monday is always a super boring day for me..

morning as usual come to office.. start to do finish all the work.. cos not much work to do today.. i finished it at ard 2plus.. and started to be so bored.. and keep disturbing ppl in msn and playing with frdster and finding new animes to watch.. watched quite alot nice animes which is not popular de..

at 1st planning to go tampines and meet andy huang after work de.. since nth much to do oso.. den suddenly he say he ned to fetch his mum from work lata.. so cannt liaos.. den end up nv go le norhs..

my dad as usual drive me home at ard 7.30pm.. and whn reach amk jus nice start to rain heavily.. den my dad put me down at 354 there.. hais.. boring day..

den i went home.. decided tht i dun wana be tht boring for even monday nite.. so i went home and like crapping wif family like madness.. den 8pm i change the TV channel to Ch U and force whole family to watch together wif me.. while watching i was eating my mushroom soup + braised egg... den i tinking since is singing show.. plus i 1st time see for tis seaon de superband.. kinda excited if there is any power singers tht will attract my attention or not.. den end up.. all 8 grps i heard le i wana faint.. hmms.. tink not yet behind behind.. they dunno how to reli power themselves on the stage there.. none of the grp reli let me tink tht i wana listen to them sing again.. and the judge result is so strange lidat.. nvm abt it.. 11.30 result i oso wun go watch le..

den after superband.. we change back to ch 55 and watch the hong kong series again.. recently i got addicted to all this hong kong series.. is real real nice.. they are so real tht i can imagine it as a real family situation.. 10pm we change back to Ch U cos i wana watch the lawyer de hong kong series.. i noe is old de.. bt then whn last time they showed tis show.. i tink i was always outside.. now finally can watch liaos.. again is a show tht makes me imagine is a real family situation..

11pm we changed to Ch 255 to watch the 3hrs delay show.. which is suppose to show at 8pm at ch 55 de.. cos we watching superband and we skipped tis.. but able to watch at 11pm.. tis is a very nice show but cannt b real family situation lol.. cos is a ancient type shows which is all able feng shui all tht how to change ppl's fate and takes ppl's life jus for wealth..

my sis was playing the war game whn we were watching the 11pm show.. cos we both cannt pass the stage.. end up my sis play very long till finally halfway..

12am i watched the Ch 56 "wan quan yu le".. their section the kuso 1.. is so funny lo.. until i laugh till bth.. 1 example is a amercian or somewhere de ppl.. drive to the mac drive through wana order things.. den whn the mac person asked what he wants.. he started his rap.. he rap until i cannt even hear what he say even though i can see the subtitle.. den the mac person blur and asked him can repeat the things slower or not.. den whn he repeat slower tis time.. he still open a backgrd music there and rap there yet the person still cannt understand.. funny sia.. imagine is spore got ppl lidat do to the mac drive thru there.. tink traffic jam at the drive thru there liaos.. cos the person sure cannt take order wif the rap de lol.. laugh till i mad..

den 12.30am my sis went to slp and i started playin the war game.. i oso the same stage but nv start yet.. so i started it and finally i won it at ard 1hr plus of suffering..

1am i watched the ch 255 again.. tis time is oso abt ancient ppl who live on the desert last time.. in a small village how the bad guys all tht did those cruel things jus for more money and more fame.. watched all the way till 3am.. i bth dizzy.. den go back to my room and open air con.. but was watching abit of taiwan series on youtube.. i started to watch the "ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni" the 1st episode is so funny.. tht ger is jus so stupid.. helping ppl do all the things like mad but no ppl actually cared abt her.. but she still always work like mad and keep on waiting for his real prince to appear in front of her..

watched 1st episode and went to slp liaos cos bth.. lol.. quite a boring monday wif lots of different types of shows to entertain me ba..

woot~ tis sunday was kinda happi family day~ hehes..

woke up at ard 12pm cos goin out soon~

den i end up walk here n there.. and find the "tights"

and finally~ i found it.. so decided to wear my new dress.. took 2 pics of the new dress on me de.. but 1 wasnt tht nice and 1 i accidently deleted.. so too bad.. will try take again nxt time lol..

went off from house at ard 2plus.. den dad went to macpherson there to take his chinese medicine 1st.. den we went to jurong IMM..

going IMM was my idea at 1st cos was tinking quite big and quite alot different shops.. plus got daiso..

at ard 3pm we reach IMM.. the car park was so full.. end up got to wait awhile and parked at quite high level oso.. we went to eat lunch 1st cos habent eat and whole family was hungry liaos.. so we decided to go and eat at Crystal Jade since we got a 20 dollar voucher for the place.. den end up we ate till ard 80 plus.. lol.. my mum say why so exp de.. we jus ordered 1 fried rice, 1 la mian, 1 chicken and 1 coconut soup.. for soup and dessert got barley, pomelo chestnut sago, "gui ling gao".. the reason why so exp is cos the fried rice me and my sis shared.. is exp de.. got alot things fresh and exp de inside.. den the coconut soup oso.. so end up very exp lol..

den after lunch.. we started to walk round and round starting from 1st floor.. at 1st floor i bought 1 pair of shoes again.. is a silver color de.. lol.. recently buying more n more shoes lol.. cos GSS and yet i dun wana buy much clothes.. cos wasnt reaching my target weight and size soon yet.. we oso watched ppl playing the NETS grab cash or instant dip de game.. as long use NETS pay $100 in a single receipt in any of the shops in IMM.. get to choose either 1 chance to play the grab cash or 1 chance of the instant dip.. grab cash is u go into the box.. den they will start the air inside den the papers will fly ard and u got to grab as much as u can den after the air stops.. the worker will take a dustbin bin lidat de thing and ask u to put inside.. the paper might not be all sure hab money 1.. some is jus normal decoration paper.. i saw ppl took half bin lidat end up oni got $2.. lol.. den instant dip is a better choice for me i tink.. highest price is $5000 cash.. 2nd is PS3.. but i noe not so easy de la.. but they lousiest de oso got movie voucher or coffee voucher.. wasnt tht bad ba.. but oso not all is cfm win.. if u took the white ball means dun hab.. lol.. den my whole family tink dun risk better..

we start to went to 2nd floor to walk ard.. and we went to OSIM.. yes OSIM again lol.. tis time round.. not any small massage system tht we planning to buy anymore.. we are getting ourself a massage chair soon!!!! woot!! nxt time i can jus sit there and relax watch TV and play com liaos.. lol.. whole body massage!! if i got lots of money i will buy the $8888 de lol!!! the salesman say is like a spa lidat de feeling sia.. i see liaos oso feel like very nice lidat.. but too exp.. so too bad lol..

3rd floor finally we reached DAISO.. we are so so so addicted to DAISO.. we actually can walked in a small DAISO for 1hr plus sia.. why we walked so long lehs?? cos we walked thru every single section and nv stop looking at everything.. lots of super cute and interesting items sia.. end up we bought 21 items from there total.. i oni got 1 LOL.. cos the rest wasnt totally mine.. i oni bought the put medicine de box which is a star shape de.. pink and is HELLO KITTY.. lol.. bought some things for nails too.. den the rest is home use items..

is ard 8plus whn we came out from DAISO.. and was tinking we sld eat abit or else later late nite will super hungry.. so we went to food court and tink for quite long abt what sld we eat.. lol.. i all the while decided i want eat yong tau foo soup.. since is not reli tht fattening and is wif different favour de vegetables and meat.. end up wasnt reli left alot things.. grabbed 8 pieces lidat and there goes $4 lol.. den my sis bought pig organ soup wifout rice.. den my dad bought chay kway teow shared wif my mum.. den oso 1 red & green bean ice kachang shared among whole family..

after eating.. is goin to be 9pm.. we are super duper tired.. especially i wore wrong shoe tht my legs are starting to pain.. and we reached home at ard 9plus.. was quite a happy family shopping day on tis day.. very long nv shop so long wif my parents in Singapore liaos.. now almost all sundays able to accompany family ard.. was kinda fun too..

after back.. den whn both me and sis oredi took our bathe.. we did a funny thing.. cos we bought a milk foot spa thing.. den we decided to use it since our legs are tired from the shopping.. whn i try it.. the 1st touch is hot.. bt is kinda nice whn u dun move ur legs after putting in.. and soon the water wasnt tht hot.. i was playin wif it like foots swimming in the water lidat.. den ard 30mins den took out the legs and soak into cold ice water for awhile.. woot.. was a super nice feeling and at 1st took out my leg different color totally sia.. and smell like a "milky" legs LOL.. and was very smooth sia.. woot.. will try tht once a week lidat~

in msn awhile and playd the war game awhile and listened to some old chinese songs and watched TV oso.. was quite interested in 1 taiwan drama shows.. tink will watch it soon.. sleeped at ard 3plus to 4am lidat..

woke up at ard 11plus.. put alot of alarms to wake me up at ard 10plus de.. but dunno y still cannt woke up.. lol..

den went in msn awhile.. den go bathe and oso eat maggi mee.. shared wif sis..

den ard 2pm start to make up.. i was tryin out some new things den make until ard 4pm.. lol.. den i booked ticket online oso cos will b watching "wanted" at 11.40pm wif vin..

went to ktv wif sis and sing till 8pm.. den we went to cafe cartel to eat.. ordered a chef sandwich to share together and oso 1 soup..

den after tht is ard 10 le.. den i wanted to go arcade.. played mario alot times.. finally changed my rank for mario lol.. i like my sis de rank.. darkness queen.. so nice.. mine is jus a NightLifeLeader.. den i played 8 times.. and finally got a DarknessStar.. at least better than nth lol.. i found out tht i didnt lose any matches since started to play.. den saw my sis cant pass the turning.. lol.. i was teaching her the tactic and angle to turn.. although she played more.. and more coins than me.. but cos she started playin at easy mode 1st.. den i didnt.. i straight went to normal mode.. so i lesser coin but i past her stage liaos.. cos she at middle de stage.. i oredi at the 2nd last world le..

stopped playin at 11.12 cos i suppose to me vin at amk hub at 11.20.. reached amk hub at 11.25.. met vin at cinema outside.. i took the ticket tht i booked and we queue up to buy drink.. i ordered ice lemon tea and vin is coke... den watched the wanted till ard 1.30.. not bad but is abit too kua zhang.. and i love the red car tht the woman drive whn "rescuing" the male lead.. den abit down abt their ending.. gave me a thinking like.. in front so nice so nice.. was kinda exciting of it.. den ending like killed the main person so easily and funny.. was expecting a fierce fight from it.. but overall still nice cos got abit of laughter and abit of excitment.. walked home as usual and oso as usual talked wif vin abt games again.. was talking abt racing game cos i was toking abt the car.. im a fan of cars lol.... till reach my hse downstairs den we stopped..

was tired now lol.. was kinda angry earlier in the afternoon.. cos was tinking wear my another new dress de... but i cant find the "tights" or something.. lol dunno how to spell.. end up got to wear the dress which i wore last sunday de..... bt nvm ba lol.. since i like tht dress oso..

got to go rest abit liaos.. family day for tis sunday =D

fri was whole day in office rushing like mad for assignment.. cos fri is the last day.. or else got to deduct mark..



till 6pm i finally finished it.. although it might not b the best bt i lazy to change anymore... did some stupid decoration for the report although actually doesnt need it..



den helped andy lee wif some of his assignment cos he done it wrong totally..



reach sch ard 7.30pm.. and jus nice andy huang called.. asking me where m i.. den he was asking me to go to sch's library help him print his assignment.. whn i was walking towards it.. i saw 1 of my classmate.. and i tot he was slacking there at canteen.. end up he called me and tell me.. the lecturer went off liaos.. den i was like " har?? y no ppl called me to tell me 1.. " he say the lecturer teach for ard 15mins and suddenly his fone rang and was told tht his mother-in-law died.. den they say assignment nxt wk den hand up.. zz.. i rush like mad for 2 days wifout much slp and end up is lidat.. lucky for the 2 andy lo.. cos they both 1 done wrong 1 done halfway..



