very long time ago since we being lidat oni 2 ppl sitting down there.. somemore he is my ex afterall.. dun tok like very weird.. tok oso dunno wana tok what.. lol.. bt lucky finally got abit topic to say den he tok abt his job now den awhile baha reach liaos..
we went to sing KTV till 12plus.. i didnt realise the time pass so fast lidat sia.. i like nv sing much songs oredi finish the session liaos sia.. den after 12plus.. we went to take cab to amk garden mac and use my laptop to xfer psp games from baha psp to my laptop and xfer my games from laptop to baha de psp.. den we played 3 times of audition.. i lost 2 times and win 1 time nia.. lol.. played too much during thurs.. hand still very pain.. den we played awhile DJ Max 2 and realise is quite late le.. den we went off and they both very nice de walk me till my hse there.. thanks u 2 lots ^^ while on the way i ask they both how much we knew each other liaos den ask them what is the difference between 2yrs ago de me and now de me.. end up baha say more money liaos and body size.. zzz.. den i ask him what abt character lehs.. so fast sia.. we knew each other for 2yrs plus liaos.. with jayce and dennis.. and those maple frds tht i knew last time.. is being so long.. and some of them i still got contact with.. miss the days i able to spend almost everyday together with them with laughters.. now de us.. all work de got work.. study de got study.. some dunno go where liaos.. hais.. lots of things happened in between bt then after 2yrs we still got contact.. although at 1st not noe each other at real life bt inside a game.. bt we can bcome like close frds lidat.. is a kind of a fate lol.. although i lidat say might be abit rou ma.. bt then still got to say.. if dun hab them.. i oso dunno now de me will be able to be still lidat ma.. without them accompany tis 2yrs.. i dunno how's my life gona be liaos.. with my jayce aiai de care and concern.. and baha tis buddy who lives near me with his baha style.. and dennis de ki siao and different character.. those days tht we always spent outside from nite till nxt day morning.. those days we played mahjong at jayce house and baha house.. those days tht we went movies and dinners.. those days tht me and jayce always laugh till cry.. lots and lots.. and of cos.. understand each other.. tht makes us able to communicate well and oso able to be there for each other if 1 of them needs help.. lol i tink alot of all tis sia.. cos tinking among all my frds.. the most close to me de is jayce,baha,dennis and some of my maple frds and oso my sec sch jie meis and darlings.. primary sch de sch frds although nv see them for few yrs liaos.. bt i noe they still remember me.. which i so guilty abt it.. cos whenever they hab gathering.. i failed to turn up even though they asked me to go.. hais.. anyways after tht after i reach home they both went off and i smsed baha to say thanks to they both den baha say dennis went off suddenly and put him alone there.. lol.. psps.. if not for me u go home from amk mac will be much faster >.< den after i reach home.. after i get changed all tht.. den i played the psp again.. till ard 5am plus den i fell aslp..
02/08/2008
sat was a boring day for me.. being slping till 10am plus.. den got woke up suddenly by a nite mare.. den use awhile com and went back to slp at ard 11am.. den slp all the way till 3pm plus den play com till ard 6pm plus.. den i realise my mum habent call back.. i tot she dunno tht im at home.. den i called her and tell her i super hungry.. cos i habent been eating since fri nite.. den she came back at ard 9pm with the meatball beehoon soup tht i want.. is being so long since i ate the whole bowl of bee hoon soup.. guess too hungry liaos.. lol.. den i went to bathe at ard 10plus and ard 12plus tht time i tried out our hse de new massage chair from OSIM.. i sit down there playin psp while massaging.. the pain is very de wohoo! although at 1st is pain.. bt then after tht is very nice feeling liaos.. like my back pain all tht suddenly evaporated lidat lol.. den i went back to my room and play awhile psp den watch awhile show den find handphone themes for both of my fone den went to slp..
03/08/2008
sunday.. as usual woke up at 7.30am.. so tired sia.. helped my mum to faster put themes to her fone oso and went back to msia.. den we ate dim sum as breakfast.. i eat here n there.. bt still eat abit nia of cos.. den ate 1/3 of a small bowl of porridge.. den while eating.. i saw a uncle who is handicapped.. left oni 1 leg.. goin ard with a bowl hope for ppl to gib him abit money.. i was tempted to gib him RM5 de.. but then i dun hab small notes.. den end up my mum and aunt say me.. no ned gib so much de.. cos alot ppl will gib de even all is abit nia.. add up oso got quite alot le.. bt i still tink they all very kelian lehs.. if 30yrs old lidat i become like him lidat.. i dunno what i will bcome.. my mum say actually they all can work still de.. cos got hands still.. bt then with oni 1 leg.. how to work easily.. oni can do those office work.. factory packing work.. or the worst is sell things like newspaper.. sit there oni lidat.. bt not everyone in tis world will be so nice to employ ppl tht cannt work easily and sometimes ned help still de ma.. hais.. world is real cruel.. things will always go against the dreams tht u used to hab..