den i called the 2 andy to tell them abt the class cancelled.. andy lee reached sch whn i call him.. den andy huang say he come fetch me and find some place for dinner.. since nth much to do and is early.. he say he reach at ard 40min.. so me and andy lee talked in the canteen..



whn andy huang reached.. i asked him to mayb ask andy huang to gib him a ride to any mrt station lo.. since the sch bus will b available oni at 8.45.. den end up we asked him if he wana join for dinner oso or not.. we end up cannt make up a fast decision for dinner place.. and we end up turning ard at the old holland village road.. saw lots of beautiful house.. cos i was making fun whn andy drive thru a road which hab full of big houses.. den he ask me wher to go.. i tell him see houses lo.. lol..



finally we decided on a place.. was the wakaru again.. lol.. there de things reli nice to eat.. bt then i was habing diet.. i was kinda sad whn i tinking i cant eat much.. den whn we went in.. we chose to sit outside.. den andy huang see in front of me and andy lee sit beside me.. den we ordered 3 ice green tea.. but end up dunno y came 2 cold and 1 hot.. den andy huang didnt see the hot 1.. and he accidently hit tio the cold 1 den the hot 1 dropped and the hot green tea all splash onto my legs.. i was like super slow reaction.. the green tea was all over my legs and the floor den i shout abit cos start to hot.. lol.. but is ok.. cos wasnt tht hot.. and didnt reli hurt my leg too much.. but was playin wif andy huang and keep sayin i noe he hates me alot tht day.. lol.. den end up i ordered 1 chawanmushi and 1 salmon sushi.. was tinking lidat sld be ok for dinner.. den end up andy huang ordered a main course which is make of udon+cheese+cream sauce.. den i was like oh my god.... cos he noe i like cheese super lots.. den he wana force me to eat tht... den lucky end up i managed to argue till ask him eat half of it oso.. but was tinking jia lak.. cfm fat.. lol.. but aiya nvm lo.. den andy huang say he treat us cos he got something on later den he ned to put us at pasir ris to take cab home.. we walked past abit of the beach cos need to go 7-11.. the breeze is so nice and is jus a comfortable feeling to me..



we went to pasir ris and andy huang drop us at 1 of the bus stop and we took cab back.. all the while on the car i was tryin to rest abit cos nv slp much for 2 days.. den reach home awhile later fell aslp liaos.. cos need to wake up early the nxt day to go out..

actually not reli much to say for tis few days since is jus study and doin assignment..

tues i study BA till 2am plus den slp.. cos wed i got BA test..

den wed nite reach sch at 7.30pm.. tis teacher dunno isit tht he nv realise alot ppl is always late de.. den he go and start the test at 7.15pm.. i took so many module 1st time class test is start b4 break time 1 lo.. den end up heng i still got enuff time to do.. sld be able to pass..

after break time, i change place to sit wif qiuyong behind catherine.. we was talking abt assignment thing and i realise we 3 all nv start at all.. LOL.. left 2 days and we nv start at all... means we gona be rushing like mad for tis 2 days.. and ya.. till now ( fri morning ) i still left quite abit.. will be rushing later.. anyways.. after class.. tht guy ( i 4get name again -.- ) drive me till my hse there.. thanks arh.. lol.. actually wasnt reli close wif him.. actually nv tok much b4 lo.. tink less than 20 sentence lol.. but nvm lol.. reach home early is good oso..

thurs oso nth much ba.. at 1st andy huang ask me if i wana go out and do the assignment together or not.. cos i realise we are doing the same part at the same time.. but my time wasnt stable so i told him nvm ba.. den i reach home ard 8plus to 9pm.. while watching TV at living room.. i was doin my assignment.. realise recently i like watching the hong kong series from 8pm - 11pm de.. but due to my work all tht.. usually i watch the 3hrs delay de.. cos is Starhub cabal TV.. den was toking in msn wif andy and oso samantha.. realise almost all of my MDIS frd is online in msn.. cos the nxt day is the due date of assignment LOL all rushing like mad.. anyways.. got abit of a conflict wif tht guy again.. cos he tell me a strange thing.. which i at 1st nv tink tht much.. but nv thought tht it was the person tht he told me.. even if reli was tht ger who wrote tht.. i wasnt angry at all.. i jus wana noe who is the person.. i nv tink tht the sentence can make me into any trouble.. since im single and available.. those who read my blog sld be my frds.. who can noe my everything by jus asking me straight.. all sld noe im single now.. so tht sentence doesnt harm me much.. although will be abit sorry to the real person of tht name.. he has a gd gf wif him now and he's trying his best for his relationship and dunno y got tis kind of things happened.. nv told him since he doesnt hab my new blog address.. ok back to topic.. tht guy say i will sabo him if i go ask the truth from the girl.. u told me such a sentence tht got so many ??? within it.. if i dun ask.. how i noe why she wana do tht if really is she lehs.. im not angry at all wif her so i wun even quarrel wif her for tis.. cos is jus a small matter..

fri morning reach office.. whn i do my daily check on email.. realise got 3 email.. 1 is my assignment de.. 2 is frm tht guy.. 1 is his blog de notice again.. another 1 is frdster msg.. read his blog i still okok.. the frdster msg.. i begin to tink.. y cant u jus stay quiet abt all tis kind of things.. do u need to everyday do all tis... if u reli understand my pattern.. u sld noe and realise tht.. the more u say alot times abt tis kind of things.. the more i wun hab any feelings abt it.. u are jus pulling all those feelings off and off everytime u doin it.. the moment i saw the frdster msg title i oredi dun feel well liaos.. is like tinking.. oh man.. not again... den read and read.. realise is kinda same thing again.. den i tot u will write like since u wana sabo me.. den i tink i wun get into ur things again.. den end up.. is jus all those same words.. sometimes i reli can take u as a frd lidat tok.. bt i realise.. whn tht time i nv tok wif u.. u oni noe how to talk back with me.. lidat i feel more better tht i finally got a feeling as finally is back to normal and the situation tht sld be.. den whn i tink tht since u realise the things.. i tok wif u back in msn.. end up all i get de is the starting things again.. all the things is my fault.. if oni tht time whn u oni noe how to say me and talk bad abt me.. i left u and dun tok to u.. tink all tis wont happened liaos.. u sld be hating me alot alot.. and noe like toking to me like nothing happened.. im not the laopo tht u knew last time.. not anymore.. u realise it or not?? i told u no ned to buy anything for me or what.. u can buy for ur meis ur frds all thtt... they did their very best to cheer u up.. pls treat me jus like a normal frd or even a kaki who went to KTV club last time de.. nothing more than tht.. pls treat as i beg u.. jus treat me the way tht i 1st time go KTV outing wif u all.. nothing more than tht.. if u reli can do tis.. i will b alot alot more appreciate it.. really will be alot alot more.. and lidat both of us can live at least more better than now..

monday is really always a boring day to me..

stayed at office till 9pm.. so tired..

afternoon andy huang keep calling me and talk craps.. he mus be very free in office lol..

den all i do in office for today is call to order items and oso to file things and type an invoice..

after tht i watch abit of the anime.. was so bored.. watched D.grayman epi 88 and bleach 175.. both are getting interesting.. cant wait for tis weekend to see the nxt episode..

den tok alot abt assignment and BA test wif andy.. den he say y i last time always emo 1.. now still okok liaos.. lol.. emo means im tinking of somethings or fan abt somethings norhs.. since last time so much things happened... at 1st cannt take it de ma.. but now okok liaos..

heard a story tht 1 of my ex finally found someone he like.. he said is jus dunno y suddenly de.. lol happi for him.. after so long.. finally he got another girl tht he love liaos.. but heard tht his mum doesnt like tht ger.. hmms.. after i heard abt tht ger.. if i was his mum tink i oso will be the same ba.. i go say him stupid go tell his mum so much for what.. tht story of tht ger is a definitely no whn it comes to tell his own mum.. bt i noe his mum quite long.. and his mum like me quite alot.. so i told him to ask his gf to behave more gentle and oso mus tok more wif his mum.. his mum is actually a very cute woman.. she can always gang up wif me last time to bully my ex de.. hope everything is ok for him ba.. since he say finally he can put down everything and take his courage to start tis relationship.. wish you luck ^^ anything which troubles you can try ask me.. if i can help u in tinking i will do it..

baha coming out tis week liaos.. but none of us can match his timing.. so sad.. fri i cannt cos of sch.. sat jayce ned pei bf den dennis cannt take leave.. cannt go sing together liaos.. ned wait the nxt time baha out liaos.. >.<

monday nite i was so tired till i dun wana move much.. sit at living room after dinner and bathe.. and watch tv for till ard 3am.. den i very slpy and slp straight liaos..

thts the boring monday tht i hab at 23/6/2008 ba lol..

3 days nv update again.. cos due to super busy and no time lol..

now in office and is a super bored and tired monday again..

20/06/08

fri as usual did some of the typings den file invoices and quotation and putting in sequence..

den after tht watched some animes.. i watched finish 1 anime in 1 day.. cos is a short one lol..

the name of the anime is "Good Witch Of the West".. whn i 1st saw tis.. i tot is kinda magical type of anime cos of the witch thing.. end up wasnt reli tht "witch".. lol and the kingdom working system is so strange.. but overall not bad still lol..

den at 6plus i reached sch.. was a bored fri.. den i went to the class earlier and start to eat the 3 pieces of bread tht i brought to sch.. 1st piece i ate it at b4 class.. 2nd piece break time and 3rd piece after break time.. today de class so little ppl attend.. i got to help so many ppl sign attendance.. i tink 7ppl i signed.. got samantha, catherine, qiu yong, andy lee, andy huang, darry and jas.. lol.. i sit beside shernise and talked with her abit abt personal things.. lol.. dun tink very far.. cos is jus both of us tokin abt how to protect eye lashes.. cos shernise was a ger who always put fake lashes de.. i told her cannt always put 1.. cos her real eye lashes she say very weak.. now left abit oni liaos..

overall arh.. i still tink normal simple make up can liaos lol.. i told her to try to make up like me lidat can le.. no ned always put fake lashes and eyeshadow all tht de.. can save time oso lol... whole lesson we listening to the lesson.. but yet.. we dunno what he talking abt at all.. above my head always got ??? sign de.. lol.. den aiya sua.. den break time go out the smoking gathering area pei shernise cos she wana smoke 1st.. den got other class de ppl talk to shernise abt BS de things.. so i was telling tht person the teacher is very nice de.. so dun worry too much.. cos she seems so stress at it..

after sch alan say he's goin home so he can gimme a ride back to my hse.. woot i can be back home earlier again.. thanks thanks lol.. den reach home ard 10.15.. den talk wif my sis and watch her play game awhile den i bathe and went into my room and tinking what to wear for sat hehes..

21/06/08

i love tis sat hehes.. cos i will be goin to Orchard far east wif my sis.. 2nd time crazy shopping with my sis.. i woke up ard 12plus.. den i prepare den meet my sis in mrt train.. she joined me in the same train at novena station.. den we went to far east to eat the sakura thai restaurant again.. beef kway teow there is not bad sia.. den ordered 1 tom yum soup oso.. i ate the kway teow although is super nice but i oni ate half plate and gave alot of the meat to sis.. den after tht we start our crazy shopping at ard 3pm.. den we decided frm 4th floor we walk whole round den slowly continue with 3rd 2nd and 1st floor.. i remember i walked till 2nd floor we both oredi so tired and thirsty.. so we went to The Han's and bought drinks to drink b4 continue.. at 3rd floor i bought 2 pairs of shoes, 1 bag, 2 hairbands, 3 rings.. lol.. was so happi sia.. den i changed abit of my own accessories of my own de wif the new 1.. den we continue again.. on 2nd floor wasnt much to see.. but i bought things too.. i bought 3 necklances, 1 hairband, 1 braclet, 1 ring lol.. den 2nd floor we didnt walked much cos nth much.. we went to the killing 1st floor lol.. but me hai hao ba.. i bought 2 dress type of clothes.. 1 is those type of "pom pom" de dress.. wear liao will bcome abit fatter those types.. but can b wear wif belt de.. but i love the dress.. is cute lol.. den another 1 is bought frm "The Box" is actually a silver and black de shirt which is long de those type.. oso cute pattern de.. hmms.. together i spent ard 70 dollar at 1st floor and total i spent in far east plaza for tis day is $135.. lol.. den our dinner settled at subway and we took cab home at 8plus..

we reached home rest awhile we went to watch movie together wif my sis de bf oso at 12am.. we choose to watch zohan.. den my sis was hungry so she bought a cheese hotdog to eat.. my fav sia.. but i nv eat lol.. cos diet.. the movie is super funny.. i laugh frm beginning to end.. no need to bring brain go oso can.. see the pattern oredi very LOL liaos.. but more funny is the person in front of me.. he everything oso laugh at it.. and is those types tht is super loud and he even got keep clapping de.. even b4 the show starting he oso laugh at those ads.. i keep lookin at my sis and we gave a blur ??? face.. cos we dunno whats for funny abt it lol.. and the show some parts whole cinema nv laugh.. but he laughed so loud and whole cinema like so silent de.. after show my sis bf say tht person english mus be super power.. cos tis show de english is more to middle east type.. so some might not reli understand alot.. and yet he can noe so much and laugh at the things tht we dunno de.. Overall tht show i tink is more for ppl to laugh oni ba.. cos dun tink got human can do all tis things tht he did lol..

went home at ard 2am plus.. was super tired.. and so i login msn frm my own laptop awhile den fell aslp.. cos nxt day is goin to msia..

22/06/08

sunday early in the morning we are goin to msia.. my mum woke me up late den end up i was abit slow till it rains quite big lol.. and my aunt and uncle was waiting so kelian at ave 10 under the bridge.. den we reach msia at ard 9am plus den we ate "dim sum" as breakfast.. long time nv went there to eat le sia.. we reach my grandma hse awhile den we start to play mahjong again.. frm ard 11am we played till 2pm.. at 1st 2 rounds i was so sians there.. den keep yawning cos nv slp much.. den i keep losing and losing.. till 3rd round i bth.. i took my hp out and listen to music.. abit awake and alert abt the mahjong liaos.. den finally won back the money i lost and oso won quite abit.. den we went to eat abit lunch den went shopping at jusco.. we bought a secret recipe cake for grandpa as late Father's day cake.. den bought lots of different drinks to bring back to spore.. example of the drink is marigold yoghurt drink, dutchlady yoghurt drink, lemon soda drink, yakult, HL milk, coffee.. plus my aunt de.. ppl see the cart sld tink tht we are crazy "drinker" whole cart full of drinks wifout much food lol.. oni got biscuits.. i bought the Maybelline Volume Express Waterproof Hypercurl Mascara.. has being aiming it for quite long and decide to buy since msia is much more cheaper than spore de.. went back home and mahjong again.. tis time is super suay.. all the way not fast enuff to win.. den all play very big de.. end up i lost back $17.. sians 1/2 lol.. but sua liao.. since got win abit in the morning.. den we eat the cake at ard 4plus den we bathe at waited relatives come and we went to eat at restaurant at ard 7pm.. took some pic of myself and my sis.. we ordered a $400plus worth de set.. den for 2 tables.. 9dishes in total.. not bad ba.. but all i oni ate 1 piece or 2 piece except for fish oni lol.. wasnt reli full but not hungry oso.. 1 of my relative say i look like a japanese ger lidat wif the suit i wore.. woot japanese ger.. finally sia.. but dun reli tink so still narh.. in the way i tink nv hit tht standard yet.. but continue jia you hehes.. cos still got 1 more weekend for my sis and myself to crazy shopping b4 we goin to save money for the trip.. oh ya.. my sep macau trip sld be cancelled.. cos i wasnt reli feel like goin there.. macau although i can go casino.. but tink im not to the casino thing ba.. den they wasnt goin to hongkong on the way.. means go macau is jus for casino and eat.. im dieting and i dun reli like casino tht much.. so i dun wana waste.. i changed abit of the plan instead lol.. sep my aunt and uncle still goin macau.. but dunno sis goin or not.. den we planning mid july go genting although again i cannt go to the casino.. but nvm narhs.. was tinking finding frds to join me along.. but dunno how they go.. lol..

reached spore at ard 10plus cos got abit traffic jam.. den i played com for awhile till ard 1am plus i fell aslp.. 4am plus i woke up awhile due to some nitemare.. den 6am i slp back till work time..

boring day again.. sleepy oso.. ned to do abit assignment research later or else i cfm dead by fri..

ok back to work ~.~

woot thurs~ counting down to weekend.. hmms.. tink i will start sayin abt nite time de thing.. cos morning i oredi wrote in the last post and afternoon didnt got much things to do..

at ard 6pm my dad drive me back home cos i ned to go out at ard 7pm ( by right )

den i went home and bathe and touch up make up all tht.. den after tht was tryin to make my hair look nicer since is so messy..

end up i saw vin de msg say he will be late.. so LOL i slowly do my things all tht.. he reach ard 7.30pm.. and i DIDNT notice the time.. and he reached i still at home -.-" den ard 8pm den i reach amk hub and meet him at ichiban sushi cos he chose to eat tht.. i ordered 1 plate of salmon sushi, cheese sandwich, cheese delight, mini chasoba and 1 chawanmushi.. so long nv eat so much during dinner le sia.. but eat till last cheese sandwich and cheese delight abit too full liaos.. den end up i took out the cheese and ham all tht and left the rice there.. den vin ordered the chicken katsu curry i tink.. den after tht bill $32.40.. at 1st vin oredi mention b4 meet tht he treat all the things for tht day.. den i oni play play wif him say lidat arh.. i lend u the cabal alz more den u can treat me more den i save money lo.. den i say i lend u 1 week u treat me every wk 1 movie or dinner.. den he say ok sia.. ok fine.. rich guy LOL.. but whn we took the sushi bill to counter there.. i gei siao say i wan see the bill.. den i secretly took my diners club credit card out cos i saw can use.. den i oredi planned to pay for it de.. cos treat as i treat de hao liaos.. as ur early bdae present LOL.. den he use his wallet and wana "kok" my head.. cos i go bluff him for the bill to gimme.. den after tht we walked to VCD shop den he bought a show called chocolate.. i didnt know was tht thai ger fighting show at 1st.. den after tht he show me den i noe.. i heard chocolate tis name.. at 1st i tot was a romance show or what lo -.-" den after tht we slowly walk up to the cinema there cos since left 15min to the show start..

whn we reach 4th floor.. i smell the smell of popcorn.. but CANT EAT.. sadded.. at 1st wanted to buy drinks.. and we were like so blur at there.. even though im not 1st time to there.. cos at 1st we saw alot ppl at 1st line.. den we line up there cos lesser ppl than the other rows.. den end up is a counter closed lol.. den we go line at another row.. den vin blur go line at the movie ticket oni de place.. which we oni wanted to buy drinks.. so end up we see the cinema open to go in liaos.. den we both tink aiya sua.. dun drink liao.. go in lol.. den we went in and is almost a full house.. we watched the hulk.. hmms.. doesnt seems like a 117min show to me cos quite fast lidat.. show is ok ba.. but abit boring cos not much fighting scene.. but the hulk was so cute whn he look at the female lead.. lol.. tht eyes so cute.. at the ending is an unexpected person came out.. ironman.. hmms.. what he has to do wif hulk? i nv see b4 the story of hulk b4 tis movie.. vin told me mayb got next episode is hulk + iron man.. den i say out something tht even me oso tink is crazy.. i say mayb nxt episode is hulk + ironman = transformer human form.. combine together become hulk wif iron armor suit.. as usual we both cabal freaks.. we was saying tht.. the iron armor suit is + 15 the ultimate de. den plus what and what bla bla bla de..

den the show end at ard 11.40.. den i was tinkin how sld i go home.. den i told vin my hse is jus ard 15min walking distance.. is jus see how i wana go back by.. den he say den lidat he walk wif me till my hse there den he take cab home.. so we walk norhs.. all the way toking abt cabal things.. as the prices begin to start stable abit liaos.. so guess.. hmms... soon not long after.. is time for me to be back to cabal and continue wif my journey inside lol..

den reach home measure weight.. den wash up all tht.. went in msn and my war game again.. den tok wif wenwen and vin oni cos i appear offline.. den i watched finish the anime finally lol.. vin was asking me wats the anime tht i hab been chasing recently till nv go in cabal de.. lol.. i 4get the title.. so i will write here b4 i 4get again hehes.. the anime title is Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha, wif total 3 seasons for it.. was quite a nice anime tht i tink i wun 4get it.. nanoha is so nice and kind and power.. hmms.. gona start a new anime soon.. will choose later lol.. too many pending for me to see.. hmms.. fall aslp as usual in front of the com.. and dunno y i 5am plus woke up and saw vin finding me in msn.. den i reply and he wanted me to login cabal awhile to pass him the thing tht he last time pass to me to keep de.. den i login den pass to him i logout and cont slp again lol.. cos by tht time i logout is oredi 6.15.. left 45min to slp back.. lol..

woke up as usual like a zombie.. measure weight and see tht im the same as ytd weight.. heng tht sushi nv gain me any weight.. den after tht wash up and make up again.. was so tired.. on the way to work got slp abit on car.. den now in office typing wif a slpy face.. gona tahan lol.. today got sch oso.. will be like mad liaos..

ok time to work... *yawn*

wed liaos sia.. hehes today bring new bag to work.. cos nite time got sch.. jus nice tis bag can put in A4 size things oso..

being thru a hmms... bored day at work.. tok in mass chats wif viah they all and oso jayce and weiqi.. the rest of the times is file things and oso find items.. went to taiwan websites to shop for comestics.. cos my sis wana buy oso.. so see what i wana buy.. predict im gona broke again soon.. lol.. jus took abit salary den now buy here n there.. still ned to macau at sep and planning for taiwan for nxt yr april.. gona save like crazy liaos..

at 7pm den i left office and go to sch.. lol.. reach sch at ard 7.55.. den saw in the class not much ppl.. den i smsed samantha qiuyong catherine they all.. see whether they inside or not.. end up none reply.. tot of goin canteen sit down 1st den at staircase saw qiuyong liaos.. she late oso lol.. so we went in together.. and i saw oni catherine is inside.. samantha they all not there.. lol.. if nxt week not class test i oso wun go for tht lesson de.. tht teacher will make me laugh like hell..

and so.. i hear abt the test tips all tht.. den after tht whn 8.45 is finally break time.. and i took my 2 pieces of bread to eat as dinner and oso my bottle of hot tea to drink.. lol.. cos i knew i wun hab time to eat dinner at sch de.. predicted i will be late for sure 1.. den while im eating.. i saw the teacher so funny.. he took out frm his bag 1 banana.. den he peel the skin under the table.. den he hide under table there.. den whenever he wan eat he will bend down and eat.. den after tht see back and chew like so nice lidat.. den he keep on doin the same thing.. den i was laughing away cos the pattern whn he eat is so funny.. den qiuyong and me tot mayb he too paiseh to eat in class cos he's the teacher ma.. den end up.. whn he ate finish.. he took the banana skin so high until whole class can see den he walk to the dustbin and throw there.. lol sia..