den after tht we eat finish.. while on the car.. i asked my whole family.. if i go learn piano can ma.. bt then all say piano is too exp.. learn oso cannt buy piano to home.. no place put plus too exp.. den my aunt say arbo learn those piano tht can buy even at supermarket tht type.. 4get call what name le.. den my sis say guitar oso can.. violin oso can.. hais.. feel so confused sia.. wana learn a type of instrument den can sometimes whn bored.. compose a song to either comfort myself whn im depressed.. or cheer myself up whn im sad or bored.. or describe myself whn im happi.. tis is 1 of my dreams.. bt wun go and make till wana bcome song composer.. cos i noe i dun hab the "tian fen" for it.. although few of my frds say can de.. bt then i still listen to my own song.. even i record it down and listen myself singing.. i oso cant feel alot of the sadness in tht song.. mus improve on it.. and if really wana learn.. mus oso improve more on my chinese.. lol slowly tink abt it and plan abt it ba..
den my mum ask me why i so many dreams and interest 1 lol.. last wk i tell her nxt time after i got my degree i wana go study design to design my own clothes and nxt time if really can.. i can put to sell online or even save money to open a shop of my own to enjoy the life in the future with tis small shop.. bt still tis is very far.. cos i habent even got diploma cert.. mus wait the result.. and oso i habent even take advance diploma lol.. den told her tht my sch nxt batch for advance diploma is ard Nov tis yr.. den see how ba.. see my results 1st.. cannt be so cfm ma..
whn reach grandma house.. realise grandma habent back from clinic.. so we went to shopping centre to buy what we want 1st.. den later no ned go again ma.. den we buy all the things liaos den went back and start our mahjong session.. the weather and the sun is so hot until i headache and my hand de skin colour bcome pink colour liaos sia.. once i under hot weather too long with the hot sun.. i will get dizzy and easily headache.. den end up i keep on mind abt it and oni win 4 or 5 dollar.. den play 2nd round tht time is ard 3pm plus.. the worst hottest weather in tis mth for me sia.. i bth till we shift the table to another side bt still awhile later the sun oso reach tis corner.. i played till my eyes bcome seeing blurry images..
after tht i went to bathe and den took a bowl of soup and drink as dinner.. den my grandpa ask i no ned eat rice 1 mehs.. i tell him i nv eat rice recently liao de.. den they say no wonder i bcome suddenly like lost weight lidat.. jus in 2 mths.. lol.. i lost 10kg and managed to reach my original weight 55 - 56kg liaos.. bt still abit far from my target and my weight is starting to get very slow in goin down liao recently.. cos i hab been eating quite alot compared to starting liaos.. aiming to get to 53kg b4 my bdae.. bt dunno can or not.. since starting to get slow liaos.. got to buy new skirt all tht liaos.. tis yr new yr i buy the skirt which i like it alot de bcome very loose and wear belt oso cannt liaos.. cos the skirt too big den i wear belt will bcome a part of the skirt neds to be folded.. bcome very ugly liaos.. my newbie tee shirts all bcome like last time lidat.. wear le not so tight le.. so happi to see 1 and 1 of my clothes all can wear back.. bt oso those new yrs clothes tht i bought tis yr all cannt wear nice liaos..
reach home at ard 11plus and played awhile psp and tok to andy huang in msn awhile and went to slp..
hais.. dunno why suddenly feel like if time can go back to few yrs ago jiu hao liaos.. although i dun hab much money tht time, always gana bluffed by ppl, slack all day long and nv study at all, a terrible ger who oni noe how to enjoy.. bt now de me.. even though all tis has changed.. why out of a sudden i dun feel like im happi anymore.. den i realise is cos last time de me.. nv ever think of anything.. nothin really matters me alot.. bt as we grow up.. problems will slowly 1 by 1 come out.. my problems might not be a big matter.. sometimes i jus wish tht i got a thing to be able to jus wash off the problems tht i dun wish to hab.. bt life wun always work jus the same as u wan them to be.. nvm.. gona go thru it to get it as a energy to work even better for future life.. nothing is impossible.. JiaYou To aLL MY FRDS AND ME!!!
didnt hab much things to say abt thurs.. is a normal working day and at nite stay at home.. keep on choingin my psp Audition game and managed to unlock all the items at 3am lol... den end up my hand pain till very jia lak..