den after he threw the banana skin.. he look at me den smile to me and ask me.. so far u understand abt tis? den i was like... jia lak what if he ask me to explain to him.. cos i dunno anything lol.. so end up i say okok lo.. abit abit.. will ask u if i dunno.. den he smile to me say ok good.. good girl.. *faint* lol.. so funny lo him.. i keep on laughin non stop cos even he nv do anything much.. as long i saw him i will feel like laughin cos his pattern too cute liaos..

den after break i was all the way nv listen.. and toking wif qiuyong.. i was asking catherine and qiuyong how sld i go home lata.. cos i hate mrt.. no direct bus.. 147 too slow.. cab too exp.. den catherine say she folo her usual way of going back.. den qiuyong told me tht bus 153 frm there reach tpy within 20min.. woots thts fast norhs.. den i was tinking y not i try the way wif qiuyong den after tht i take 159 back home.. no harm tryin.. since i got lots of time during tht period.. no curfew oso.. and end up after class i folo qiuyong.. den catherine suddenly dunno y went to take cab lol.. den i took the bus 153.. wahh still got space to sit 1 lo.. den reli 20min reach tpy.. den i go take 159.. reach home at ard 10.45.. not bad not bad.. tink i can take tis route nxt time whn no free ride lol..

reach home tok wif parents awhile and tok to sis awhile.. took the laptop and on msn and oso play the total annihilation.. till ard 2plus.. cos was hard to pass the stage.. den tok in msn wif vin awhile till dunno y fell aslp.. haha sry vin.. whn woke up i realise msn still on.. tv still on.. lights still on.. wasted eletricity again lol.. lesson for me is i cannt lie on bed to play laptop 1.. lol.. once no game i will slp very soon..

thurs morning.. and i wore a new pattern/style of clothes.. mixture of red and black color.. den of cos wif my beloved bonia leather bag.. den wif my newest black shoe.. nxt style i wana try de cfm is lace de things.. but very hard.. cos i dun look punk >.< sians.. mayb can go for bright colours lace rather than black ba.. although i prefer black de.. can try baby pink wif white lace..

found out im lacking of different color earrings.. gona buy it soon.. haha im getting picky of all tis like my sis liaos.. and rings oso.. i super lack of rings.. although gona get a diamond ring at sep soon.. but i need color rings oso.. diamond ring cannt suit all types of color of my outfit..

jus chose out some products frm taiwan website.. will be goin thru wif sis see if worth or not.. still tinkin hw to hide my leg de spots.. cos is getting more n more liaos.. and those marks oso.. hais.. dunno y mus grow at my leg zzz.. even my stomach there oso got liaos.. tis is the disadvantage of getting slim ..

anyways wish me luck for today.. stay happy woot!

woot.. as expected.. morning i woke up i knew this gona happen for sure..

woot jayce finally back from bangkok.. talked with her whole nite and oso she told me she saw my blog.. and someone's blog.. huh what she say i dun ned to say.. anyways.. different ppl got different views ba..

predicted all tis will happened.. so morning saw it but im still ok.. all i ned to do is jus to ignore it since i did tht for quite long liaos.. some ppl tink im the oni 1 who tink tht person is bad.. but actually even lots of their frds even buddy oso always say bad things behind the person.. but frds always will tink is not their frd's fault ba.. cos is quite hard for ppl to noe the whole true story frm oni 1 side huh.. and yup im naive and childish.. im doing it in my life currently.. hor jayce aiai.. agreed? =p

anyways.. a brand new start.. finally tink he's walking the right path liaos.. since u noe u sld do it lidat now.. den i at here wish euu all the best for ur report in hospital today ba.. for all the other things i oso wun say anymore.. if u reli tink tht u r nth at all to me den i cant say anything oso..

enuff of bored things.. woot~ ytd went bishan wif family.. and i was so excited abt it..

ard 8pm reach bishan.. and went to find wenwen 1st.. kns nv happi tht i go find u and still so fierce.. lol..

den after tht my dad went to buy 2 pairs of shoe.. liew.. my dad de shoe is more more exp than mine alot sia.. each pair can cost $110.. zzz..

den i went to bonia section wif my sister.. was tryin to find lady style de type.. bt all cannt put in A4 size de things.. so no choice.. end up i went to buy the $389 de full leather bag.. is big enuff to put A4 size and oso soft and light.. woot i love it sia.. 1st time bought a exp bag.. although quite heart pain lol.. but nvm =D

wenwen arh.. will show u the bag nxt time narhs.. ytd no time.. still so fierce to me lol.. meet u again soon..

den my sis hor.. zzz she went to buy a pair of shoe.. liew.. so nice and cute de.. but i dun tink worth the price.. so didnt go buy it.. plus im broke enuff lol..

back home in msn tok wif jayce alot alot.. lol jayce told me she bought baha a beanie.. woot baha u come out frm army got beanie to wear la.. save money le lehs~ swee bo.. lol.. told jayce abt the baha date thing oso lol.. hmms..

hmms 4get to tok abtt.. afternoon i tok in msn 2 mass chat.. 1 is wif my jie mei grp.. another is viah they all de grp lol.. viah asked me to go outing tis sunday.. i wasnt able to make it >.<>.< will join euu again soon kks.. mayb see whn ii call euu out again..

at nite time in cabal using my capella wiz keep hitting my popcorn FA.. jus for the honor point.. cont it for till 2am plus.. was dizzy abt it.. oni earn ard 20% of the honor.. cannt everyday try tis sia..abo i sure faint lol.. den tok awhile wif vin and oso abt his bdae celebration thing..den ard 3plus went to slp.. buay tahan lol.. ur fault narhs =x

den early in the mornin as usual woke up like a zombie.. and talk wif my mum awhile and went to wash face make up and go work.. woot i bringin my new bag out.. happi happi lol.. now in the office lehs.. is a brand new start.. and the viah mass chat started again LOL.. early in the morning sia.. was telling they all jayce wana KTV on sunday.. cos they say they at 1st wana moobie makan lol.. they tot is me wana KTV and called me and jayce KTV queen zzz.. im not so addicted to KTV still lol.. plus recently keep on goin KTV till my voice goin bth liao lol.. paiseh cannt join euu all tis sunday lol.. will try to make it for the nxt outing hehes..

jus realise.. is 17/06 liaos.. 27/06 is my assignment due date.. and yet not even started yet.. haha.. as usual.. im always last min on assignment de sia.. so last wk will go out lesser ba.. LOL.. cos andy oni join us in 1 module.. den hard to take frm him the assignment paper he helped me to print 1 sia.. den another andy which i noe longer keep asking me go out do assignment on the wrong date lol.. my class got so many andy sia lol.. nxt wed oso got BA class test.. sians..

so overall.. hmms....... mayb meeting jayce in nxt wk 1 of the nite for dinner lol cos i miss her lots.. den other tis vin de bdae celebration.. others gona put after the assignment due date liaos lol.. sry jun and all who asked me out for tis wk and nxt wk.. lol.. woot jus saw 1 of my frd msn nick.. she put lidat " he's gone.. take care.. dont worry too much now.. you will be fine " muacks euu lol.. aiyos im ok la... i same as wenwen de nick.. 100% energy living for jiemeis and frds and family.. saw another frd's msn nick too.. jiehua put his msn nick lidat " Never explain yourself to anyone.. cos the person who likes you doesnt need it and the person who dont likes u wont believe it.. " true sia.. woot dunno u can say out tis kind of sentence de sia.. lol i was sayin him lidat..

ok back to work xD

Cont frm jus now cos i saw something again.. jus A short 1..

sry to say tht i wun tok to u anymore liaos.. since the way u tink abt me is lidat den so be it..

1st.. i dun ned u to worry abt my future all tht.. im old enuff to tink of myself.. and even i need oso i wun ask frm u.. i got my sis and jayce oso.. they are older oso.. they both got a happi life..

2nd.. if all the while is so terrible until like what u claims to be inside ur blog.. den cant be i survive till now wif such a happi and xin fu life.. cant b so many frds surrounding me still..

3rd.. so far my live not tht hard to live wif.. and im not tht miserable yet oso..

4th.. life is mine.. if reli like u say in future i will noe what u say all tht.. den noe lo.. future still can adjust.. is jus depending on the person and the surroundings what..

5th.. tink u care abt urself better.. u are not a perfect person too.. if u like to pin point abt all tis so much.. den make sure u can do it urself too.. who throw temper to me b4 oso lehs.. who throw boss temper to me lehs.. tink of it

6th.. u oredi made me angry enuff within 1 day.. so dun say until so "song" den behind say stop cos dun wan me angry.. u oso nv change at all what.. always say ppl till so long and so clearly liaos.. den will suddenly say stop if not tht person angry.. ppl see abit oredi angry enuff.. somemore is such a long 1.. plus those msn u tell me de.. is alot more than enuff..

7th.. my attitude isnt good since the beginning.. and is more worst for now.. im now changin my attitude towards all tis things to be better 1.. but a worst one..

8th.. i strongly cfm tht i can find the one tht wun tink like u at least .. and i oso dun ned ppl to oni obey me.. is jus the way u take things.. doesnt match wif me at all.. so isnt the best tht we jus b strangers lidat then.. whn quarrel.. the ger there throwing temper waiting bf to "hong" her.. if tis call oni wan the guy to obey the ger.. den i dun tink oni me doin tht ba.. nvm is ok.. guess princess temper cannt match wif boss attitude at all.. so i guess.. conclusion is this ba lol..

lastly, good luck in ur report thing ba.. all the best... dun ned write abt me anymore in ur blog.. cos i wun write anymore.. take cares.. have fun wif ur meimeis and family and frds..

chicken sia.. kns.. early in the morning got a irritating guy call office liaos.. he has been calling since ytd.. keep asking me his cheque rdy liao or not.. kns.. my dad say he habent even done his work.. how to gib him cheque lehs.. den keep on ask ask ask.. ytd call like dunno 6 or 7 times to office and cfm alot times to my dad.. tis type ppl.. do business wif him 1 time nia.. no more nxt time.. cheap got what use.. let him chase like siao. rather dun want.. work not even done yet.. den today morning call..make mii drinking my milk tea halfway den too hot now "burnt" my tongue liaos.. kns.. stupid idiot..

anyways.. i jus realise frm what i post i habent say finish abt ytd LOL.. so decide to write abit more b4 getting started wif my work.. anyways jus saw his blog.. good game.. i doesnt wana tok to him anymore at all.. he really making hate him more.. i nv say i change my attitude to better.. i changed my attitude in the way not same at last time.. but im more hot tempered than last time.. so u pushed me to the fed up point and there u go.. i doesnt wana even tok to u anymore.. as usual ur views isnt same at all as me.. so there's no point to even tok to u anymore liaos. dun ned gib me anymore thing or do anything liaos.. my things u dun ned care anymore oso liaos.. i got enuff of all tis liaos.. last wk i still very happily living.. tis few days after toking to u lidat makes mii got so hot tempered..

whether u like it or not.. i wont talk to u anymore.. so in msn u doesnt need to talk to me.. dun ned sms me oso.. call me oso dun ned.. more dun ned is to come my hse here.. u tink u are so mature den let u be ba.. love to ppl got different view.. u got such a big difference den let it be then.. dun say till u have been so xin ku cos of me.. doesnt seem tht i reli so shu fu last time.. u say i like a princess.. yea so? in front of u lehs.. im like a what.. not everytime is u treat me nice nia lehs.. when u sick who run down help u buy panadol in the middle of the nite huh.. whn u ned help who always go help huh.. whn u miss me what did i do to make u happi huh.. whn u quarrel wif parents who is wif u all the way huh.. whn u poor who pei u eat whatever u wan huh.. whn u stress abt work who is there to help unstress u abit and help u abit in work huh.. whn u work till late in office who go secretly deliver dinner to u huh.. u everytime say u give in to me.. ya u did.. but so?? u hurt me lots of times oso lo.. all kinds of things u oso did b4.. sometimes is jus so ridiculous.. u always say u give in to me den who give in to u.. den u hurt me alot oso den who can i go to.. i always tell u 1 sentence.. girls need to be pampered oso de lehs.. im not those kind tht will like so called boy and girl is equal.. whn there is alot ppl wif us u will tend to put me aside there.. rem tht time tht i reli threw temper.. in there i remember ard 8plus to 2am lidat.. no songs to sing.. cos ned wait very long.. den all u did is keep tok wif them and didnt care abt me at all.. oni once whn jus started not long.. den all the way is me and jayce and tiffany.. whn we 3 went outside.. they oso realised it lo.. they somemore suggest me to reli gib u a big lesson by dun tok to u at all for few days.. till u realise the wrong there.. end up i still cldnt what.. i cried awhile but i still bcome gd back wif u.. another time is tht time u no money.. after admiral bar u wanted to walk home.. although i kinda angry wif u.. but i cant bear to see u walk home. so i go up the taxi tink awhile den ask the driver faster u-turn and go fetch u.. end up what i get is jus cold shoulders frm u.. and not any "hong" or what.. somemore i waited at ur hse downstairs for so long.. i got nth to do there.. except for keep smsing u and miss call u.. for 3hrs.. during tht 3hrs i cried 3hrs.. tht time i so so so cold until i wanted to gib up.. end up whn i saw u.. i cant do it again.. what else i can say lehs.. i oredi "xin ruan" so many times.. cos tht time my heart is still all u.. i keep on telling myself u will realise 1 day how to reli love me as the way tht u wun b so cold to me and dunno whn i ned to be pampered.. we quarrelled almost everyday during a period of time.. usually i believe there will be no happy ending for a relationship whn everyday oso got quarrel.. but i oso keep on telling myself to hold on liaos.. but during tht time.. guess im jus too soft hearted.. whn on 1st may.. i still got abit angry. but tot tht i will take it for the last time.. whn i heart abt weiqi de thing.. i cried out cos i tink of the quarrels tht we had.. the heart is jus so pain till i cannt stop the tears.. but after 1st may.. the quarrel started again. tis time u was so fierce and demanding.. till i wondering all tis things tht i do.. isit all i get is oni all tis.. i started to cry everyday at home.. den u keep on sayin all those things tht makes me reli reli depress till my heart started to fade away those happi memories.. leaving me oni fear and sadness.. till i reli dunno how liaos.. exam i oso got no energy to do.. i worried for u till i nv slp.. went to exam hall and fell aslp.. my exam sld b a gone case for tht liaos.. remodule is the oni choice.. but i oso no choice anymore.. sat i cont to be so worried.. and everyday lidat worried.. till the day.. u tell me u at my hse there.. ask me to look out for u for the last time all tht.. u wun b in tis world anymore.. again all tis things.. whn tht day i finally smiled abit.. i took back again cos of all tis.. tis time i reli dun wana take it by myself anymore.. i called shifu.. cos shifu actually asked me what happened to me all tht.. i told him wht i can.. he tell me to let him settle.. dun worry cos u cfm wun go die 1.. if die very early oredi did.. although he said so.. i all the way didnt enjoy the day till shifu smsed me tell me tht he's wif u den ask me to relax all tht liaos.. den i can get relieved.. those kind of stress for a girl u will noe mehs.. all this kind.. faded away the memories.. all i can do is to totally let it go.. and thats what i tink i suceed 100% liao de.. even now i type tis.. i dun feel any heart pain or sadness.. i can easily jus say out all tis.. ya u can save cos i dun love u anymore.. in tis relationship.. we 2 got tried for each other.. bt doesnt work out..

and i realised.. i more happi whn i reli totally got off frm all tis.. i cannt say tht i dun feel lonely at all whn i suddenly bcome single again.. but i got more happi cos of tis.. and slowly i realise tis is not the time for me to cry anymore.. i smiled.. i put all my love back to my family and frds.. my jayce aiai, baha, my jie mei, wenwen, feli, so many girls darlings ard me.. although i didnt contact them so long.. they still cares so much whn i so down.. even not close de ktv kakis.. quite some of them came to gimme a very very big moral support.. jus a simple sentence easily warmed my heart.. and i reli deleted the sad memories away quite fast tis time.. yea mayb memories cannt b deleted like a computer.. but what i did is to jus remove the sad memories.. ya im STM.. but i can chose to remember some of the good things.. sad memories if i dun go tink of it for sometimes.. it will be remove frm my mind and heart.. those good things.. like mayb we did very en ai during the period and is unique tht i nv do tht b4.. i still rem some.. but tht some.. i put as memories in my heart.. might not be alot.. but is oso a part.. not all i can remember.. i told him tht the most loved in my heart de is still 1st de.. mayb cos i got not much sad memories wif him.. alot of unique happi memories.. during 14 15 yrs old period.. did all those simple things but yet happi enuff.. but he mistaken tht my heart oni got 1st de and didnt hab him at all.. i oni told him tht i loved 1st de in heart oni.. whn i saw him happi i oso happi.. i got on to my life and i still found bf and i oso did my best for every bf.. i believe not oni me did tht norh.. cant b many yrs de relationship u can 4get so easily.. especially the sudden change between me n him within tht 1 nite.. even tht relationship.. i took oni a genting trip to stop cryin and being sad within it. i went to genting to shout out and push all the sadness into the shout and leave it in genting.. after i came back to spore after genting.. i remember i started to get along wif samantha they all.. and feli and wen was there for me.. i everyday go out wif they all.. and i reli totally 4get abt it liaos.. thts within 1 week.. and i can happily go on and on till now.. even i saw my 1st ex.. i can smile to him and say hello to him.. remember tht time wen and raymond they all tot i wanted to go slap him or something.. and alot more of my ex.. i loved them inside my heart.. 2nd 3rd 4th 6th and so on.. is all i loved in heart.. if noe all my things de ppl.. will noe 4th is actualli not both we wanted de.. he went into jail all this.. we oso didnt hab much quarrels and oni simple life.. he oso in part of my heart.. 2nd is so tall and handsome and cute.. almost like a model.. but he loved the innocent me so much.. till like is a dream for me.. normal life like eat dinner walk ard arcade and watch movie.. the rest i no ned say so much ba lol.. what i wana tell is.. every part of my heart de memory space.. is oni for those who i tink suit to be fit in to make me feel my life does hab happi memories.. i will smile whn i still tink of it even though due to some reasons we are separated..

now few exs is still waiting me.. but i cfm i wun choose any of them.. cos is jus like a finished writing storybook.. i wun cont writing after the ending anymore.. no more season 2 or what oso.. the oni 1 tht i patched alot times b4 is 4th de.. cos we reli didnt say break at all since the day together.. mayb is "you yuan wu fen" norhs.. wenwen sld noe hor lol.. she oso rem alot of my memories.. cos she's my 6yrs plus de jie mei liao.. being thru alot wif me.. hor si char bo.. lol.. she's always the 1st to noe whn i got a new bf.. cos everytime i shared wif her.. dunno y will feel very sweet.. sad i oso go to her.. cos the way she an wei me can make me feel strong after cryin 1 big round.. cos im her "mummy" ma lol.. last time i reli gib her hong bao whn new yr sia.. LOL.. we can play all day long 24hr together.. she can stay overnite at my hse and pei me play ps2 watch movies and shows.. and we can crap whole nite long outside.. sit at playgrd look at stars.. sharing our happiness and sadness.. feli and annie of cos oso.. but they abit more busy.. we are the 4 jie mei ma.. actually i reli owe them quite alot.. they reli reli did a big sucess of making me feel strong enuff to take any sadness now.. lol what am i doin in office tinking of our memories sia.. oi 4 jie mei gathering soon lehs.. i miss euu all crap together and bullying each other again.. the da jie annie and the 3 of us.. although to bdae im smallest but tht idiot wenwen always snatch my xiao mei place.. cos she say i dun look like xiao mei zzz.. im more strong than her.. and i always take care of her whn she needs someone.. mayb ba lol.. i worried abt her the most.. rem last time whn i still got curfew at home.. i heard her call and cried in fone.. i straight away dun care my mum and run out of hse and took cab rush to her hse there.. pei her thru the whole nite till she say she's ok liaos.. tried to help her find bf too.. but always end up the guy who i tried to pair wif her.. end up bcome like me.. hurt her for quite a few times le.. now i dun dare to matchmake anymore liaos.. i remember her 1st date she was so excited.. i remember is 17yrs old ba.. i helped her make up for her date.. and she keep on so shy tht she keep calling me.. cos her 1st bf oso noe me de.. bt her 1st bf actually jio 1st de is me.. den i let her keep on talking to him till he change his mindset.. bt i didnt noe tht tis wun last long too.. she is so hurtful till she cried so long and even cant get over it.. everyday i being wif her telling her.. and she did what i told her abt how i 4get.. although she took longer time than me.. she did it.. now she's the happi chubby wenwen tht i noe again lol.. got some major quarrels wif her.. but nahs.. she's too cute for me to hate her lol.. i cant bear to do tht to her.. she always hong me whn she noe i reli angry and she will always ji siao me till limit 1st.. lol.. hor hor~ wenwen~ lets jyjyjy!!! wei le our future jiayou!!! and feli all the best to u and hansong >.<.. remember im 4 jie mei de sao ba xing lidat.. annie got the fabian matter..>.< feli got her tht last ex de incident.. i 4get what name liaos.. as for wen is the ex matter.. annie and feli is cos tht guy bcome come jio me and spoilt their relationship.. wen is cos i go play wif those matchmaking thing.. jayce say i got super big tao hua ming.. but i dun reli wan it lehs.. is kinda hurtful sometimes.. suddenly tot of so much stories sia lol..

anyways guys.. if u saw all tis.. tink better tink twice again b4 u wana say u wan jio me again LOL.. although dun tink any of them will get my blog address unless ppl gib.. im a very very bad attitude ger and is a princess temper girl.. dun tell me lidat den good can be pampered lol.. im scared of all tis wrds.. say it whn u reli got 100% cfm tht u can do it.. read my stories b4 u tink lol.. recently got a few of them.. but dun tink i will accept any of them ba.. all my ex or frd de ex.. im getting sick of tht lol.. whn is time for me to go out and know new ppl.. den i will start to look ard.. so in the meanwhile.. to my family and my jie meis and jayce aiai and baha "jiemei".. im all u all de till the time hehes.. free lets go out and hab fun~! although i got exam soon again LOL..