01/08/2008
fri as usual work and work.. at 1st meeting baha and dennis at 8.30pm.. bt cos baha in camp till late.. den end up he ned to be late abit.. i reach there ard 8.30pm.. den smsed they both to ask where are they all.. den baha was on train still.. and dennis at arcade waiting.. i went up to arcade there.. den i sit at the entrance there.. abit strange feeling cos is like very long time ago since we being lidat oni 2 ppl sitting down there.. somemore he is my ex afterall.. dun tok like very weird.. tok oso dunno wana tok what.. lol.. bt lucky finally got abit topic to say den he tok abt his job now den awhile baha reach liaos..
we went to sing KTV till 12plus.. i didnt realise the time pass so fast lidat sia.. i like nv sing much songs oredi finish the session liaos sia.. den after 12plus.. we went to take cab to amk garden mac and use my laptop to xfer psp games from baha psp to my laptop and xfer my games from laptop to baha de psp.. den we played 3 times of audition.. i lost 2 times and win 1 time nia.. lol.. played too much during thurs.. hand still very pain.. den we played awhile DJ Max 2 and realise is quite late le.. den we went off and they both very nice de walk me till my hse there.. thanks u 2 lots ^^ while on the way i ask they both how much we knew each other liaos den ask them what is the difference between 2yrs ago de me and now de me.. end up baha say more money liaos and body size.. zzz.. den i ask him what abt character lehs.. so fast sia.. we knew each other for 2yrs plus liaos.. with jayce and dennis.. and those maple frds tht i knew last time.. is being so long.. and some of them i still got contact with.. miss the days i able to spend almost everyday together with them with laughters.. now de us.. all work de got work.. study de got study.. some dunno go where liaos.. hais.. lots of things happened in between bt then after 2yrs we still got contact.. although at 1st not noe each other at real life bt inside a game.. bt we can bcome like close frds lidat.. is a kind of a fate lol.. although i lidat say might be abit rou ma.. bt then still got to say.. if dun hab them.. i oso dunno now de me will be able to be still lidat ma.. without them accompany tis 2yrs.. i dunno how's my life gona be liaos.. with my jayce aiai de care and concern.. and baha tis buddy who lives near me with his baha style.. and dennis de ki siao and different character.. those days tht we always spent outside from nite till nxt day morning.. those days we played mahjong at jayce house and baha house.. those days tht we went movies and dinners.. those days tht me and jayce always laugh till cry.. lots and lots.. and of cos.. understand each other.. tht makes us able to communicate well and oso able to be there for each other if 1 of them needs help.. lol i tink alot of all tis sia.. cos tinking among all my frds.. the most close to me de is jayce,baha,dennis and some of my maple frds and oso my sec sch jie meis and darlings.. primary sch de sch frds although nv see them for few yrs liaos.. bt i noe they still remember me.. which i so guilty abt it.. cos whenever they hab gathering.. i failed to turn up even though they asked me to go.. hais.. anyways after tht after i reach home they both went off and i smsed baha to say thanks to they both den baha say dennis went off suddenly and put him alone there.. lol.. psps.. if not for me u go home from amk mac will be much faster >.< den after i reach home.. after i get changed all tht.. den i played the psp again.. till ard 5am plus den i fell aslp..
02/08/2008
sat was a boring day for me.. being slping till 10am plus.. den got woke up suddenly by a nite mare.. den use awhile com and went back to slp at ard 11am.. den slp all the way till 3pm plus den play com till ard 6pm plus.. den i realise my mum habent call back.. i tot she dunno tht im at home.. den i called her and tell her i super hungry.. cos i habent been eating since fri nite.. den she came back at ard 9pm with the meatball beehoon soup tht i want.. is being so long since i ate the whole bowl of bee hoon soup.. guess too hungry liaos.. lol.. den i went to bathe at ard 10plus and ard 12plus tht time i tried out our hse de new massage chair from OSIM.. i sit down there playin psp while massaging.. the pain is very de wohoo! although at 1st is pain.. bt then after tht is very nice feeling liaos.. like my back pain all tht suddenly evaporated lidat lol.. den i went back to my room and play awhile psp den watch awhile show den find handphone themes for both of my fone den went to slp..