Conclusion : LovE to me is a strange thing.. it can be very sweet.. can b very sad.. can b very fed up.. but cant live wifout it too.. sweet memories.. sad memories.. fed up moments.. is like part of the human life lesson.. different ppl got different life.. for me i learnt how to keep a love inside heart as memories after the relationship is gone.. i will oni daydream abt happi memories and not sad memories at all.. i will smile whn i tok to ppl abt my past memories.. whn saw the one i loved last time.. i will smile to them.. and bcame frds back wif them.. as long they dont make me hate them.. different ppl got different views abt love.. i tink i abt the same as my mum and sis.. frm what i see frm my sis and her bf.. due to everytime go out wif them.. they can b very childish whn outside.. pulling each other ears and nose scolding each other or chase each other out of house or car.. whn they quarrel my sis will jus come out living room sit.. all fones dun wan listen all tht.. will always use me as shield to pick up the fone and tell him she dun wan listen de.. they meet once or twice a week oni.. but they can take tht for so many yrs.. 5th yr liao tis yr.. mayb alot probs they hab but they didnt show.. but i can be sure my sis didnt quarrel wif him alot.. and my sis always claims tht he scared her go off nia in front of us.. in my heart i always say she sounds so much like me.. my sis always choose her own present and ask him buy de now.. he angry but a simple meal can make him jus pamper my sis by buying those exp things for her de.. tis is another kind of love ba.. doesnt ned to meet everyday or often every wk.. but can be still so en ai like everyday is a honeymoon month.. imagine a 27yrs old guy and 26yrs old ger.. playin mario oso can fight like a 10yrs old kid.. can bcos of 1 bear tht my sis like.. spent more than the bear cost de price oso worth lidat.. whn tio tht bear both can jump and so happily laughin lidat.. tis is the kind of love tht i always dream tht i wana find oso.. my sis oso 21yrs old then finally found tis guy who wana settle down and match wif her de.. will i able to find b4 21yrs old.. tis kind of dream love to me.. i wana b strong like my sister lidat.. be able to take anything and digest it very fast.. able to handle every situation well and get herself to be happi everyday.. so far i didnt get to see my sis cry cos of sadness still.. slp in her room wif her recently.. her life is oso so simple bt yet happi.. everyday play computer tok wif family den watch tv awhile.. do abit facial and slp.. weekend go out wif bf.. sunday sometimes go out wif us.. happi happi will go shopping for new things.. angry will jus scold out and shout out.. our temper are almost the same lol.. tht time i rem we angry the same person.. my sis say wan go scratch his car and scold him while i oso telling my mum tht if he dare scold abit or unreasonable abit.. i sure will scold back him.. my mum oso say y her 2 nuer both so hot tempered 1.. lol bt i tink i still lose my sis la.. since everytime quarrel she cfm win.. lol.. den i tink my mum is always nag at my dad but they still quite en ai.. mayb cos both of them has a funny character lol.. my mum is like sha da jie.. my dad is like always everything oso very funny lidat.. both of them always oso pull ears or beat each other hand or leg de.. tis is my happi family.. and im gona look carefully tis time.. i wana find someone tht like to be lidat de oso.. tis time jayce aiai gona help me look arh lol.. but see fate still.. need fate to start everything ^^

lastly.. woot tis post super long.. anyways.. i love my family and frds and jie meis and aiais~ <3 u all most..

finally got home.. lol.. tired arh tired..

jus nw outside office there is a whole lot batch of those insect tht will attract to light whn after raining de.. is almost like a bee hive lidat sia my office door.. den i feel so erxin lo..

den i saw my dad run out den all chase after him.. eeeeeeeeeeee... den i was like see while all chasing him.. i run the other way faster get in the car.. lucky i nv tio alot..

ate my dinner and sit at living room and watch tv wif family they all... actualli tv got lots of shows to watch sia..

played awhile monopoly den my sis search the storeroom and found a game tht we play like 10yrs ago de lol.. i started to play it again and was actualli quite nice still sia..

after played awhile.. tok to frds in msn and went in cabal lend ppl alz.. and walk 1 round in cabal and logout le..

after tht.. i saw tht someone de blog.. hais.. remember tht whole evening i was toking to him.. tryin to wake his senses up.. but doesnt work at all prehaps.. frm the blog i oni see tht he's still imagining things..

truely say.. if those who met me in real life recently.. sld noe tis.. does i look like tht my heart still got him? and does i look like im escaping frm my life?? a guy who knew me oni for ard 8mths.. y he will tink tht he understand me more than my more than 2yrs de frds.. dunno i sld reli get angry or get fed up wif it.. he doesnt understand at all.. if im still the old ivy tht he knew.. y sld i still lidat whn he did so much after the incident sia.. nvm doesnt matter.. i say how much oso lidat.. as long my frds knew abt it.. im ok liaos.. if the someone really cldnt tink clearly of what i wana tell him.. there's nothing i can do oso rite.. no point telling him tht much oso liao isnt it.. let him be then.. since he wana dream in tht world.. jus hope tht he will realise it ba.. sometimes hors.. i actually reli reli dun like ppl who tell me tht they noe me more than others.. say the truth.. i dun understand myself tht much oso.. my characteristics and temper changed like dunno for how many times in awhile.. my taste of things oso changed alot alot very fast.. my mind doesnt tink the same oso.. he claims tht im still the old me.. oh well.. im not changing for the sake of him.. so i doesnt need to care abt his view rite.. i changed for the sake of myself.. i like the way i live.. so jus live the way i like.. y cares.. whn he say im still the old me.. i laughed.. i dun understand y ppl wana claims tht they noe the person very well.. does he reli noe me tht well.. more than i noe myself? i doubt so.. cos even my parents dun reli understand my things sometimes oso.. my beloved sister oso cant do tht oso.. 20yrs living wif them they oso cannt understand something.. a guy who noe me less than 1 yr.. hmmm =/ guess i dun ned say anything else le ba.. look at my blog de is jus my close frds and him oni.. close frds they know my feelings well now.. i dun ned scared abt they mistaken.. as for him.. i oso cannt do much..


i miss my jayce aiai~ she's coming back soon.. i miss her shoulder lol.. and her present frm bangkok hehes.. wonder what she will buy for me lol.. whn she's back i wana share wif her what happened within tis few days.. and oso tell her abt the baha's date lol.. my hp machiam bcome army guys de sms hotline sia.. whn bored in army or what will sms de sia.. LOL.. so far i got frm de is 1 of my sec frd,muaa,baha,norrec and alan lol.. but is ok la.. i told all my frds tht my hp number will be a 24hr sms hotline.. but not call de LOL.. cos sometimes i hate listening to calls.. unless u all ask me b4 calling lol..

my bag has been decided.. cfm tht i wil hab tht bag soon.. im so excited abt it.. the 1st bag i hab which is so exp de.. hmms.. gona start my assignment soon.. might be helpin 1 of my frd to celebrate bdae tis wk.. lol bdae present he wan is jus a dinner wif him.. dots.. but hope he doesnt want a very exp dinner LOL..

my diet plan is still continuing but it has slow down alot liaos.. was like cutting down ard 0.2kg - 0.5kg per day nia.. depending on what i ate and do.. hope by my bdae im able to hit back at least to the weight tht i had at last yr oct..

anyways.. what kind of person am i now lehs?? to me.. i will describe as... Stubborn, Attitude, Hot-tempered, Da Xiao Jie, Stingy, Gei Gao, Demanding de girl.. but im able to be there to help my frd whn they needs help or advice.. i can b nice to frds.. but once u make me fed up.. dun ever think tht u can make me back to the nice one.. i nv reli 4give much ppl who made me fed up and angry b4 de.. is somehow like 0.01%.. whn u pushin me till the borderline.. if u saw me toking to u in a way tht i dun even care abt what i tell u.. means u getting me goin to the fed up side.. once im there.. u wun b able to talk to me anymore as u like.. so dun provoke me lol.. my temper isnt good too.. try me if u dare xD

woot.. managed to change the skin and settings in ard 2hr.. tired and headache lol..

tis skin i like it quite alot lol.. tht girl is an anime in how i wan myself to look like nxt time..

but hard la LOL.. tht 1 too cute le.. but i wan like her pattern lidat.. LOL..

the music is my fav english song recently lol.. but i cant sing it well.. cos too hard for me >.< well enjoy it =D will find better music and change it

after lunch hour liaos.. start work soon~ hehes <3 the new skin

woot.. 9 days nv blog liaos.. so tired and bored and dont feel like bloggin lol..

so jus a conclusion for past 9 days ba.. frm 6june to 15june.. 6th june is normal working + schling day ba..

when ard 5pm plus.. i asked andy they all to wait for me for dinner in sch at 1st. but end up cos my dad wasnt back on time.. so i asked them to go ahead b4 me 1st ba.. no choice isnt it.. what can i do still lehs..

when ard 7plus i reach sch.. habent eat dinner yet.. whn i reached class.. i start to feel dizzy and oso heart abit pain.. cos diet ma.. tink cos of the effect tht i cannt skip my dinner de.. den feeling so unwell at 1st.. den tot wun hab anything much happened.. so when after sch.. as usual.. i go off together wif shernise and andy.. den they was asking me wana folo to go lim kopi chit chat or not.. so i was tinking.. aiya since so long nv at outside lim kopi chit chat wif frds.. so anything lo. since i no curfew de oso.. den dunno y i started to get worst after 1 can of green tea.. which i sldnt drink when im dieting.. cos will make my stomach unable to take it de.. den after tht they wana change place to a bar cafe de.. den whn reach there.. i cant tahan anymore.. so i go off 1st and took cab home.. on the way.. due to the cab full of indian kind of smell.. due to the driver.. i bth till i vomited in cab.. so paiseh.. whole life 1st time.. so sry for the driver although is jus tio abit on his car.. and alot on my skirt and shirt.. den reach my hse there i quite dizzy.. so called my dad down to bring me go up in case.. den after tht i go home and vomit abit again den rest at living room.. my mum ask me to go bathe den she make some hot drink for me... den i bathe and washed my hair oso cos i tio abit at hair oso.. den my mum so nice help me to blowdry my hair behind me carefully whn im drinking the hot drink.. tink back is ard 12yrs old lidat whn my mum last help me blow dry my hair.. den after ard half hr lata.. den i ask them to go slp.. i sld b ok for awhile liaos..

den after tht i rest at my room there.. den due to the dizzy.. i slp quite fast le.. den sat i woke up still feel abit dizzy.. straight go eat abit things and start to try to get well.. although i 4got this day i did what liaos.. i tink is wif my sis.. den i tink i went to bugis.. den walk ard.. bought quite alot accessories.. is my fav to see all tis lol.. somemore im lacking of big earrings now.. lol.. so finally get to buy.. and my sis bought 1 shirt and belt and some accessories.. i got to tahan not to buy clothes.. >.< cos i wana get slimmer and wear nicer clothes.. dun wan always no size.. motivation lol.. cos i found out at bugis.. alot smaller size clothes more offer =x LOL im kiasu isnt it.. wana save on tis.. but yea.. slimmer wear clothes oso nicer.. wana get back to last time i 53kg tht time.. aiming there can le.. den slowly if reli can den make it to 50kg.. wun force myself too much between 53kg to 50kg..

den after tht at nite we went home and thts the day liaos lol..

sunday.. i met jayce and baha and some of jayce frd at orchard at ard 2plus.. den after tht wif alot of jayce de frds went to ktv.. dunno is nv slp well or cos im not feeling well tht few days.. getting no energy at all for any songs.. dui de ren for me normal times sld b ok and able to hit the pitch.. bt tht day all like run dunno where liaos.. den the only song tht i can hit okok de is qi nian zhi lian.. cos i wana cover the man part for baha cos he still learning how to push down his voice.. den end up sylvia tot is baha sing tht part de lol.. bt i wasnt able to pull very down oso.. no energy lol.. den after tht reli super shag.. den jus sing normal easy songs liaos.. dun dare try anymore dai ai ling le..

den after tht dinner time.. we went to a place i oso dunno place.. bt is wif nice pastas,pizzas and salad.. they order super lots sia.. till i tink even i got eat oso cant finish all.. den end up i oni ate abit.. cos home still got soup all tht.. the food i tried is quite nice.. the only thing is quite exp.. 1 thing is ard average 16 - 20 each.. long time eat once sld b ok ba.. after i finish my dieting den i go try again lol.. was quite cold there.. me and jayce freezing there liaos..

den we was walking to the coffee bean.. den on the way they started to talk abt cabal.. yea of cos.. cos they are jayce de maple frd but they all went to play cabal.. so sylvia told them tht i oso got play cabal de.. im a lvl 12x wiz.. in dreamz guild.. den they intro dreamz guild as capella largest and most powerful guild.. hmms.. prehaps ba.. lots of high lvls and good item ppl inside.. but alot went off oso.. dior , orochi all tis.. was kinda bored wifout them. den some dunno y jus disappear liaos.. den we went to sit at coffee bean to chit chat.. and i started to tok wif them more.. cos got no chance at all b4 tht.. den was toking quite alot abt cabal and online games.. den after tht sylvia start to say abt fortune thing.. den i asked her.. was jus for fun of cos.. lol.. she say my life in 20s is quite tough.. alot ups and downs.. and reli mus take care health.. cos if i reli still nv take care at all.. might hab life danger.. actually even wasnt for the fortune i oso feel tht my health reli gettin bad.. lol.. lots of illness everytime.. but quite ok for now still.. and she say i will start to be spending alot money soon.. LOL.. ya lo.. didnt save much at all sia.. den ard 11plus we took cab home and tok awhile in msn and slp liaos..

quite a nice weekend but start another working week again.. normal days all the way.. until tues nite..

another nite wif baha,jayce and dennis.. cos baha goin in the army at 12june.. so pei him lo.. was tot tht he might be quite crazy and happi there.. but opposite is all look quite sian LOL.. jayce keep telling me tired.. feel like slping.. baha keep like no mood there.. dennis quiet there.. den i was zzz.. den sing till very jia lak.. den i oso feel like sians.. no voice to sing lol.. den after tht suddenly baha say got mood liaos den he like suddenly got so energetic.. den i tot what.. is cos the nxt day he goin zoo wif his frds.. zzzzzzz... he actually asked me to take leave on tues go zoo de.. but no leave narh.. so no choice.. lol.. den i wana make the room more happening abit.. wana go sing those more "high" de songs.. den end up nth to sing till i anyhow go choose "san tian san ye" stupid me lol.. knew i got no voice on tht nite.. still went to choose tht.. killing myself lidat.. end up no voice to sing at all.. was kinda tink till alex.. cos he sing tis song until funny.. like he havin concert tht time.. den i told jayce they all oso lol.. den after tht we went to sit down at the coffee shop at bishan.. they dunno say abt what till jayce laugh till drop tears.. den they talking alot abt army things.. which i dun understand de.. i oni noe tht behind in front me tht view got a tiko peh.. drinking beer there den keep lookin at me and smile to me when i looked tht side.. feel so erxin sia.. bt dun wana care at all oso.. got ppl ard me dun tink he will get close to me oso.. and so i jus heck care lo.. was listening they all toking till ard 2am lidat ba.. den we went home.. den got to say tht day.. all the best to baha LOL.. and his zoo trip =/


wed.. nite i was suppose to go sch.. but yea i skipped again LOL.. cos my sis afternoon told me got 2 movie tickets for "The Missing" frm mediacrop.. asking me wana go watch or not.. so i was tinking.. hmm can skip sch and free ticket.. WHY NOT??? den i meet my sis at PS at ard 7plus.. but she was late.. so i went ard PS.. at 1st feel like going pc bunk.. but dun wan ba.. i dun wan see any frds.. got so fat liao.. dun wana "throw face" lol.. so i walked ard and ard PS.. went to see quite alot things.. PS didnt change much.. shops r ard the same.. except for the comics collection became abit bigger and brighter.. was watching a xiao didi play the xbox display at outside.. is a army type shooting game.. he so funny all the way dun wana change any guns.. and he walk here n there till my head oso dizzy.. den my sis finally called and we tink very long of what to eat.. cos i was dieting and my sis didnt wana eat alot.. we went to ajisen ramen and order jus 1 set and we shared.. was kinda weird cos 2 ppl eat 1 set oni.. but nvm lol.. whn eat halfway suddenly a bee and whatever fly in.. den flying ard all the customers lidat.. started frm my sis lol.. suddenly flew in front of her frm below.. den she shock tio.. den it fly all over till all the customers moved and shouted LOL.. i was like watching show but it oso got flew to me here.. heng it flew away.. or else i tink gona late for the movie.. cos whn we reach there.. left ard 5min nia.. was heng we got the seats at behind.. cos free seating.. and jus nice last row de last couple seats was empty.. i faster ask my sis to ask the ppl beside whether got ppl de or not.. was happi to get there.. abo mus in front liaos.. i will get super dizzy if in front.. watched the 2hr show.. was totally blur frm tht show.. who watched tht show can tell me what isit exactly means? lol.. i dun quite understand.. except tht i noe i like the song inside.. is abit like oldies tune.. but is sang by li xin jie.. is a mixture of ghost + science + love + sadness + mystery show.. lol.. but i dunno what it means still..was waiting to see ppl write review abt tht show..

after the 2hr show.. we went to take cab.. and was heng tht is still b4 12am.. although 3dollar more.. but is cheaper still.. and sis paying.. so nvm lol.. whn i went into the cab.. at the traffic light there.. a guy driving M3 keep lookin at me and smile to me.. i tot is my sis noe de.. den end up my sis dunno and hack care ba lidat.. den we was toking abt the show all the way in cab.. cos dunno what the show is toking abt lol.. conclusion is what i oso dunno.. after tht go home awhile and went in msn awhile and slp liaos..

thurs nothin much.. at 1st wana join andy they all to suntec.. bt tink cant make it cos dad will be late.. so wait norh.. no choice.. waited till 9plus den i home..

fri oso same.. not much.. dad back at 7plus.. ard 9pm den home.. den watch tv awhile.. went to use my hse com awhile.. went in cabal awhile.. log out and slp..

sat at 1st wana go wif sis to PC show.. bt zzz.. i went to slp whn i woke up at ard 12plus at 1st.. den ard 2plus tired went to slp again.. 4plus woke up.. so late.. lazy go out le.. den at nite was tinking go eat the tpy de.. since sunday is father's day le.. dun wana like mother's day lidat.. so many ppl.. but end up oso alot ppl.. due to whole day i nv eat anything.. i was dizzy there again.. den got sudden blurry image.. den i faster sat down at the stairs.. dun care image le lol.. den awhile lata got space le.. the person called our num.. and immediately went in and called for food.. den we ordered the fresh cockles which is my fav there lol.. but sians.. cos wasnt tht cold like the last time i went to eat there.. plus i cannt eat much oso.. so all got to let my sis and mum eat le.. nvm eat again nxt time.. den i ate a mango pudding there as dessert.. OK I KNOW IS FATTENING FOR THAT LOL.. my whole family keep at there say.. eat tis very fat 1 leh.. but who cares.. i nv eat all tis so long liaos.. 1 pudding wun fat back alot ok lol.. but end up tht day.. nv gain weight but nv lose oso.. so nvm lo LOL..

sunday was bored.. so i jio my sis go bishan ktv sing.. the person tink put wrong timing.. we reach at ard 2.35.. den hor.. i saw the timing there.. got 5 hr.. den i was like woot.. free time.. den i tell my sis tht i tink they put more.. suppose lidat count we sld sing till ard 6.35.. but end up we sang till 7.35.. lol free free not bad.. was cheap though.. tht day got 15% discount and each person 2 drinks for tht $9.80 package.. woot.. sing till i wana go mad liaos den tried alot stupid songs LOL.. even my heart will go on dance mix i oso went to sing.. was stupid la.. but i kinda miss tht song lol.. after tht my parents came to bishan to meet us for dinner.. and i told them tht i treat them to ding tai feng to eat.. since so long since i last treat them dinner.. since i got abit savings finally for tis few mths.. so treat them ba.. eat dao lai actually quite ok.. cos my sis and i shared 1 bowl of mian.. and my dad and mum ordered 1 soup 1 fried rice and we ordered 2 vegetables.. ard $60.. there cant use diners club.. so no choice.. LOL got to use my debit liaos.. was saving quite alot for tis few mths.. cos heard they all wana go macau on sep.. i dunno i wana go or not.. so jus save 1st.. cos they tell me there casino 18yrs old can go in le. but so farrr... and the money >.<

den after dinner we went to buy my dad father's day present.. he wanted a bag.. those executive type de working bag arh.. go see customer oso more professional lidat ma.. so ok lo.. at 1st we tot $100+.. den end up all my dad dun quite like until BONIA.. lol.. 300 plus.. bt since he like.. den my sis jus say anything lo.. was tot my dad will take the brown de.. cos more nice and I OSO CAN TAKE WHEN HE NV TAKE.. but LOL.. he took tht 1 which looks like a laptop bag to me.. yea la.. tht 1 can put more things la.. and the brown de is very soft lidat.. bt i like tht brown de more.. so was kinda sad cos i wun b taking tht black de.. cos i dun like to bring another laptop bag lidat.. although is bonia LOL.. den whn at home.. i ji siao my dad.. can buy tht brown de for me as bdae present 1st or not.. LOL.. he say i go buy lo LOL!! woot!! 300 dollar de bag.. 1st time sia.. so exp de bag.. bonia leather bag.. not those bonia tht ppl bring outside like LV all tht de lady bag.. is more to like normal ppl bring to sch tht type.. but yea i wana bring to sch de.. so y cannt.. and is kinda for young lady oso.. i tis type cannt ask me bring those classic bonia bag.. i dunno how to wear to fit tht classic LOL.. my sis say will look old abit if i took tht.. woot will be waiting tht bag.. if reli got la.. tis yr bdae present wonder i will hab what.. woot i lubb bdae and new yr.. cos is ppl gimme thing =x

midnite 2am plus was abt to slp after a game of computer monopoly.. i noe i was bo liao abt tht monopoly la lol.. den received a doreamon hmms.. called as what i dunno.. is put at desktop there den the head will move de.. was kinda strange to gib me tht.. cos i dun even noe put wher.. my whole room was in such a mess.. but tink tis week gona clean wif my mum together.. cos... IM OLDER liaos.. cannt like last time le.. keep telling my mum MY GOD LA IM OLD LIAO LA.. LOL.. although im the youngest at home.. but my characteristics quite similar to my mum.. at least frm what my whole family see.. jia lak.. quite a few pattern same de.. LOL bt i say ME IS ME.. im always the da xiao jie at home!! lol kinda princess in my family.. tink most of my frds sld noe LOL.. ii nv do housework de.. all i did is cook.. wash plates oso mum.. LOL.. wash clothes all tht oso mum.. too lazy liaos.. lol.. tis lazy style of me cant change yet.. goin to change by start tidyin my room tis week.. and i wana start pamper myself more.. cos i saw my things.. i always took my sis de things.. and i nv even spend much on myself.. all on food and all those movies ktvs.. cutting down on food now and more to accessories and shoes 1st now.. cos bag i wana take tht bonia bag(not yet receive) and clothes i wana lose more weight 1st.. was happi to hear frm my mum and sis tht i look reli slimmer abit liaos.. cos hmms.. today morning which is monday.. i measure.. i lost total 4.3kg in 2 wks.. was kinda slow ba.. cos in between got few days gain abit or nv drop or gain de.. bt nvm im ok still lol.. as long i got tht motivation.. i wun stop it de..