03/08/2008
sunday.. as usual woke up at 7.30am.. so tired sia.. helped my mum to faster put themes to her fone oso and went back to msia.. den we ate dim sum as breakfast.. i eat here n there.. bt still eat abit nia of cos.. den ate 1/3 of a small bowl of porridge.. den while eating.. i saw a uncle who is handicapped.. left oni 1 leg.. goin ard with a bowl hope for ppl to gib him abit money.. i was tempted to gib him RM5 de.. but then i dun hab small notes.. den end up my mum and aunt say me.. no ned gib so much de.. cos alot ppl will gib de even all is abit nia.. add up oso got quite alot le.. bt i still tink they all very kelian lehs.. if 30yrs old lidat i become like him lidat.. i dunno what i will bcome.. my mum say actually they all can work still de.. cos got hands still.. bt then with oni 1 leg.. how to work easily.. oni can do those office work.. factory packing work.. or the worst is sell things like newspaper.. sit there oni lidat.. bt not everyone in tis world will be so nice to employ ppl tht cannt work easily and sometimes ned help still de ma.. hais.. world is real cruel.. things will always go against the dreams tht u used to hab..
den after tht we eat finish.. while on the car.. i asked my whole family.. if i go learn piano can ma.. bt then all say piano is too exp.. learn oso cannt buy piano to home.. no place put plus too exp.. den my aunt say arbo learn those piano tht can buy even at supermarket tht type.. 4get call what name le.. den my sis say guitar oso can.. violin oso can.. hais.. feel so confused sia.. wana learn a type of instrument den can sometimes whn bored.. compose a song to either comfort myself whn im depressed.. or cheer myself up whn im sad or bored.. or describe myself whn im happi.. tis is 1 of my dreams.. bt wun go and make till wana bcome song composer.. cos i noe i dun hab the "tian fen" for it.. although few of my frds say can de.. bt then i still listen to my own song.. even i record it down and listen myself singing.. i oso cant feel alot of the sadness in tht song.. mus improve on it.. and if really wana learn.. mus oso improve more on my chinese.. lol slowly tink abt it and plan abt it ba..
den my mum ask me why i so many dreams and interest 1 lol.. last wk i tell her nxt time after i got my degree i wana go study design to design my own clothes and nxt time if really can.. i can put to sell online or even save money to open a shop of my own to enjoy the life in the future with tis small shop.. bt still tis is very far.. cos i habent even got diploma cert.. mus wait the result.. and oso i habent even take advance diploma lol.. den told her tht my sch nxt batch for advance diploma is ard Nov tis yr.. den see how ba.. see my results 1st.. cannt be so cfm ma..
whn reach grandma house.. realise grandma habent back from clinic.. so we went to shopping centre to buy what we want 1st.. den later no ned go again ma.. den we buy all the things liaos den went back and start our mahjong session.. the weather and the sun is so hot until i headache and my hand de skin colour bcome pink colour liaos sia.. once i under hot weather too long with the hot sun.. i will get dizzy and easily headache.. den end up i keep on mind abt it and oni win 4 or 5 dollar.. den play 2nd round tht time is ard 3pm plus.. the worst hottest weather in tis mth for me sia.. i bth till we shift the table to another side bt still awhile later the sun oso reach tis corner.. i played till my eyes bcome seeing blurry images..
after tht i went to bathe and den took a bowl of soup and drink as dinner.. den my grandpa ask i no ned eat rice 1 mehs.. i tell him i nv eat rice recently liao de.. den they say no wonder i bcome suddenly like lost weight lidat.. jus in 2 mths.. lol.. i lost 10kg and managed to reach my original weight 55 - 56kg liaos.. bt still abit far from my target and my weight is starting to get very slow in goin down liao recently.. cos i hab been eating quite alot compared to starting liaos.. aiming to get to 53kg b4 my bdae.. bt dunno can or not.. since starting to get slow liaos.. got to buy new skirt all tht liaos.. tis yr new yr i buy the skirt which i like it alot de bcome very loose and wear belt oso cannt liaos.. cos the skirt too big den i wear belt will bcome a part of the skirt neds to be folded.. bcome very ugly liaos.. my newbie tee shirts all bcome like last time lidat.. wear le not so tight le.. so happi to see 1 and 1 of my clothes all can wear back.. bt oso those new yrs clothes tht i bought tis yr all cannt wear nice liaos..
reach home at ard 11plus and played awhile psp and tok to andy huang in msn awhile and went to slp..
hais.. dunno why suddenly feel like if time can go back to few yrs ago jiu hao liaos.. although i dun hab much money tht time, always gana bluffed by ppl, slack all day long and nv study at all, a terrible ger who oni noe how to enjoy.. bt now de me.. even though all tis has changed.. why out of a sudden i dun feel like im happi anymore.. den i realise is cos last time de me.. nv ever think of anything.. nothin really matters me alot.. bt as we grow up.. problems will slowly 1 by 1 come out.. my problems might not be a big matter.. sometimes i jus wish tht i got a thing to be able to jus wash off the problems tht i dun wish to hab.. bt life wun always work jus the same as u wan them to be.. nvm.. gona go thru it to get it as a energy to work even better for future life.. nothing is impossible.. JiaYou To aLL MY FRDS AND ME!!!
written at 6:30 PM