LOL tis post kinda long.. although i say a conclusion LOL.. but YES is a conclusion for 9days wors.. monday again lol.. will be bored bored bored.. but nvm whn home i will hab the funny family to pei wo thru the nite again~ <3 my family.. hehes.. oohs and oso.. baha went in for 4 days liaos.. haha he smsed me.. and ask me to wish him gd luck.. yea gd luck arh.. LOL.. den as for my jayce aiai.. she went to bangkok wif bf.. bf treat as bdae present for her.. woot.. xinfu for her.. lol.. den tis few days got some 2yrs nv contact de ppl come contact me again.. got 1 ex and 1 last time de frd which is my frd de ex.. was kinda strange.. didnt rem well abt them liaos LOL.. so.. hmm.. LOL..

for now.. hmms.. tink here is better to say.. i noe u will see tis.. so.. hmm.. dont put tht hope there still tht things will b back to last time.. my heart now is jus for family and frds.. i oso cannt promise anything to u anymore.. say the truth.. i got no more thinking tht we will get back together again.. so can u jus get on to your life and oso.. for YOUR future.. not for our future still.. and oso.. i appreciate tht u still buy all those things.. ya i like those things.. but i dun wana u to put those efforts on me anymore.. since is the past le.. just move on ok.. i can reply your msg your sms.. but i cant return back to last time de life liaos.. i dun hab anyone tht i like.. but i cant promise tht i wun found someone i like in anytime.. go find someone else.. i can still be the one last time b4 we together to u.. as like a frd or someone u smsed when u feeling fan or fed up.. i can help u analysis different kinds of probs.. but ii dun wan u to go and remember all those things which is between tht 4mth plus.. u can say im cruel.. or heartless.. but actualli whether u believe or not.. i am saying all tis cos is wei le ni hao.. ya i seen your blog.. all those things.. is not going to work out.. u noe.. u are jus like a normal frd to me oni now.. thts all i can bring it to.. i dun wan u to keep those memories and stuck in it.. nothing is goin to work out.. i noe u might tink why cant be the same as last time liaos.. since i didnt like anyone at all..

im jus a girl wif this attitude.. thts y i told u im a bad girl.. my temper is a very strange thing.. to relationship.. i believe tht gone is gone.. even how much u changed.. i wun see it oso.. can see as frd but nt more than tht.. once gone.. im like a computer or what.. will pull out tht feeling very fast and clean within the days tht i dropped tears.. after tht.. is all numb.. and nth u do is gona get into it anymore.. data deleted and moved to another place.. i will remember the memories in the way as a story which has oredi finished writing.. no more nxt episode or what le.. dun say ur fate is me or what.. i believe u will meet ur fate in future still.. for me oso the same.. jus in the meanwhile waitin the fate.. get focus jus on ur work, family and frds.. they are precious.. im doin it too.. i treasure my family, frds.. i really loved them more than anything now.. other than tht i wun tink much anymore.. so please move on ok.. please.. or else i really got to disappear from your sight.. i reli dun wan u to stuck at the places.. let it jus b a memory nicely in heart..

lol reached office.. finally is fri!!!!

ytd nite went to meet baha,jayce and dennis at ard 8pm at bishan..

suppose to meet 7.30pm but traffic jam along woodland there.. so got late..

when i reach bishan i go help my dad take his fone 1st at sony service center..

woot bishan got sony ericsson service center.. nxt time i can go there oso liaos..

service okok ba.. quite fast..

den i smsed wendy.. cos she working place got 2 place.. 1 bishan 1 amk.. den she say she working at bishan.. but no time go find her LOL.. abo ji siao ji siao~ long time nv ji siao her~ si char bo!! when are you free to come out wif me kns!! frm last wk say till tis wk.. delay till nxt wk! bo xim la euu ! HAHA jkin =x cannt scold euu.. wait euu complain to feli they all i tio scold by them LOl..

after i meet up with baha they all.. we went to partyworld bishan..

LOL as usual beside tht partyworld got a those kind of oldies disco pub.. is very very "high" inside lol!! but we nv go in.. jus hear the music..

when i reach there.. they oni got 1 jacket left.. so i let jayce take it cos she more cold..

but while singing i freeze till shivering liaos LOL.. until ard 11plus den they start to get abit not cold.. zzzzzzz..

jia lak sia.. tio say by they all tht i sld go back to my original voice LOL.. played too muchies.. but change back can ba.. i sang bu zhi shi peng you wif rainie's type of voice LOL.. end up they say is nicer norhs -.-

we sang until i duno wan sing what liaos sia.. LOL all sing different songs frm last time when i noe them sia.. really looks like we are like 2yrs ago lidat sia ytd.. always go sing KTV till midnite and play here n there de..

at 12am is my jayce aiai de bdae liaos !!! muackies aiai!! HAPPY BDAE!! lubb euuu lotssssss~

at 12plus finish the KTV.. den dennis and baha was hungry.. and so tinking go eat den drink kopi talk craps abit.. since jayce and dennis nv work the nxt day.. den me everyday oso late slp oso nvm.. baha oso can tahan 1..

we frm the coffeeshop near partyworld.. see oni got fishball noodle.. so we try to go to the bus interchange there de 24hr coffeeshop.. is oso left fishball noodle nia -.- den end up... they tot of goin amk there LOL.. we 4 share cab to go to amk there.. and baha pay o.O woot LOL.. they tink quite long between want eat at mac or S-11 there.. den end up cos S-11 oso left not much thing and got fishball noodle again LOL.. they tink go eat mac.. den when we go in.. there is quite a smelly smell which seems like vomit... we cannt tahan so we slowly walk to the garden mac.. LOl

While on the way to mac.. i asked jayce.. how long we noe each other liaos.. LOL.. i tink is ard 2yrs plus le norhs.. time pass so fast sia lol.. when we reach mac.. they all go eat.. oni left me nv eat LOL.. woot tink i reli controlling my diet.. cos when i see mac i oso wun tio tempted.. not even cheese cake!!! LOL

end up they eat there.. drink nice drinks there.. i drink ice plain water LOL.. den we talk alot alot things at there.. got abt army, car and jayce de future flat and her wedding =D

jayce aiai tell me when she getting married will ask me be her jie mei.. hehes i nv be a jie mei b4 sia LOL.. excited excited.. she say sld b b4 nxt yr end will get married liaos~

den we talk till 3am plus.. all start to slpy liaos LOL.. den we say go home norhs.. jayce took cab at ard outside mac.. den baha suppose to walk home.. but end up he and dennis walk me home.. although i suppose to take cab -.- bt tink aiya sua la.. so long nv meet up wif them liaos.. while walking can talk more craps LOL.. walk and walk.. so long nv walk back frm garden mac.. ii dun even noe which way is faster.. so jus anyhow walk norhs LOL.. on the way we saw a dead bird, 2 police car , 1 ambulance and most cute de is 1 cat trying to cross the traffice light.. LOL.. all at different places narhs.. not same place arh.. lol.. the cat is so cute sia.. it want to cross the road.. but keep got car den it keep turn back to stand at the path.. den baha and dennis lame say help it to press the button to let it cross.. end up really got press but the cat turn away LOL..

den walk and walk.. till i suddenly feel my leg quite pain -.- cos i wearing new shoe.. but still walked back till home.. den they send me till downstairs den they go back.. thanks LOL..

den when i reach home is ard 4am.. got quite tired.. so jus reach home and wash up and slp liaos..

the nxt morning woke up.. realised tht my whole body aches -.- mus be nv slp well + too long nv walk so much liao lol..

den after prepare finish for work.. i go and measure my weight again.. woot.. total 3 days cut down 2.4kg.. 4th day morning drop 2.4kg liaos.. tink till 14 days i sld b able to reach my target of down 6kg at least.. but oni bad thing is i cant eat what i like to eat lol.. but who ask me LOL.. seriously im not gona go eat any buffet or fattening things till i reach my ideal weight liaos.. LOL..

kks time to work.. today nite still got sch zzz..

3 days of dieting liaos..

lost 1.5kg..

within tues and wed.. ii do the same thing.. work and go home nia.. LOL

realise i can communicate alot when i was at home wif family..

realise tht wif family is so niceee..

i lubbb my family lots!! they are the best in my life!!

wed i skipped sch at nite and went to take my shoe and hab dinner outside wif my whole family.. LOL.. i didnt eat dinner although.. my mum keep tempting me to eat abit rice bt i still die die dun wan LOL..

hmms.. nth much liaos lol..

now is thurs liaos.. in office right now..

hmms.. lata at nite meeting jayce baha and dennis.. woot i miss the times when i always go out wif this grp of ppl.. >.<

wah sians.. monday blueeeeeeeeeee...

early in the morning.. when i woke up.. i was so blur cos i nv slp much..

like a mad woman lidat.. not much make up and style hair.. jus go to work liaos..

reach office.. saw lots of work.. rest awhile in the morning and chiong work at afternoon..

today is the start of my diet plan.. gona last for 1 mth.. hope i can last >.<

morning i ate bread with water cooked tuna.. taste so bad.. but no choice >.<

afternoon i didnt ate anything.. suppose to eat salad wifout any sauce de.. but end up work till 4get to eat..

when ard 4pm lidat.. started to get super dizzy.. low blood pressure is pain..

when reach ard 5plus..boss came back.. ii bth liaos.. so i pass him the finished work and tell him tht i very dizzy.. and i can rest at office for awhile till my dad's back..

at nite my mum cook fish ball soup for me specially.. plain fishball soup with some mushrooms.. woot 1st time i ate all tis small portion de food..

measured my weight.. less 0.8kg.. hope really will get to my target by at least 3kg at the end of tis week >.<

TAHAN!!! the oni choice tht i got is to tahan!! aiming to get back to my original weight by my bday >.<

1st june liaos ~~ time pass so fast sia.. 27 more days to my assignment due date again. tis time gona do it more faster ba.. >.<

sunday.. so as usual early morning went to msia.. was super tired cos i slp at 4am and woke up at 7am.. den after tht when we reach msia.. we went to eat mac breakfast.. woot.. so long nv eat liao.. and is gona be the last 1 for tis mth at least.. T.T

when we reach my grandma hse.. i played awhile my cousin de ps2.. and was super bored of it.. den awhile after.. we started playin mahjong.. played for ard 2hrs plus.. but yet i oni won $10.. zzz..

after tht we had our lunch and awhile lata we went to the shopping centre near my grandma hse.. bought quite alot things..

after tht we back home.. addicted to mahjong.. and we played 2nd round.. tis time i lost $2.. zzzzz... last min all play so biggg.. lol.. nvm overall i still won $8.. lol..

after tht we ate our dinner.. den we open longan to eat.. and after awhile we went back to spore.. on the way frm my grandma hse.. i fell aslp due to super tired.. so i didnt noe what happened when i heard my sis say my dad's car bump into someone de honda fit.. den my dad goin to drive to the expressway to wait him lata.. to talk and solve the thing.. and so we did waited at the expressway.. but tht person tink is a new driver.. he went to the other side of the road.. and so my dad ask him to wait there and we go find him.. den when we reach the place he was suppose to be at.. he tell us he at the carpark near sheng siong which dun ned carpark fee de..

den we duno which carpark is tht except for the woodland centre de carpark.. den we asked him to come to the carpark since the person oso noe wher.. but end up tht person replied tis : "har? tht carpark need money 1 leh.. can come to find me or not? here no ned money.. " den i was like wth.. less than $1 u oso wan tink so much until lidat.. den end up we keep sayin ask him to come find us.. den after he come.. i went to see his car.. kns.. is jus a black dot of a pimple size.. my dad at 1st say gib him 50 dollar to go touch up the paint is more than enuff.. den end up he dun wan.. he keep repeating.. my car i buy 3mths oni.. heart pain.. kns.. my dad car oso less than 1yr.. we not heart pain narhs.. although is my dad fault i tink.. bt is oso cos of another car tht makes my dad cant pass de ma.. my dad car oso tio scratch bcome white white liao.. den we wun heart pain at all mehs..

den after tht.. the person keep sayin till my dad dulan.. jus say tml he help him find the person who is able to help wif the paint all tis.. den contact him again.. since they both got each other number.. i felt so suay sia.. somemore is red plate car.. tink reli is jus buy car de ba.. if so baobei ur car... y u still go msia?? msia very easy car will scratch here n ther de lehs..

den we was so pek chek.. till we joke alot inside car abt tht honda fit.. lol.. den saw my dad keep looking at the scratches.. knew he heartpain of it oso liaos.. hais.. cos my dad lubb tis car alot de lehs.. den end up lidat.. and i seldom saw my dad bump into other ppl's car de.. is tht stupid van who hai my dad bump into tht honda fit..

today tired and suay day.. 2nd june will b the start of my diet plan!!! no more anyhow eat liaos lol.. will b eating quite alot plain things tis mth.. so.. those fattening food.. count me out tis mth >.<